Chapter 127~~TeaR HoLiDaY

Yesterday was the deepavali so i can rest at home.Before the day, DD said his heart was pain and he odi went to see the doctor but the doctor consult him better to see the specialist for the body check up..he said wanna went bek jurong island for a rest actually i asked him to go my sis's place so that i can take care of him or if something happened at least got somebody beside him but he told me he cant go coz tomorrow maybe he need to substitute his worker to work for few hours..i was worrying about later if he went there to sleep if midnight the heart start to pain don know got anyone there can help him..i keep on asking him tis question but he reply me with very loud voice..my tear nearly to come out so i direct open the car door and went bek to my house,no matter how he call me but i didnt wan to answer him...after bek to my bed, i was calling him asked him to come over my place at 10am tomorrow, he said cant promised to me coz don know whether his worker coming or not...i said you die die muz come without any reason...the next day, around 9 plus i wanna called to remind him the 10am date but no one pick up the phone so i called from 9 plus until 2pm still no one pick up...suddenly i saw DD's number was showing in my phone screen, i tot is he calling me so when i picked up i direct scold but the line was cut...so 2nd call again but tis time i juz pick it up without scolding, i heard the voice is diff, is not DD's voice...the people told me he pick up the DD's phone tis early morning in the rest room, so he asked me to wait me at jurong island custom around 7pm but i told him i don know how to go tat place, he said after he knocked off juz give me a call c where to meet..i started to think a lot don know it is DD goes in hospital in the midnight if not how come his phone will drop on the floor until himself don know...if in the morning he juz admit tat his phone lost sure he will call to ask odi impossible he juz like dissapeared..my house internet line was totally cant connect so i asked my sis help me to check the SGH number.. i called and asked but didnt have such person there...i call all DD's fren tat i had in my phone contact list but no one know how to contact the DD's working place...i only can wait... 3pm, i received a blocked number showing on my phone screen so i pick it up, tat's my DD voice, he told me he was working from morning until now..i started to scold him and asked him to pay me 10k coz i odi make 100++ calls..tat what we promised b4 if 1 call didnt received then need to charge for 100...he oso start to angry and scold me bek..i asked him to come now i don wanna to wait for 1 min...he said impossible..around 5pm only he come n find me i tot he odi finished his work but haven...he juz come n return the card and give me money..so i asked him to return all the money by cheque but he told me he leave the cheque book inside the lorry, he said later after he finished work juz give me...i don let him go off without cheque..until 6pm i asked him to go in jurong island and i will waiting him at bus stop near custom there coz i wanna to collect his phone from someone...actually i lied him tat i wont care about his thing if he wanna to get back his phone, he need to think other way i wont help me anymore...so i waited until nearly 7pm i make a call to tat person but he didnt pick up my phone..around 7 plus i received the call from DD, he tot me he odi take bek the phone and asked me to wait for 10 mins more...after tat he asked me wanna dinner together..i didnt reply him and he stopped by yuan ching road mcdonald there but i don wan to have dinner with him anymore..i asked him to give me the cheque after tat we walk our own way...he keep on requested me not to leave him alone and promised me everyday he will wait me in my house downstair at 7pm...so i requested him to give me 10k coz the missed phone call...finally he agreed to accept my all requests....he need to buy me lunch until end of nov, reach my house on 7pm and give me 10k...

Chapter 126~~CouRT CasE

Last friday DD promised to have lunch together, the day b4 i odi remind him for few times...but i tot he can remembered it, if he cant make it on time, probably he will call me up so i waited for him...Around 11.30am i wanted to make a call to remind him again but i called for few times nobody was picked up the phone...i started to lose my patient and angry...1 minit and another minit passed i keep on calling until 12.20pm, still nobody pick it up so i give up and went out wanna to buy myself lunch..i walked half way seem like weather wanna start to rain so i returned back and lazy to go out again...while reaching my place, i called again to DD...finally, he pick up my phone..he told me he was in police station from morning until now but i was telling him impossible u cant make any calls out when u are inside there coz he only telling me he was only helping to investigate for some cases, the real truth he didnt telling me...he asked me to wait him for a while later he will buy me lunch...i wait and wait until 3pm++, i make a call to him again, this time he told me can help him and don angry him 1st coz he still inside the police station asked me to wait him later knocked off he will come over to fetch me from my office...so i juz simply grab some biscuit for my lunch...nearly my knock off time i still haven received his call so i call him up but nobody pick up the phone and his phone battery was dying...when i was waiting for my company van, i received his call said tat he need to take around half an hour to reach my company so i ask him to fetch me at kranji mrt station....i waited more than half an hour at kranji mrt station but he still haven arrived yet so i called him few times still nobody pick up the phone,tat time i really really feel very angry..when he reached, i close the car door very loudly...he was telling the whole story to me...i feel really insecure with him, everytime need i worried about him..don know when suddenly will come out a bomb...he asked me not to leave him alone...i tell him not to do the break of raw case, luckily tis time is only imposed fine but not go in jail, if not i oso don know wut should i do....the court case will be reviewed on today (24.10.2011), DD asked me to wake him up in the morning...after wake him up, i was sending a warm and lovely sms to him to cheer him up....the result of the penalty is he need to impose fine for SGD7000...this is the lesson for him to always remember not to do the thing that break the raw...don worry be happy anything happen i will still always love and beside you...

Chapter 125~~ToUgH PeRioD

This month should say is quite tough period for DD...his lorry crane juz turn over no longer ago due to his worker's less experience..DD need to spend around sgd80k to repair it but in so short time period how can he prepared such a big amount of money...he did ask the car agent boss borrow some money and the rest will be paid it by installment..i know tis month he will hardly to pass coz i know the money he received is not enough to cover all the debt and worker's salary..in this period, he need to hire an outside lorry to replace his job so that this month salary will be lesser compare to other months...i always remind him tat tis month maybe will le lack of money but he told me it's will be enough...he agree to pay me 1k every month on 14th but on tat date he still cant take out any money to me coz he said tis month he received v less money cant enough to cover everything..he promised me to pay me bek once he got received any money tis few days but cant confirm with me which date coz he oso don know when he got money come in...with tis incident, i was quarrel with him last few days...then he some more went to sentosa casino for gambling..the purpose is to win some money to pay me bek..it's look like really going to very serious case odi..i really don have any confident that don know whether we can pass the hard time or not...look like it's bcome serious and tougher compare to previously...a lot of debts need to pay bek..every month earn money is no enough to cover all the debts...don know tis life will continue until when...but from wut i know the bank loan will be end early of next year...hope that everything will be settle down...DD asked my sis to borrow money again ytdy..today my sis called me i juz know the thing so i called and ask him..he said his lorry crane juz come out yesterday tat y he need to pay for the installment only they can allow him to take the lorry...tat y he still lack money in his bank acc..tat y he need to bank in some money to his bank before they drop in the cheque...

Chapter 124~~AGrEEmeNT

Today i juz make a agreement and wait both of us signand take into effect...this is what the decision that both of us agree yesterday...i slept almost 1am coz of the argument and DD don want to end the call..i wanna to let it go and relationship should be stop at yesterday but he keeps on request me not to leave him alone...actually i oso not willing to do so but i have no choice if keep continue like tat i will be the victims..y i need to go into it?before tat i will think without money we maybe can work hard to earn more on it...it will not be the problem amongst us but who know i do so much thing and wasting all my time for what you will return to me..i got nothing...sometimes together i really scare wait one day u will tell me again u need how much how much for emergency..i really don have so much money can help u anymore...nowadays i always save all the money for foods like i don simply go out shopping coz if go out sure at least need to spend money on transport and foods even though i buy nothing..u feel that DD don even appreciate for what i had done for him tat y everytime when quarrel i feel very dissapointed and sad...don know how can i mantain the relationship until the end...

Chapter 123~~APRiL FoOL MoNtH

Angry..angry...i feel angry for this moment...who can make me so angry in this world..the answer is only DD...coz the business problem then i need to help him to pick up call from customer if they want do their car inspection coz DD don wan let other ppl know tat the one who lower down the price is him...so he bought a new phone line juz for the business purpose..my old phone battery and the charge got problem..so i insist him to give me his nokia e52 which i bought for him last time...the phone drop down to the floor and the screen was broken so DD send it to repair..i asked him muz give me after finish repairing but he odi delayed for so long...if you always so easy forget this and that for wut u bring ur hp to ur lorry..after took and direct put inside the car...i keep on remind n remind...i really don have such good patience to keep on reminding and waiting is juz for the phone...do u know how much tat i odi paid for it..from the day that the problem come..i keep on use my own money to help u to settle all the problem...i know th amount is not enough to cover all but tat's all my whole saving from the day i start to work..all my hard earn money gone...it's not feeling well and not easy to do that...tat's mean from now i muz save all the time no matter foods, shopping, travelling and others...now u only limit 4 sets of movie and 1 big meal per month...for what i need to live under stress and such condition...i think i can live better than that without u..now only i know how hard to continue living if i don have money to spend..it is tough n hard time that i never passed before...for wut i need to follow?i do all this thing for wut...u think i like to be kepo and reminding u smt or for what i need to work so hard...i still have my own job and i need to pick up phone, send email and photocopy the advertisement paper, leaflets...i can juz ignored all this job and sit at home watch movie...if not tat old phone cant use, u think i still wan to get tat phone...coz i know everytime ask u to bring 1 thing is like a very hard job for u...i already give u so many chances i think it is enough...we stop until here...no quarrel no fighting we will live peace foverer...

Chapter 122~~MiSeRabLe

Last few days i tot i received a good news from DD but juz now suddenly received a bad news instead of good news...good news bcome bad news..i oso don know how to digest it well really feel so sad and moody now...all my mood gone when i heard of the bad news and my heart was pain too...the things come too sudden still cant find any way to solve it...look like the thing was well planned by someone..it's a trap..revenge is scary tat why better don't simply offended someone..life will become more and more tough now...feel like to cry..for me i don have any power and capacity to help coz i odi finish all my capacity..what can i do?For DD, i know he might have more stress than me..really no one can help him now..i oso worry of him...i tot after he decided to sell all his mobile crane everything will be fine and settle but he haven confirm to the client yet..when he decided to ask for more, the client odi bought the crane from others..such a coincidence or got someone purposely wanna to do that...god bless DD please hope he can find the way to settle all the problems.

Chapter 121~~WoRLd End oR LoVe EnD

Nowadays the hot and popular news is that earthquake at Japan..everyday when u open the newspaper u will see the situation at Japan after earthquake...human being are small when comes to the natural disasters, we can't do anything although to protest ourself..life are short so please treasure people are around you...yesterday DD and I were arguing again...he had less free time to accompany me due to his work..i was not in mood when he leave me alone...he wanna to go for a wedding dinner tonite so i asked him not to go and leave me alone coz i know tonite he no need to work...we have less time can be together although we were in the same country..sometimes i will think how come we look more like long distance relationship compare to others...we were live in the same country but then 1 week i only can meet him 4 times....weekday only few hours or dinner time..only left sunday he was free whole day but sometimes i suggested to go any places on sunday he will refused me to do so coz he said he was tiring due to everyday works...only sunday he can has fully rest and sleep in home....i have different thinking with him...everyday he need to work only sunday that i can asked him accompany me go around...we were quarrel the whole nite...he was give up and try to console me not to leave him alone...sometimes i feel not willing to do so but then i have no choice.. i really cant take it...due to the problem and we have a long discussion through phone and he supposed to continue his worker's work so he was delayed it and his worker keep on calling him but then he was not in mood and talk loudly to his worker...his worker cant take it and wanna resign said juz work until end of tis month...suddenly too many problems come to us...he odi less 1 worker odi now 1 of worker wan to resign again so how he gonna to look for new 2 in such a short period?i tried to ask him to employ few new workers before but he refused to do so...juz wait and ask somebody help to recommend...i tot the chance was less compare to the advertisement in the newpapers..i suggested to publish the advertisement in the newspaper as earlier time but he keeps on delay..now the problem coming how he gonna to settle it...while i was talking with him through phone...the island safety officer keep calling him...he told me he donwanna to go bek to work...he wanna go to the beach now...i don know how to settle the problems seem like it's now not only both of our problem but oso related to his works...if coz of our problem make his work affected i will feel unwell oso....i only can hope everything come to the end and peace...our agreement in the end is that from now onward he will listen and follow everything that i wish and i want...i still think that he got a lot of secrets that i don know...if not yesterday tat i keep on arguing i oso don know 1 of his secret....how can i juz live without knowing everything that i supposed to know....