Chapter 59~~LosT mY WaY

When DD can really change his habit?i don know when only i can get use to it but so far until now i still uncomfortable if promise thing never do tat only will make me sad and dissapointed like giving me the hope at the first and end up spoil my hope too..always only use mouth say...well, say who oso can but when talk about action all bcome silent...like the case my fren told me her fren oso like tat...always hao lian in front of them but come to the realistic she didnt do anything in front of them for wut she had saying..i hate tis kind of ppl...i really lost my confident to this relationship don know it will be a good ending but i do really hope it will be~~i don wan to hurt anybody include myself..when i juz can ending tis story?really lost my way~~~~maybe i really think too much or too love DD?it would make myself suffer but anyway thanks to all those fren that care and give some advise or support when i am in trouble..i really appreciated it~~