Chapter 63~~SeQueLaE & PaRaNoiD

After that incident i feel that myself really change a lot?like to think a lot and always paranoid tis n tat~~wut DD said i am not fully believe i need to double confirm keep on asking non stop~~continually will make the thing worst...yeah i know but wut can i do..i odi try my best..i scare one day he will betray me~~i hate betray..i hope i can bek to the previously everything juz believe without paranoid~~God Bless me....i miss the previously time do hope the time can stop and stay at the happy time~~but i know it's impossible...everything look like change i need use to it or juz ignore it?i think DD oso will feel tat n think i will leave him one day soon..sorry about tat i refuse to wut u had requested from me but it's not the time to do so~~not tat i not love u, it's just for our own good n i need to protect myself from getting hurt again i don think if one day i found the same incident happened i still can so easy to forgive or forgot...u odi give me a deep deep scar and sequelae in my heart.....