Chapter 72~~ToRtuRinG

Tis few days really got something torturing me~~my mind cant stop me for doing those stupid thinking but i still don know wut can i do..should i juz let it go or juz hold it~~i felt tat i really don understand him much always got a lot of things happen..sometimes when i juz think bek or talk on the phone my tear will come out..make me bcome weak n weak~~i promise myself wont drop any tear after tis but then still bek to the same...maybe i need to learn to be strong enough..love is not tat easy for me it's need to concern a lot of issues inside..different ppl different character maybe i still cant accept it...i oso don know wut happen to me it is my own problem?or i need to ask for others opinion?weekend without u always make me think a lot..i do hope maybe is myself think too much odi and any bad things don happen again..i don know still got such energy to receive such a big problem or i scare i will give up later~~~god bless me...