Chapter 84~~TRaNsfoRmeR

After yesterday incident really make me realised n think a lot~~should i use more time to think bek our relationship?recently i almost angry and cry every week wut make me like tat..Last time DD wont like tat even he is bz but still will come to meet me up now only wait i am angry only he will come over if i don angry then u will juz let it be...last time when wanna to go a place or somewhere else although u never promised said will go but at the end u sure will appear if i was there even my sis also always said DD always say depend or c 1st but sure will appear in the end tat y last time i always feel happy~~now although u odi promised me oso can keep on changing some more if u say depend or c 1st tat mean totally got no hope odi.. wut make u change so much it is a relationship if too long will make it like tat?it's really look like the transformer movie keep on changing from 1 character to another 1~~look like our distance bcome far n far did u realised tat..u always put the love word in ur mouth but do u know it is juz a word everybody oso can said~~love is not as easy juz said..if it is easy like eat then nobody will get hurt in this world odi..i am crying sometimes u tot i am angry u the main reason is coz i am too dissapointed n upset with u ...when think about it my tear will easy come out not i purposely wanna to use crying to make u listen to me..another thing we were together nearly 10 months but i nv meet ur family b4 even when i said wanna follow u to go meeting but u will give me a lot of excuses or delay or change the date..wut purpose for u to do tat~~it is u think i will spoil ur plan if i appear in front of them or maybe u scare i know something tat hide from me which i don know..i really don understand which couple will have the same problem as us...sometimes i do think tat maybe i juz ur secret gf which cannot appear in front of ur frens or family..wut fault for me to continue like tat it is suffer u know?DD u look like got 2 differents character tat y sometimes i don know which 1 is real u ...i really don know u clearly n deeply........