Chapter 31~~SMiLe ALwAyS

A few days i didnt blog here...start lazy to do blogging odi although my own blog i also seldom updated..last time i used to update everyday...1 week juz passed odi happy and unhappy day gone~~moody last week i don know y keep on showing DD my black face and influenced his mood..sorry DD i am not purposely wanna to do tat..maybe u r right i felt myself was selfish sometimes didnt think of other DD's feeling and condition juz simply angry or mad on DD..i will try my best not to dissapoint DD and i will happy and smile always when meet up with DD so that u also can have a good mood when see me~~DD said i am cool last few days he also don know how to make me happy~~Last saturday i was planning to go my sis' house after work coz they having the steamboat dinner then asked us to join together..DD promised wanna fetch me go after tis..he called me in the morning saying that will be fetched me up after 1pm so when 1pm he called me again said that he was juz near my house and 1.30pm will be reached there n fetched me up so i quickly rush bek home and juz simply pick up some clothing and wait him in my house's downstair..in the same time i was calling him for a few times but he didn't pick up my phone and i was starting to get mad on him~~when he called me 1st time i purposely don wanna to pick up let him have the same feeling when ppl not pick up the phone..so he called me again and said still got 5 min will be reaching my place asked me to wait him at the bus stop there..after fetching me he asked me whether took my lunch odi or not?.i asked him don talk to me at the moment coz i am still angry on him..pity DD i know he will feel sad when heard it~~after settle his thing, he suggested to have some food before go in jb coz from morning until now he still haven eat something..i feel guilty DD was worrying me but i still get mad on him...when reached the food court i don feel like wan to eat but DD worried me and ordered a plate of minced pork noodle for me..really cant finished all but DD asked me to eat more and start to take the noodle in the my spoon n asked me to eat for 3 more spoons..feel warm and happy when DD was doing tis for me~~thank you DD...GG will love DD more for what ever u had done for me..DD told me a lot of his story yesterday...now i juz realized that i really don understand and know him more but i know wut is his purpose for doing this~DD pls listen to me 1 more time don put the 'hate' in mind always muz know or learn how to forgive or forget..i know it was difficult but u need to try it coz if u keep on remember in ur mind u wont feel happy always and will suffer for it~~y don u juz learn how to forget?the ppl who were doing wrong sure they will have their own 'bao ying' coz everything that we done the god will know it..i was happy when DD asked for my opinion and what ever decision that i was make he will juz listen on me..i choose to let them go DD promised me will let them go~~We were watching the where got ghost movie yesterday nite...actually we planned to watch it on last fri but tat time we cant bought any ticket for the behind seat so we canceled to watch it..luckily we reached there late yesterday but still can get the behind row seat...thanks god~~~DD bought me popcorn and drink...muacksss and love DD for what ever he had done for me..tis week DD will be bz for his work..muz remember to eat when working and take good care of urself..i will miss u too...hope DD will happy when reading my blog...