Chapter 33~~SuSpeCtiNG

Last weekend got something happened make me not so happy?maybe i am too small gas or think too much odi~~i really choose to believe DD but my mind wont allowed me to do so keep on thinking~~not only the msg that make me suspect for something...from last time when i saw a comment in the DD friendster profile.it was wrote by someone saying that happy anniversary BB~~i tot it was long time ago comment but then i saw the date is juz recently posted after i know DD so i asked DD who r she?he told me tat is a long time not contact fren so i juz ignored it coz i choose to believe~~after i saw the msg in DD' phone actually not tat msg problem but is the recipient's name DD give her name as Love BB~DD was panic at the time quickly took bek his phone i feel that weird it is any secret that cant let me know or scare i saw something that i cant see~~so i purposely to ask him to double confirm for the account number and asked him to give the hp again but he refused to do so juz check by himself..from that time i confirmed that something was not right..not tat i don wan to believe but it really make me got no confident to believe~~how come i so hardworking to build up the confidence but suddenly all gone..really feel sad~my tear going to drop when DD asked me the incident but i still can control for that time..he asked me don simply think so i juz followed what he said choose to forget it but then when i saw DD's laptop game appearf someone name same like the friendster comment tat girl name~tis time i really start to think more about it~it was the passed story how come DD still never deleted it or maybe i should believe wut DD said..i really don know how to do for the next?i really wanna said out but don have the courage to do so~~am i too weak?drag until the next day when we finished our movie in tebrau city~~DD suggested to go expo coz he wanna go the pc fair so i agreed with that..on the way i said i got something wan to ask him but when the word odi in the mouth but i don have courage to say out~~he kept on asked me to say so i said regarding to the msg..he said wut i wanna to know or wanna him to do only i can believe him?tis time my tear really cant control automatically drop down..DD start to panic and his mood spoil coz of me..he said don wanna went tat pc fair odi since i got no mood to walk but i insisted that wanna accompany him to go coz tat was my promised to him that i will accompaying him to go pc fair so not matter how sad and how bad mood i am i muz go with him...tat was my principle i muz followed..nowadays DD start to make report to me when he is not together with me wanna to make me don anyhow suspect and simply think~~i know DD always care n love me so much but then sometimes i also will anyhow thinking..is this coz lack of security?