Chapter 17~~1st month anniversary celebration

We were celebrating the 1st month anniversary on last friday before that he got told me will give me a big surprise on tat day~~the surprise was sending a bouquet of flower which consist of 20 pcs of blushing pink roses and two-tone purple carnation sprays to my office..1st time i received the delivery flower tat really will feel a bit touch and happy although some of them will said it was wasting the money..Thanks DD~~ he leave some msg in the card~~love me forever i will always remember for what u had promise to me..my fren was telling me tat pink roses not tat common in the market coz she said seldom will saw it..i tot it juz a normal colour and can find it everywhere..actually it not a surprise odi when he asked for my company add i odi guess what he will done for me..we went for dinner at vivocity actually we were not going to there for dinner coz he got the wrong information from his fren..his fren recommended him a romantic and nice restaurant which faced to the sea view somewhere in harbour front road or kim seng road but he was wrong listening to harbour front centre..everyday we also need to think and make the decision for our dinner..boring so juz walked around to search for the restaurant...we got no idea what to eat some more most of the restaurant there got a long queue and crowded so we juz simply pick the one tat not tat crowded~~japanese restaurant...not bad the restaurant also faced to the sea view but the food so so only coz not many choices of it..he cant eat the spicy food so a limited choices for him coz most of them r spicy food inside the menu...i really done a brave thing on tat day daring me until myself also cant believe of it...tis thing juz keep on our mind i don wanna to share with others.god please help me i need to protect and control myself~~~he was fetching my sis n i went bek jb on the next day evening and having dinner together in hao chen steamboat buffet after tat having 2nd round yum cha session with my frens..he was headache on tat day some more we don have panadol on hand so i asked him to stop in seven eleven n i go down to buy panadol for him..will he ate too much odi 4 pils per 1 time?scary me~~ he get mad on me yesterday coz he said i always just think of myself without care for his feeling..actually i was not coz everyday i wan to do exercise if u forced me also no choice tat was my habit u can even changed it..nowadays i really cut down more compared to last time..tis wut i can do for you please forgive me..i don like ppl forced me to do something that i dont like..when he was fetching me bek from jb his face bcome very dark in colour i also don wanna to talk more with him until reaching my home i planned to go swimming by myself coz don wanna to go with him..but then he sms me said waiting me downstair and called me too...when on the way we didn't talked until i went to the swimming pool and swim for 7 laps only he start talk to me...i know he always follow my steps where i wan to go..we were going to marina barrage again after swimming..a nice place there we have a nice chatting night there..he was sharing a lot of his family matters to me...let me know more about him...tis few days my mind always remind me 1 thing am i do the right decision of choosing and accepting him?i don really know about tat..i know he wanna know the answer how deep i love him from 1 to 10 marks..i cant even give him the anwer coz myself also don know the answer..he gave me 8 marks..he said without me don know how he can continue to survive sometimes i also worried will i hurt him in one day?Am i thinking too much odi?Everything should be take it as natural~~