This few days DD was mentioning about rent house in spore..he asked me to stay together with him but i rejected..got a few reasons tat make me strongly rejected tis ideas..if let say stay in the same house but no same room i still can acceptable but if same room i will not accept it...
1.privacy~~every person have their own privacy thing some don like ppl to know or touch on it.
2.close minded~~maybe i had the old mind thinking fashioned if haven married cant stay together ..i think my parent also agreed on this point.
3.freedom~~i need the freedom for myself coz sometimes i need my personal time to do my personal thing.. 4.boring~~i heard a lot of couple said if stay together..the relationship will become not tat close like previously coz maybe feel boring to each other..
My dd was on his laptop's song while sleeping so tat time i put the table fan behind the laptop..when i saw his forehead got a lot of sweat i know he was feeling very hot although the room have the fix fan to ceiling..so i wanna to shut down his laptop n move the laptop away and put the table fan nearly to his sleeping bed..when i touch his laptop he was awake from sleeping asked me wut i am doing n wut i am looking for..look like i am doing the wrong thing or simply open his laptop's file..DD really don understand me enough i am not tat kind of person..DD's action will make me feel tat he is not 100% believe me and maybe feel tat i will do something to betray him..i really feel dissapointed at tat time juz i don wan to say out but when he told me yesterday nite his laptop is his personal thing only he n me touch it b4..other ppl cant even wanna to touch on it..coz he said i odi know the laptop's password so he need to change a new 1 for the security purpose..i really don understand on it but then i will juz ignored it coz every ppl had their own privacy better i don wan to know so much on it..but at least DD got told me what the important thing inside the laptop tat y he need to do so~~i was telling him through msn don know y my tear also come out automatically~how come i am become so weak juz a minor thing also can make me cry~~he keeps on said sorry to me actually i don wan DD said sorry to me coz sorry also cant solve the problem..the words odi come out cant took bek some more it will be always remind me in my heart to avoid me repeat the same mistake~hurted feeling unhappy:'(...tired~tired~i am super tiring whether is my body or my spirit~~what can i do?
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