Chapter 27~~UnPrEdiCtAbLe DaY

The day b4 yesterday DD was telling me tat he will be busy on something so he couldn't meet up with me on yesterday so i was asking him to settle his work don worry me..i will take care of myself..when he was calling me for chit chatting suddenly he changed his mind said wanna come n meet me up~~he was unhappy when he saw some photo that i took with someone and i was telling him who asked u don wanna to know me earlier so tat can bring me go singapore zoo then i no need to go with him..when he met up me in my house's downstair he told me wanna brought me to the zoo but then i need to go to change money 1st i don think the time was allowed us to go zoo after tat so i suggested changed to next time when i am coming bek from bangkok~~I will be away singapore for 5 days so DD must take good care of urself..i know u will miss me a lot but u need to learn how to live without me not too independent on me..if not u will be get in trouble~i was suddenly feel moody when i nearly fall down in the jurong point's carpark..all my happy mood gone don know y...DD asked me y i look so sad and black face..actually i also don know y my mood changed so fast too moody right?pity DD tat need to see a black face girl beside him..sorry DD if i make ur mood down...

Chapter 26~~We ArE 1 MoNtH

Yesterday was our dating for 1 month anniversary so DD was bringing me to changi place SAF yatch school having our dinner there..a nice night view there but the restaurant juz so so only like the normal mamak stall that u can found anyway in Malaysia long time never go mamak stall odi miss the time when i was studying in tarc~~i know he was bz for his work but he still come n meet me.. but then traffic jammed when we r on the way reached the place odi nearly 9pm having a late dinner again...i will become more n more fat le..how can i slim down now?DD still asking me to eat more he said i need to gain more weight but then nowadays i odi gained 2kg to 3kg odi le..feel so sad still asked me to eat more..i know DD was angry with someone coz the day b4 he went out drinking with his group of fren something unhappy thing was happened so now DD planned to play him until die.DD plz don be so cruel and studborn..juz a minor thing give ppl a way and a chance to changed or learned from the mistake..i suggested to sit the bench near the swimming pool there but juz sit for a while the weather start to rain so we were bek to the car..DD was fetching me to the east coast park starbuck have some drink..he was tiring ask me to promise and give him 20 mins to have a snap there if not later he got no energy to fetch me bek home..somemore now he is lack of ciggarette coz cant even can buy it there need to go a bit farer place only can get it..nearly 11.30pm i asked him to fetch me bek coz i oso feel tired and sleepy don know y although i odi sleep more on yesterday but still think no enough of it..While sending me bek home DD was asking me a question do i love him?such a funny question right?If i am not love u how come i accept u as my bf?i don think i can juz simply to accept a guy that i don like as my bf if like tat b4 tat i odi had a lot of bf and u might not be my 1st but juz depend on how deep i love u~~i think will be less than u but my heart got a scar until now from tat day the laptop incident u still haven give me a acceptable answer but u still asked me what it is?

Chapter 25~~PriVaTe & CoNfiDenTiaL

This few days DD was mentioning about rent house in spore..he asked me to stay together with him but i rejected..got a few reasons tat make me strongly rejected tis ideas..if let say stay in the same house but no same room i still can acceptable but if same room i will not accept it...
1.privacy~~every person have their own privacy thing some don like ppl to know or touch on it.
2.close minded~~maybe i had the old mind thinking fashioned if haven married cant stay together ..i think my parent also agreed on this point.
3.freedom~~i need the freedom for myself coz sometimes i need my personal time to do my personal thing.. 4.boring~~i heard a lot of couple said if stay together..the relationship will become not tat close like previously coz maybe feel boring to each other..
My dd was on his laptop's song while sleeping so tat time i put the table fan behind the laptop..when i saw his forehead got a lot of sweat i know he was feeling very hot although the room have the fix fan to ceiling..so i wanna to shut down his laptop n move the laptop away and put the table fan nearly to his sleeping bed..when i touch his laptop he was awake from sleeping asked me wut i am doing n wut i am looking for..look like i am doing the wrong thing or simply open his laptop's file..DD really don understand me enough i am not tat kind of person..DD's action will make me feel tat he is not 100% believe me and maybe feel tat i will do something to betray him..i really feel dissapointed at tat time juz i don wan to say out but when he told me yesterday nite his laptop is his personal thing only he n me touch it b4..other ppl cant even wanna to touch on it..coz he said i odi know the laptop's password so he need to change a new 1 for the security purpose..i really don understand on it but then i will juz ignored it coz every ppl had their own privacy better i don wan to know so much on it..but at least DD got told me what the important thing inside the laptop tat y he need to do so~~i was telling him through msn don know y my tear also come out automatically~how come i am become so weak juz a minor thing also can make me cry~~he keeps on said sorry to me actually i don wan DD said sorry to me coz sorry also cant solve the problem..the words odi come out cant took bek some more it will be always remind me in my heart to avoid me repeat the same mistake~hurted feeling unhappy:'(...tired~tired~i am super tiring whether is my body or my spirit~~what can i do?

Chapter 24~~PrOmiSiNG

DD was bz for his work tis few days coz need to run 2 places always drive here and there..i know he was tiring but then everyday he still come and meet me up for dinner..can DD plz take good care of ur own and take more rest if u feel u r tiring juz take some rest don always force urself to work~~i know money is important but then health r more important than tat although u got a lot of money not mean that u have a healthy body~money who don like but it cant finish earned~yesterday DD was meet up me for dinner he didnt went swimming with me so i went there alone~~the time for the swimming was juz nice coz still early not tat crowded~~DD brought me to the nearest hawker centre juz near my house for our dinner...after tat we were going to the same place~~west coast park mcdonald surfing net..DD bought me a cup of mcflurry yeah my favourite ice cream but very fat..my fren tot i only eat the ice cream for my dinner but then it was my 2nd round odi consider supper..we walked around the seaside and DD was make promise to me~~he will love me and take care of me forever~such a touching word right..i will remember the promise tat DD was make for me although now is not the suitable time for me to do any response for it..everything not impossible so i cant do any promise for u~

Chapter 23~~OpTiMiStiC

Yesterday i got sense that something was happening..my worrying and guessing was correctly~~Early in the morning DD was bek from jb and called me tat time..after tat we were chatting in msn..he sent me the left of the photo tat we took in west coast~~he still look happy and normal~~i know later on he need to take his medical report..i know he was worrying about the result juz he don wanna to show in front of me..Actually after lunch i was no mood to continue my work i got planned to call DD asked for the report result but i don dare to do so maybe will disturbing DD..when the time nearly 5pm i need to knock off from office..something was appearing in my mind..it is something happened on DD coz he will always contact with me when nearly 5pm whether he will be coming to fetch me or not but today he did not do so~~i was starting to worry..as usual i was going for jogging..whole jogging i was making some guessing and keep on console myself maybe DD was busy for his work until forget to call me..later he finished it will be coming and meet me up..when i was going bek from jogging i saw DD's car in my house downstair..i was happy when saw the DD and asked him had he took the report and how was it but he was skipping my question without answering me..we went chit chatting in my house downstair for a while coz i juz bek from jogging also cant direct took bath need to take rest~he did not mentioned even 1 word of the report..i am sure tat something muz happened odi although he did not show his sadness in front of me coz don wanna i am thinking and worrying too much for him~~he keeps on chasing me went up for bathing and took all the clothing..he don allowed i washed my clothing by myself..he said it was too tired for me coz i need to work and exercise odi feel tired some more need to wash own clothing..actually i don feel any tiring coz it only took a few mins to finished it so DD plz don worry about me~~DD suggested to have the taiwan porridge in bukit timah there coz we cant even think for other food that we want to eat~~every night DD also asked for my opinion..for me i took any food at least can make me full except rice and some kind of meat~not really need to go to restaurant i still prefer tat kind of mamak or 'da pai dang' in malaysia which we can ordered a lot of foods and can eat it happily~~after dinner DD was asking me where i wan to go~i said don have so he brought me to the west coast park again~~on the way for our dinner tat time he odi started to ask me some question i odi feel so weird how come he asked me such question it is he wan push me to other ppl?While we were in west coast park tat time he was telling me the truth~~i am feeling happy and sad~~happy is tat finally he tell me the truth and his feeling and sad is tat he got the sick but then i don think it was a serious sick~~he said after he got the result then he was thinking a lot how to solve the problem..he is selfish wanna let me go and push me to the someone tat i don like..DD plz give me some freedom to choose and decide my own decision or way to go don juz leave me for someone..i am not stock can juz simply let u move here and there~~i am human got my own feeling too~if u really do so u will be sufering for whole life~i don think u can continue live happily without me..anyway i wont juz left DD alone to face the problem so DD u muz think optimistically everything will not be impossible..although ur sick don have any medicine can cure but then we juz work hard on it and tried to follow the doctor's advised~~i hope miracle will be appearing and DD can live happily don have so much stress~~god bless him..coz as i said god r fair to everyone~~no pain no gain~so DD muz feel appreciated for wut u have now~~at least u still got me to accompany u when u r in down mood or happy mood~~cheer up my bravo DD don simply to give up ur life~

Chapter 22~~Check out

DD said wanna to meet up with me on monday after i finished jogging..when nearly 5pm i was receiving the called from him..he told me tat he was feeling unwell headache again and cant meet me up tonight so i told him never mind u juz take care urself..i asked him to c the doctor don took the panadol again but he gave me the same reason..no time~~it is the work is much important than ur health?wut do u think about it?i know u got nothing to worry about but if really got something happened do u know tat ppl around u will worrying and sadness for u??do u think u r selfish enough to do tat?Some more suddenly the jb site facing some problem he need to rush bek jb again...pity DD~~i really cant help and do anything for him..juz pray hard hope the god will blessing him..but then around 8 smt he called me said wanna to meet me for a while coz he left some drawing in the spore office so he came bek again~~he told me he odi went to c the doctor and odi make the appointment for the whole head scan tml morning in sgh..a bit happy and worry after i heard tis..happy is coz he odi listen to me go n look for doctor..worry is scare i will receiving a bad news from te report..anyway i hope everything should be fine cant simply give up~~ DD muz take good care of urself plz when i was not around u~~Yesterday DD was fetching me after work so we went for swimming in the chinese garden there..i know he odi tired but still need to accompany me for swimming coz i know he was worrying for something..coz of my swiming suit..i think i need to listen to his advice to change a proper one so he no need to worry so much and if he feel tiring then he can took more rest no need purposely to accompany me~~we went for our dinner after tat~~always headache for our dinner coz both of us don have any ideas of it..finally we having our dinner at bukit timah the 24 hours noodle house~~reached my house on 10pm and i accompanied DD for a while b4 he was going to jb..suddenly i touched his hair and feel like a bit wet on his forehead so i asked him r u sweating?i don feel the weather was very hot here but how come he can sweat?he said got sense tat the headache will be coming bek again..he left the medicine on his office i asked him to drive bek to take it don wanna him to take the panadol again..in my mind i very sure he wont listen to me he will continue to take the panadol coz i know his character wont purposely turn bek juz coz of the medicine..after he called me when he was on the way to jb..he told me tat he juz bought the panadol and eat 4 pils in the same time...tat wut i am guessing all corectly~~i got no power to give any advised to him even though i advised he also wont listen to me..but anyway if panadol really can cure his headache and release his painful i will agreed he do so...Another thing to argue between us...when he was calling me tat time i was washing for my clothing..everyday i also washed the clothing after i finished exercise and when i am bathing..he said too tired for me to do so and when he heard tat everyday i need to wash the clothing also feel pity to me..actually i odi used to it coz when i was studying in coll time always do tat so it was not the hard or tough job for me..he asked me to take to the laundry shop so tat i no need so tired to wash it everyday..he said only a few dollar wont very expensive and he can paid for me..it is not the money problem u know..juz i don think washed clothing is a tough and tiring job for me..i still handle for it..hope that u can understand it~~

Chapter 21~~worrying

i was getting mad again with him on last friday..wut was happening until i always get mad on him..i also feel like nowadays i like to angry and get moody...can someone tell me why?i don like myself like tat juz small thing odi feel angry..i done something when he don wanna to fetch me bek on friday coz the day was kinda late n i odi feel sleepy and tired..when i asked him to fetch me bek he was telling me he don wan coz wanna someone to accompany him then i was waiting c when he juz wanna to fetch me bek without keep on remind him coz i don like keep on remind for something if u know my character u will know tat..when i wan for something i muz get it maybe tis called studborn..a few mins later my 'fire' start on then i direct open the car's door and get out from the car..i walked alone to the end of the west coast park's resting area and juz sitting there play with my hp..i know on the way he called me for a few times but i don wanna pick it up..it is too 'ye man' and small gas sometimes i was thinking bek for my action it is i done the wrong way?i wanna share tis with my closer fren and they will telling me i wasn't doing wrong if he really care for me then he should always asked me to sleep early and fetch me bek early.. when he found me in resting place he hold my hand asked me to go bek..i know he was panic and worried tat time coz i know his character scare i get mad on him..i still angry tat time but when reaching my house he will receiving a called from jb job site..something was happening for the job so he need to rush bek to jb again suddenly my heart was softing at the same time odi forgive him for everything coz i know he will getting more stress if i continue angry on him i don wanna bcome his 'beg' too heavy for him to carry..as promised he will fetching me to jb after my cycling in east coast with my frens ..so when 5pm plus i was calling him asked him to fetch me on 6.15pm and i bought some snack~~popiah and sugar cane juice for him i know he always will feel hungry on tat time..he asked me to help him to buy the extra strong panadol again..i was worrying him coz i odi told him for many times cant be always depend on the panadol asked him to do the body check up but he always told me no time to do so..DD can u please listen to me for tis time..it is regarding for ur health and i do such thing juz for ur own good i don wan a sick bf.. i wanna u give me a secure to become ur gf not always worrying for something...he was late on tat day when i was waiting alone in the east coast park feel a bit angry again i know he was jammed in the traffic i need to understand for him and the distance also not the short..but i think i odi called him and told him earliest he should came here on time..my gf told me actually the guy should wait for the girl not the girl shoud wait for the guy..i was so boring while waiting for him no place for me to go so i juz find a seat and saw the ppl playing roller blake there..called my god sis to chit chat with her since she is the one tat i can share my story..after finished chatting with her i will feeling better..on the way i got nth to chat with him..he saw my look odi know i was angry and in bad mood he got asked me for a few times it is i still angry with tat incident i reply him no..juz feel very tired coz he odi make me angry for 2 times.Long time i didnt do tat in front of my fren and not tat small gas but after i become his gf look like always feel tat..it is i changed odi or no enough sleep for me to make me like tat..i hope it is juz temporary i will return it bek very soon..i was telling him my feeling, he was understanding on it and promised me wont do the same thing to make me mad again..he said wanna go out with his fren for some drink i said if u wan go juz go la coz long time u also didnt meet up ur fren odi later all ur frens will gone and forget u but he was asking me to accompany him..end up he cancel for the date and stay at my sis's bf house..i fried 3 eggs for him since he only eat popiah for his dinner i don think he will feel full..luckily my fried egg skill still can use de juz i forget to take the photo to prove tat..he said wanna do mask so i went my sis's room to take and tried to apply to his face and i also do it for my own..after 20 mins i helped him to tear off the mask..he look like too tired odi slept coz 2 days never sleep odi sure tiring..i don wan to disturb him so i bek to my sis's room to sleep there..when around 2am smt my sis heard the sound someone was knocking our room door so she went to open n see and my sis called me wake up and told me DD look like cant sleep in tat room maybe too hot.so i went out n saw him juz sit on the floor outside our room..i went and asked him it is u cant sleep he told me he feel very hard wan to breath asked me muz go to c the doctor now..i shocked and feel a bit scary~~he asked me whether can accompany he went clinic or not?no need to ask sure i will follow him coz i also worried wont let him alone..he started vomit and cant even walked properly..if like tat how come he still can drive so i asked my sis fetched him to go to clinic...he told us tat skudai have 1 clinic open 24 hours while on the way we saw the police checking so we asked the police whether nearby there have any hospital or not..coz he bcome weaker and weaker i know he took a lot of pils of panadol..when reached the clinic the door was put open but then locked odi so i knock the door the nurse was telling us it is urgent and serious case the doctor cant help asked us sent him to hospital but then my sis and i not familiar with the jb road luckily he still can teached us how to reach the hospital so direct went to icu..when reached there he really cant stand up and walked properly so the nurse there was using the wheel chair to help him to go inside..we cant go in the room juz can waiting him outside so after payment need to wait for the doctor also...the nurse was calling me to go in the room asked me wut happened to him so i was telling her tat he took too many pils of panadol.He was feeling very difficult to breath look like wanna stop it..i helped him to move from wheel chair to bed coz he said very cold..the nurse said bed there have blanket u can use it so u wont feel so cold..the nurse there v loussy never helped ppl to do so i need to help him for myself..i was going bek to the waiting area and need to wait for the queue number for doctor..when reached the number and the nurse was calling the number..i was going in again but the doctor only allowed 1 person go in..after finished checking the doctor said everything was smooth so juz gave some medicine for him..so went bek home nearly 5am odi..i was accompanying him the whole day..he cant sleep peacefully look like a lot of stress and thing to think when he sleep coz keep on dream and dream talking..scary le sometimes look like wan to kill ppl i was asking him when he wake up ..i saw him like tat very pity le my heart feel sour and sad..i was crying on tat day..cant really control myself the tear was coming out automatically..he shocked y suddenly i was crying it is i am still angry on him..i was asking him it is u were too stress with ur work or wut...i think i am independent enough to handle everything but i am wrong when saw him like tat..what can i do for him to help him come out from the painful time?long time i didnt cry..1st time i am crying juz bcoz of someone..he asked me promised him something..never to leave him if everything happened..but 1 thing i can proved tat i odi feel love with DD if no love i also wont cry for him tis the question he was asking me yesterday but then i didnt give him a satisfied answer..wan to tell DD i love u~~

Chapter 20~~Touching

This few days i was going jogging by myself coz DD jb job start odi now he was busying for his work..even though he was bz when dinner time he still will come and took dinner together..i know he got a lot of things wanna to do and bz..but healthy also important need to take good care of himself..headache also bcome more n more serious he took a lot of panadol when headache coming..i keep on asking him to see and do some body check up coz panadol is not the correct way to cure the headache but he always told me he was very bz n don have the free time for him to c the doctor..that's not a valid reason..DD please promise me must go and look for the doctor..Wednesday we were arguing again with the exercise matter he asked me cancel jogging today he feel very tired and if i am going jogging he need to wait for me such a long time.End up i was jogging as normal after tat we were sending the pantene moisturise to my fren's house~Admiralty..not tat near to my house need to take around 30 mins i tot it was near..another headache question coming~~how about our dinner meal??where and what we should go?i suggested to have spicy food but don know which can we go..he said it is bek to tat steamboat buffet shop coz tat side got a lot of choices of soup u can choose rather tom yum or ma la soup..DD always go there juz eat a bit only i guess maybe he don like the steamboat or maybe i choose the spicy soup..pity him so he only took the ready food such as fried mihun or fried rice with some fried food..i like their water chestnut and lime juice..DD always ask me to eat some meat coz every time he juz saw me took a lot of veggies..he was sending me bek early and walk walk in my house downstair..Yesterday i didnt go for swimming coz DD asked me to go jogging he cant accompany i go swimming..i know the reason y he don let me go swimming alone..DD please don worry about me i know how to take good care of myself when u r not around..i think i really need to listen him to buy another new set of swimming suit..if not he will not allowed me to go swimming alone...after tat he was rushing to jurong point ocbc coz his atm card spoil odi cant withdraw the money by using the card so he need direct to go to counter..as i know the bank only opened until 7pm but he told me is 8pm or 8.30pm..when we reached there the bank closed odi then he cant withdraw out the money..he said to9 i need to treat him for dinner i always like to joke with him said to9 u will be eating the grass la...actually is not a matter for me to pay for the dinner...he said don wanna to use my money coz my money is hard earn by me..but i said ur 1 very easy to earn?will you feel touch?i know he don have much money on hand so i asked him wut he want to eat i treat him for the dinner..end up he choose the food court actually i wanna ordered for him the meal but he said he can ordered himself but he only drink the soup without rice...i don think he will feel full coz he always need to eat rice for his meal..i keep on asking him whether u wan to eat other food or not?after tat we went mcdonald to meet up my sis..he bought a cup of jasmine tea..our all time favourite no matter where we are..DD asked me a question will i leave him in one day without he do anything wrong...i said if u got no wrong y i need to leave u?i am not tat kind juz wanna find someone for play play or passed the time..if u think so then u r wrong..so DD don think too much on it ok..i will not simply juz leave u alone..

Chapter 19~~Contract

I put the title as contract coz maybe we were lack of understanding each other..tis few days he keeps on argue with me regarding the exercise matter tat y i am typing a contract wanna asked him to sign and agree with my schedule for the exercise..he always said i am selfish juz think of myself..actually i was not coz b4 i become his gf everyday i also go jogging tat wut he also know if u wan i accept u as my bf then u need to understand and accept for it..exercise odi become my habit i cant even to stop it although u r my important person..I hope DD do understand me and don't argue with me on this matter coz i really hate it...i was complaining my work to him..he was asking me to work until end of august and went to help him...got a few reasons that i cant help my DD coz i don think is a good news if we work together..like my boss wife, she also work in the same company with my boss sometimes they were quarrel about the work and both also in bad mood..i don like such feeling need always quarrel with someone i closed with..i wan peaceful and happy always..another reason is tis job was recommending by my excoll so i don wanna be a not responsible person..i need to wait whole project fully completed only i can leave here happily and without any worrying.i know the feeling tat need to handle half way job not tat easy to do tat..i will trying my best to finish it..DD was suggesting wanna go Japan end of tis year probably end of nov or early of dec coz end of dec i was fully booking..not someone was booking for me but is my sis's wedding so i need to prepare a lot of things..Thanks DD love ya and muacksss coz u know the japan is my dream travelling country since long ago i juz wait for the chance to go there...Another wish will be come true soon..

Chapter 18~~Angry face

1st time i saw DD angry with someone...the black face like 'bao gong' .Angry time he look more fierce and scary..i cant even dare to talk to him when he was in angry mood..DD was headache and stress for his work..i understand his situation when meet him i don dare and don wan to show him the unhappy face if not will make him more stress and unhappy...tat y i tried my best to let him don be so stress coz i also don know how to console him and wut can i do to release the stress...sorry DD i cant helped u in ur work but what i can do is trying my best to let u happy..i think my smile maybe can release ur stress..I hope DD can settle the problem asap and stay happy always all the unhappy gone and out of his mind...maybe when u need me i am not beside u but u muz always remember i will giving my spirit and fully support to u..he asked my suggestion and idea for our dinner..he said if don faster think of it later he will feel headache again some more hungry now so i tried my best to give suggestion to go bukit timah where last time we went there for the steamboat buffet area..i know tat side got a lot of eating place but i cant really know other than steamboat wut else there so i planned to have a look there..so we walked from the front to the back..i saw something~~ prince taiwan porridge tis what i am looking for...sweet potato porridge..after finished it we went to west coast mcdonald coz DD suggested wanna surfing net there..his laptop battery going flatted so we were looking around for the electrical plug..luckily got 1 malay guy, he was so nice share the extension with us..thanks a lot to him...i was logging in the msn met my fren there chat a while with her coz she said long time never saw me on nite time nowadays i really bz on nite time coz of him..DD was boring there so i was stopping to surf net to accompany him.West coast really gave us a lot of memory it was our 1st time meeting place..

Chapter 17~~1st month anniversary celebration

We were celebrating the 1st month anniversary on last friday before that he got told me will give me a big surprise on tat day~~the surprise was sending a bouquet of flower which consist of 20 pcs of blushing pink roses and two-tone purple carnation sprays to my office..1st time i received the delivery flower tat really will feel a bit touch and happy although some of them will said it was wasting the money..Thanks DD~~ he leave some msg in the card~~love me forever i will always remember for what u had promise to me..my fren was telling me tat pink roses not tat common in the market coz she said seldom will saw it..i tot it juz a normal colour and can find it everywhere..actually it not a surprise odi when he asked for my company add i odi guess what he will done for me..we went for dinner at vivocity actually we were not going to there for dinner coz he got the wrong information from his fren..his fren recommended him a romantic and nice restaurant which faced to the sea view somewhere in harbour front road or kim seng road but he was wrong listening to harbour front centre..everyday we also need to think and make the decision for our dinner..boring so juz walked around to search for the restaurant...we got no idea what to eat some more most of the restaurant there got a long queue and crowded so we juz simply pick the one tat not tat crowded~~japanese restaurant...not bad the restaurant also faced to the sea view but the food so so only coz not many choices of it..he cant eat the spicy food so a limited choices for him coz most of them r spicy food inside the menu...i really done a brave thing on tat day daring me until myself also cant believe of it...tis thing juz keep on our mind i don wanna to share with others.god please help me i need to protect and control myself~~~he was fetching my sis n i went bek jb on the next day evening and having dinner together in hao chen steamboat buffet after tat having 2nd round yum cha session with my frens..he was headache on tat day some more we don have panadol on hand so i asked him to stop in seven eleven n i go down to buy panadol for him..will he ate too much odi 4 pils per 1 time?scary me~~ he get mad on me yesterday coz he said i always just think of myself without care for his feeling..actually i was not coz everyday i wan to do exercise if u forced me also no choice tat was my habit u can even changed it..nowadays i really cut down more compared to last time..tis wut i can do for you please forgive me..i don like ppl forced me to do something that i dont like..when he was fetching me bek from jb his face bcome very dark in colour i also don wanna to talk more with him until reaching my home i planned to go swimming by myself coz don wanna to go with him..but then he sms me said waiting me downstair and called me too...when on the way we didn't talked until i went to the swimming pool and swim for 7 laps only he start talk to me...i know he always follow my steps where i wan to go..we were going to marina barrage again after swimming..a nice place there we have a nice chatting night there..he was sharing a lot of his family matters to me...let me know more about him...tis few days my mind always remind me 1 thing am i do the right decision of choosing and accepting him?i don really know about tat..i know he wanna know the answer how deep i love him from 1 to 10 marks..i cant even give him the anwer coz myself also don know the answer..he gave me 8 marks..he said without me don know how he can continue to survive sometimes i also worried will i hurt him in one day?Am i thinking too much odi?Everything should be take it as natural~~

Chapter 16~~Swimming day

Happy 1st month anniversary to both of us..Yesterday he was sending the pantene moisturise to my office..my colls them was so curious about him especially Joanna..she went out have a look on him..after that she was giving the comment that he was not bad asked me don waste time to think about faster grab if not fate passed very fast..once u missed it don know when u still got such chance to have new one..she gives me a example of her fren..he always complaining about my dressing..he said too short of my yesterday dressing..i know he was worrying about me coz don wanna let other ppl saw it ma..he cant fetched me bek home coz he need to send 2 boxes to my sis n then rushed bek to office to change his clothing and went swimming with me later...so i met him in my downstair then we went swimming together..when reached there the swimming pool was closed need to wait until 7pm coz some event was doing there..he was hungry so we went have some snack while waiting the swimming pool to open..he only allowed me to swim for 7 laps actually i wan go jogging and swimming but then he don allowed me to do so coz he need to wait for me for long time..tat y i cancel the jogging plan n go swimming with him..met up my sis them at imm then we walked around there..he was asking me wut i wan to eat for my dinner i said don wanna took liao..he said if i don wan eat next time cant go jogging and swimming odi..he always asked me to eat more coz he said i am too slim wanna feed me bcome fat fat like the fat pig i gave him...when we started to search for some restaurant for our dinner all nearly closed so we changed our place to bukit timah after fetching my sis in jurong east mrt station...he knows i only eat noodle so he brought us to the noodle house..11 smt odi tis meal odi bcome supper.If i keeps on eat like tat sure very fast i will bcome very fat de...my sis's bf was not familiar with tis area so he was bringing him to custom then we turned bek our way to jurong...i was tiring and sleepy when he asked me whether wan to go marina barrage or not..so we cancel it juz bek to my place jurong area..i asked him whether wan to go down walk walk or not..coz last time i heard he said like tis feeling..he said my sis's bf really a 100%good husband my sis was lucky can meet him..so envy them..can i meet the same guy in my life?he said he will take care and love me foverer and will do what ever thing which is under his control or he will tried his best to do it..So sorry to DD coz i always let his eye get injured odi...i always asked him to go swimming with me but then he always swim without the goggle tat y his eye always get injured after tis..tear drop without control make him feel his eye uncomfortable and difficult to drive the car..pity my DD~~maybe i should find something for him~~

Chapter 15~~Henderson Waves

Tml is our big and memory day~~1st month anniversary..tat was our 1st month anniversary for the day we met but not the 1st day tat we start to go together..he odi make the appointment with me last few weeks b4 the date..i didn't realised tat the date is our 1st month anniversary juz the day b4 yesterday we talked about our story i juz remember it.. no wonder he wan to date me on tat day..tis time sure cant let him dissapointed and ffk him anymore..i know he odi planned for something..yesterday he said wan to pick me up from my work but around 4.30pm he was calling me said cant make it coz suddenly got something to rush...i am bored and hate after got tis news coz i don like ppl promised my thing but later on he or she cant do it so b4 u wan to confirm or promise smt with me pls think carefully whether u really can do it then only u confirm or promise me if not really will spoil my day and mood..so i planned to cancel for the nite plan~henderson wave..after finished jogging i juz know tat i got 4 missed call from him..i did not bring hp go jogging so cant pick up his call..i know now sure he will feel angry about it coz he always complaining me tat did not pick up his call always but then not i don wan to pick up the phone juz tat my hp not always with me especially when i was jogging or bathing..i was calling him bek and he told me tat he odi in my house downstair. I was telling him that i don wanna to go out tonight coz too tired odi..he said nvm lo juz up to me..i went for bathing after tat received 2 missed call from him again..he was asking me to come down coz he still waiting there..too pity him la i am too small gas and always didn't care about his feeling..i hate myself like tat...when i went down i didn't saw him so i was calling him but he did not pick up my call...i walked to the behind market to buy some apples b4 on the way he was calling me again i asked him to wait for me a while...he look like got problem on his work..when saw him so stress on his work, i feel myself like 'wu li qu nao' only think of myself without thinking for other person..i need to change my attitude..i don wan he keeps on stress on his work n me..after finished work if he saw me like tat sure will feel dissapointed and sad de so i need to train myself be more happy and smile always when meet him..so that he can release some stress from work..don wan to give him double stress..i know he likes my smile coz he told me b4 my smile so beautiful after saw it his mood will bcome happy too...we were ordering the mcdonald and brought to the henderson wave..he was so nice bought me the mcflurry ice cream..thanks DD..he asked me to go for toilet if not scare later top of the mountain don have anymore toilet but then he said if really don have toilet on the top of the mountain he wanna to 'bei' me...today the resting place there all full house we cant found any place for ourself so juz find the nice corridor...we took the photo around coz last time we forgot to take our camera here so we used hp to take but then the night was so dark cant even saw the face..he said he likes to hug me or when i hug him he will feel very warm like house feeling...as promised he was sending me bek early..after reached home i received sms from him..he apologized to me said tat cant accompany me tml coz he need to bz for his work until late..i do understand tat wont get mad on him...

Chapter 14~~Steamboat again

He said wanna come and fetched me on 4.30pm but then when nearly 5pm i received his call, he told me tat he forgot to take smt from his office so he turned bek to take and asked me whether wan to wait for him or not..coincidence my coll was in the office and he can send us bek so i asked him direct to my house no need to come office again..he promised will reaching my house around 5.30pm coz actually i wan to do jogging after tat only went for swimming but he not allowed me to go jogging coz he will be boring waiting there so we directed went for swimming...today the swimming pool was less ppl maybe coz the raining tat y not much ppl came for swimming...i said i wanna swim for 10 laps only will accompanying him play the water...DD don have such seminar can swim for 10 laps so sometimes he juz took rest n wait for me there..He asked to stop when i finished 8 laps but i insisted wanna to finish 10 laps. He got no choice need to follow my decision coz once i confirmed to do something u cant even can changed it maybe tis called studborn..yeah~~~after tat we were going to play the water which the human made wave..the wave was strong although u didn't use the ballon..scare le but luckily i got someone can be my support he can take care of me..i was feeling so cold there so i asked him faster went for bathing but he keeps on saying stay for a while 1st don be so early so we juz sit inside the water...i know wut he worried coz tis few days he was planning for something how to let my parent agreed on us..asked me to give him some tips..i said 1st thing my parent don like smoking de then he got smoke but i know nowadays he was hardworking tried to cut it down..gambateh ne DD i know u can do it...he asked me to give some suggestion on our dinner..everyday our question juz around there wut should we having for our dinner?everytime also he made the decision for our dinner coz i don have any idea on the food if u wanna asked my opinion i will telling u can i skip for it?sure he don allowed i do so then no choice he had to decide himself...so he suggested to go bek the same steamboat restaurant at bukit timah there coz last time he was tiring and didnt took much food there so today planned to go bek there again...we ordered the same types of soup~~laksa and herbal chicken soup..another vegetarian meal coz i only took the veggies ingredient without the meat coz i don really like to eat meat..he eat less again coz feel unwell don know y look like he more weak than me always got healthy problem..suddenly he was feeling very cold wanna went bek car took the jacket for him but he rejected so i asked him to drink some hot soup there but no use also..don know wut i can helped him coz he look like suffer and his eye also red in colour..i think he didnt wear the goggle when swimming...worried about him i think he don know tat coz i never told him my feeling..he always said i am black heart didnt care him but always care more for my frens..actually he wanna brought me to henderson wave again but then he left his camera in the office so we canceled it so we went to west coast again..the place tat we always there...we have a lot of sweet memories there..i like to hug him coz will make me feel very comfortable and safe coz got somebody will protect me...i was too small gas coz i am mad on him when i keep on repeating tat i wanna went bek but he asked me don so early went bek accompanied him for a while..keep on drag until 3 smt..i really feel very tired and sleepy and a bit angry..open the car door planned to go bek myself..end up he asked me to sleep and closed the eye he was sending me bek now...on the way bek i did not wan to talk any words with him..he knows i am angry but don know the reason coz i did not wan to tell him..DD i'm sorry about tat i know i am too small gas on tat but i really feel tired if continue like tat.. maybe i am too selfish juz think of myself..i think whole nite he was worrying about me when sent me bek he sms me n telling me tat he will waiting me downstair and will fetching me to work tml morning..i reply him said tat no need asked him went bek office have a good rest coz i know he also very tired odi coz whole day only rest for half an hour..asked him don worried about me i am fine...He really waiting me until morning n sent me to work...we having breakfast together in my office downstair i did not eat anything juz ordered a cup of hot coffee coz morning time i odi ate the oat + apple n some slices of biscuits until now still full haven start to digest yet juz wan to accompany someone~~

Chapter 13~~ice age 3

DD was calling me early of the morning..nowadays he always called me in the morning coz he said when wake up from sleep he start to miss me wanna heard my voice..we chit chat on phone for a while coz tat time my boss was in the office i don dare to talk for more...until the noon time around 3 smt only saw him online..he said morning time he always not stay in the office coz too boring wanna find someone yum cha..he was facing some problem and i know his mood was not good feel dissapointed to his workers..he didnt told me through msn, he said after meet me will telling me wut was happening..i am sure something muz related to his work..nowadays he got a lot of thing to think i know he was stress all the time but he didnt show or shared all the thing to me coz don wanna i am worried about him..all tis thing i know tat y i seldom wanna go n disturb or give trouble to him..tried my best not to give him any more stress..sometimes he told me smt regarding about his job but then i cant help him also he look like wanna cried i saw tis condition i also got some influenced but i need to control myself if not both of us will crying there..i don know how to console him but at least i can be his good listener and shared all his things and problems..no matter wut thing happened or wut decision he had done i will always support him..100% loyalty supporter..cheer up DD everything should be alright...coz no difficulty in the world, only depend on how u solved it..gambateh~~We went jurong point for our 2nd time movie!!ice age 3 such a nice and funny movie.so cute the elephant inside tat movie..like it~~thanks DD for the movie and the popcorn combo..

Chapter 12~~2nd weekend

our 2nd weekend was planning to go to jb..I wanna went jb to meet up my sis coz from the day they went jb i still haven got the chance and time to chit chat with them always rush for the time..he told me that if i went there maybe he also wanna stay there but he will rent a hotel for a nite if not b4 12am he need to go bek to spore coz i do not allowed he went bek late..i will be worrying about him since he odi get involved so many times in accident although every time no ppl get injured but not everytime will be so lucky..Around 3am smt early morning he was calling me i was sleeping tat time so i did not pick up the phone..around 5am smt he called me again i also didn't pick up..when i wake up in the early morning coz i need to prepare everything before going out to work juz saw tat missed call...9am smt he was calling me n told me tat he get involved in the accident yesterday...scare me i tot wut happened to him y suddenly like tat...i know him only 3 weeks he odi get involved 3 accidents odi..tis time he told me coz he feel sleepy while driving and suddenly 1 dog across the road then he was shocked wanna drive away from the dog n turn the sterring to the other side..accidentally his car bang to the road divider..coincidence the police car was passing there so he need to make the police report n do some check up see whether he took any alcohol...luckily everything done so he said cant fetch me after work n i cant went to his office after tis so i changed my plan to shopping coz i also wanna to go n buy my hair conditioner...i bought a dog n pig soft toy for him..as promised i done tis for him if not he always keep on asking for the dog...after tat i went bek have a short snap too tired odi ...he came n fetched me around 5pm smt he was very hungry coz from morning until noon he still haven even took 1 meal juz drink some plain water only..pity him again..my sis was calling me asked me wanna took dinner together or not coz they also not cooked on tat day...actually they suggested to eat the fried hokkien noodle somewhere around the skudai are but i seem like don have interested on it...he was suggesting to eat japanese food but i know some of my sis don like to eat japanese food..end up our final decision was going to ajisen which is located inside the sutera mall..after dinner we went to pasar malam bought some small snack and to the next round yum cha in the tree place...i said i can took my sis's bf car direct bek to his house so he no need to fetch me bek..he can went to search for the hotel but then he insisted wan to send me bek coz i know 1 thing coz he wanna to fully use of the time with me don wanna waste it..i know we only have a short time to meet together everyday but then i think tat was enough odi..coz we had to meet up everyday..when he reached the hotel room he was calling me and chit chatting..i asked him to sleep early coz whole day he never sleep odi asked him to take more rest if not tml got no more energy..actually he don wanna to join for badminton..we make a deal for it..he said if i went to take the photo album then he will going for badminton..tis wut the deal i make with him...he knows i wanna chat with my sis so juz chat for a while..he sms n told me will come n fetched me tml 8.30am in the morning for bfast...but the next day morning around 8.30am i was calling him for a few times but he didn't pick up so i know he still sleeping..so we went breakfast for ourself..my sis suggesting to go sutera mall after tat...he called me when we r inside the carrefour in sutera mall he said he was waiting outside the carrefour so i was going to find him..walked for a big round didn't saw his shadow.My hp credit going to expired odi i still haven reload for it so cant called out to him luckily he was calling me when he cant found me...yeah finally i got him..i asked him whether wan to take any bfast or not..end up he only bought the herbal egg as i know tat egg is his favourite..i bought 2 for my sis also..we saw the lee brand biscuit doing some promotion there...my sis seem like wanna to eat tat biscuit so i juz bought 1 big package later planned to share with them..he paid for it...after that he brought me to the new house area in the perling area..he told me last time he got come n visit for their show room 400k++ fully furnished but the area not so convenient if u don have any transport..so he did not bought it..i was cooking the lunch for him juz simple veggie and fried fish with porridge...we went for badminton after tat luckily he can joined us i tot he juz went there n saw us play only...some of my frens was going to watch movie later on so he knows i like to sing k so he suggesting wanna go sing k after badminton coz we also don have any idea for our dinner better juz went to sing k with their free dinner buffet no need headache for our dinner...actually we planned to play bowling at the beginning but 1 of my sis don wan n don have interested on it if we went there later she will get bored..after sing k session met up with other frens who going for movie then we proceeded to the yum cha session again...i wanna to go bek early coz feel tired n sleepy some more tml need to work also..he promised me will let me go bek early next time wont always stay until midnite..he send me to my house downstair and also send me up to my house coz last time i got mentioned my fren will always send me bek n saw me until reached home only he will went bek so tis time he always send me bek until outside of my house only he went bek...happy~~don know tis feeling can last longer or not or now juz in tis honeymoon stage tat y he will doing tis on me maybe after a few months will not take care of me anymore...

Chapter 11~1st dating & Movie

Actually he was asking me for a few times can i canceled my bangkok trip coz he was worrying about me..i got told him tat my coll odi canceled to go there and he cant go with me coz he need to bz for his work impossible for him to leave singapore for quite a few days.He said if 2 to 3 days still can but 5 days he cant make it..he knows my sis's bday was fall on 29.06.2009 coz i got told him tat wanna celebrate for it actually wanna went jb on tat day but then both of us was tiring n after he finished his work the day was kinda late..my jb sis told us they not celebrate for it also..then we juz went to west coast again our 1st dating place (29.06.2009)..he asked me wut i wan to buy for my sis i said i don know coz don have any idea on it..so he suggested maybe give a angpau more realistic i said our house don have such culture. Some more we r still single how can we give ang pau got pantang 1...then he said maybe an air ticket so i said or bangkok air ticket since he worrying about my bangkok trip if asked my sis go with me then he will not be so worried at least got someone accompanying me..we planned to give my sis a big surprise..he asked me to ask for my sis passport no n expired date by tml..juz told her tat i wanna participated some contest but only foreigner allowed to participate..then he helped me to book for it..after finished booking he show me the slip on webcam i am so happy tat time..thanks dd..he always care of me coz will give me the priority to choose something or go somewhere..he always followed my decision wont forced me to do something that i don like...gave me freedom too tis wut i like...actually he do asked me y i will choose him??actually i also don know y i will choose him sometimes i juz feel tat he is the one tat always will look after and care me more..tis few days he always told me tat very miss me n love me , he also don know the reason..he said he don have such feeling b4 although he had 3 gf b4 but tis is his 1st time got such feeling..1 day n 1 day worst always 'bu she de' let me go bek .If cant meet me or wanna send me bek tat time is the bad time he need to pass..sometimes i do suspect how good and how attracted i am until he will feel so deep love on me?it is i had no enough confident on him or on myself?i don think i got such big power can make ppl like tat ~~we do our 1st time movie in jurong point..tis few days he was busying for his work so i don wanna to give trouble to him..i juz booked the movie ticket online~~ transformer (01.07.2009) in jurong point..so i asked him muz attend the movie session don left me alone go in the cinema..he reached my place around 7 smt then we were going to have our dinner in bentobox...he bought me the popcorn combo..nowadays he keeps on hardworking wanna to feed me to gain more weight coz he said i too slim odi look not tat nice need to eat more..so always bring me to eat i said if later i really bcome fat then u will throw me inside the dustbin..he said for other ppl he don know but for him he wont do so..i felt very cold while inside the cinema although i got brought the scarf..he knows i am very cold so he was holding my hand n tried to give some warm to me until finished the movie...actually i planned to buy present on tat movie day but then time was not allowed for me to do so..the next day i was telling him to bring me bought my fren's bday present..then he said wanna passed smt to my sis asked me don go for jogging if not later will be late bek again..after passing the stuffs to my sis we will going to find his fren having dinner together..he always knows wut i ate so he ordered a plate of fried mihun for me...he suggested i bought the photo frame for my fren coz we seldom meet each other maybe can juz put in our photo then let her have a good memory on it..after dinner he said wanna brought me to leisure mall searched for something..when reached there we cant even found a present or gift shop...sigh...not many stuffs there give me a big problem don know wut to buy now..he was suggesting to choose from the small stalls there see whether can found smt special there...when i saw 1 thing i decided to buy it...Dan~ Dan~ Dan~scarf yeah is the present tat i wan to buy but i don know wut design n colour i need to choose..so i juz look around for it finally i got a 2 diff colour scarf for her pinkie in colour...luckily my fren like the pink colour...the next day was my fren' s bday he cant send me go coz he got smt to bz so i went there to meet up my fren after bek time i asked him to fetch us bek coz not tat early odi n somemore far from my house i lazy to take long distance journey by mrt i will fall slept later...after sending all my frens he was fetching me bek home while on the way i was asking him whether took his dinner or not..he told me tat he got no mood to eat only took bfast from morning until now..so i asked him to go n took something be sending me bek...mcdonald here we r..after finished it he fetched me bek home..juz chit chatting in my downstair n walked here n there..he said very funny like tat dating in the downstair..i was planning to go to his office on tml(saturday) he also agreed that...i asked him bcareful when going bek coz he look like sleepy odi n some more feeling unwell again...pity and worried about him..

Chapter 10~~1st weekend date

This was 1st weekend i went out with him...actually didn't planned to meet him on the saturday coz i odi dated with my jb frens to watch the transformer but then when i reached the almiralty mrt station waiting for my fren and on the way to jb he juz told me tat our movie session canceled odi coz cant even get any ticket on tat day.but we still tried to go there maybe can have some drink with my sis them coz they juz reached jb i still haven meet them up...sucks...the custom was jammed like hell so my fren was asking me whether still wan to go there or not i said juz depend on him if he think wan to go then i juz followed..i am not the one who drive the car and the decision is not on me...so he planned to cancel the jb trip so he fetched me bek and told me if i am not tat tired he wanna asked me to go have some drink..seem when bek home i also got nth to do if sleep so early also feel like wasted coz today is sat nite le..i asked him to go for some drink in jurong point..we juz walked around coz he wanna to look for some sport suit..my sis was calling me and keep on asking me to go jb to meet up them coz they said got a lot of things wanna to talk to me(since we got such a long time never meet up together)...my heart feel like wanna going too..coincidence he was calling me asked me where i am..i told him tat my thinking wanna to go jb.He was always so nice to me no matter what i wan sure he will fulfill my needs but muz within his capacity~~Another thank you for him really aprreciate it..so i asked my fren to fetch me bek and when we r on the way he odi reached my house downstair n waiting there for me...i was going bek to take my passport n some stuffs so we continue our trip to jb...i met my sis in station 1 cafe coz they wanna to surf net there by using the wireless...b4 tat he said wanna go n exchange for the money but when we reached there kinda late odi the money changer odi closed n he called his fren asked whether can changed the money for him or not..end up he was asking me to change with him...when i said wanna yum cha with my sis so i asked him to join us, he was rejecting to go together but i keep on asking him to go coz juz a normal fren yum cha or juz know more frens...after finished the yum cha with my sis...he was asking me whether wan to find his fren at kulai area or not..i was not rejected him since he odi accompanied me to meet my sis...so we continue our trip to kulai..rambutan again nice~~~his fren give me the rambutan and we went to mamak for our supper...the day was kinda late i know he was tiring odi and his eye cant really can open so his fren suggested and asked us to stay at his house but i refused to do so coz i am not used to stay in other ppl's house which i am not closed to..on the way bek to spore we stopped at a few station for short snap...guess what time we reached spore? it was 8am odi...geng right?He asked me to go up sleep for a while and he was waiting me downstair.Around 9am we will going for our bfast...i juz sleep for half an hour wake up took bath n prepared some clothing and some stuffs tat need to use coz later we will be going to sentosa beach...1st time breakfast with him ~mcdonald~after we finished our bfast his fren lied us tat they odi on the way to spore..so he brought me round around the lim chu kang area...i never been there b4 and nth there juz like kampung with some fishing area...he brought me to the place tat can feeding fish..we wasted our time for more than 4 hours only his fren reaching and we went to kranji's food court to fetch them...i heard he said his father saw me tat day while we was waiting for his fren in tat food court but nth to scare coz i am not doing any wrong juz normal fren went out together..finally sentosa here we r...nice beach the sun was strong luckily i got applied the sun block if not later somebody will complaining me bcome darker again..we went to silosa beach...he was accompanying me to toilet there changing clothing..his fren asked us went changed clothing 1st...when i finished it went bek to the beach his fren was change their mind of don wanna to change odi...he was lying on me saying tat got some red stuffs in the seaside asked me to go nearer to c. Actually it was nth there he juz wanna me to go nearer sea n planned to push me into the sea..very bad right?only 2 of us swim on tat time coz his fren said it was too hot don dare to go down.pengz~~guy also scare bcome tanned..after we played for a while his fren planned to join us so they went to change their clothing but at tat time the pub screw was not allowed they used the toilet coz only patron or their guest can used it.so got no choice we were changing our place to tat pub...nice and special pub..a small swimming pool and bed inside there..u can choose to drink on table, bed or inside the swimming pool...we were drinking in the swimming pool while swimming.. really a good experience there..actually he don allowed i took alcohol drink coz he said i seldom drink better don drink it but i said juz a small bottle it will not be a problem to me..he very bad le while i was resting on the bench there then he go n hold my hand n push me into the swimming pool..some feeling was arising while he hold my hand and asked me to give him chance to love and take care of me.. i don know how to asnwer it and i also not rejected him while he was holding my hand...but when he was asking for a few times i juz told him tat no need to give u answer odi u should understand of it coz i did not rejected tat mean i agreed odi...tat time his fren odi went for bathing juz both of us there..his fren said very hungry odi when bek from bathing so asked us faster took bath and went for dinner..actually i wanna to take the skyride there but then his fren don wanna to take it so we proceeded to our dinner place~~bukit timah steamboat buffet...he was too tired odi didnt took much food..we saw him like tat also feel like no mood to eat so i juz keep on giving some food n put on his bowl..he was sleeping in tat restaurant n we continue our steamboat and don wanna to disturb hin let him took some rest coz later he need to drive us bek..his fren cant drive his car coz his fren don have the spore license..after tat he asked me to accompany him go to car sleep...so i was accompanying him.actually i also feel very tired n sleepy also..both of us fall sleep in the car when his fren knock the window i juz wake up n opened the car door for them...Our memorable day 28.06.2009 1st start for us~~i know he was happy on tat day juz he feel very tired and sleeping didnt show out the happy face..

Chapter 9~~jb again

I did not went to jogging today coz he asked me to accompany him to fetch his fren bek to jb...when we wanna to find some place for our dinner he was receiving a called from his family member asked him to fetch them to hospital coz his grandmum went in there..his grandmum's hand get injured after open for the tin food and a few days later was getting swollen...she was worrying and suddenly got tis thing happened so he got no choice need to rush there to fetch them so he sent me bek home 1st and asked me to wait him at home after he finished settle the thing will be coming bek to find me..i planned to go jurong point coz long time i did not go shopping odi..i juz reached and walked not longer maybe juz half an hour..my phone was ringing, he was calling me tat now he is on the way to my place to fetch me up coz someone was fetching his family member went hospital so he no need to go there again..so we started our journey to jb after he fetched me...juz stay there for a while coz i wan to go bek early for tonight a few days didnt sleep and rest well until all my pimples come out...so they juz having some supper and we went bek to spore again...

Chapter 8 ~~old market

Today he was fetching me bek from work..so as usual i was going for jogging he did not told me tat where he will bringing his fren go juz asked me to wait for him 6.30pm downstair after i finished everything...while i was jogging for the last round i heard somebody asked me still got how many rounds..the sound was coming from the swimming pool..i tot is ppl tat always like disturbing talked to me so i juz ignored him without look on him...after meet up with them .he said i was proud don wanna to answer him juz now ..i juz realised tat 1 talked to me is him...he brought us to marina barrage having our dinner..today tat side got event a lot of ppl and quite crowded there...he suggested to have the japanese food but then restaurant there all selling the spicy food which he cant eat so we changed our place to old market(lau pat sa) difficult wan to look for a parking lot there he juz park the car beside the road...ordered the satay which is famous there and some dishes with rice..he knows i did not took rice so ordered a plate of fried mihun for me..sweet?still can remember wut i like or dislike..we went for 2nd round~~paris ris pub or cafe again...today changed another 1 place...the place was romantic and cold until i really cant stand for it.. i ordered the fruit juice for myself..chit chating for a while..something was happening on tat day he was accidently deleted all his fren's camera photo..some photos r very important for his fren coz he wanna email to some client de..so he got no choice tml need to fetch his fren go to take again luckily his fren not angry on him..he feel guilty coz actually he juz wan to delete 1 of my photo inside the camera but he cant really understand the chinese word juz delete it coz the setting of camera was in chinese version...finally all gone..pity him but quite happy for wut he had done for him~~Thanks

Chapter 7 ~~Sentosa

Today we was going to sentosa having our dinner...before that he did not told me where to go juz keep on remind me need to wear pretty pretty he said wan bring me went to a special place actually he lied on me juz wanna to saw me wear pretty only...i always went out juz wear like casual without any make up i juz like the natural look..i really listen to him choose a pretty dress which is new bought quite a long time juz i don have chance to wear it...he brought me to sentosa tat night...another romantic eating place located in the 2nd floor which juz near to the song of the sea..the night view was not bad there...i ordered a potato salad for myself coz nite time i did not ate a lot..he ordered the hainanese chicken rice not many choices from the menu and the restaurant was empty not much ppl to walk in maybe is the raining or weekday night.He said look like we booked and reserved the whole restaurant...after finished dinner we juz walked around the sentosa area n took some photo...i juz been there 2 months ago so i did not feel any special here...we went for 2nd round~~east coast starbuck coffee shop..tis is my 2nd time here and ordered the samething orange juice~~tis time he helped me to open coz last time my hand was injured coz the bottle...while i took the camera from him accidently touch the bottle and the juice come out from the bottle..oh shit!!...my pretty dress get wet...got 1 couple who in front of our table look at me n laugh.. so bad..luckily he so gentleman squid out the seat coz my sofa also a bit wet and he changed to wood chair which was not so comfortable...i met him everyday in this week..he always brought me dinner coz he said i am too slim need to gain more weight only will look more nice...do u agree on it?for my own opinion sure will not agree on it i will make a objection..i do agree i am slim but then also fat in tummy..hope tat i can gain fat in other place but not my tummy plz~~always cant ignored it when i am wearing some tight clothing~~

Chapter 6~Keppel Bay (23.06.2009)

Actually my fren was asking me to wait him downstair on 6.30pm.He knows i always finished jogging around tat time...but then when i reached home he still haven called me i tot he haven reached there coz when he fetched me bek from work he was rushing to have a meeting..another touched thing happened..i juz went to take bath n wash my clothing after jogging coz i tot he still busy for his stuffs..after finished all i bek to my room and coincidence hp was ringing tat time so i juz pick it up...he was calling me for a few times when i was checking calling status..he looked like worried for
something..he told me he keeps on finding me when i did not pick up his called..he tot something was happening on me so he changed the sport shoe n went to the place tat i always jog n look around there but still cant get me on the way he odi called for a few times when nearly reached my downstair tat time i juz pick up his call...feel so sorry to him..let him worried...sorry sorry~i did told him b4..he told me tat actually mon he was not free but then his fren helped him to do his work then asked him come n fetch me..no wonder b4 tat day he said mon cant meet me coz he got work to bz but then he still coming...happy hour was coming soon...he brought me to a very special, nice, romantic,relax place~~keppel bay...he told me tat last fri he was make booking in somewhere here...so tis time we choose the tcc cafe~~~yeah we r sitting somewhere beside window can see the nice view from here..i give him the priority to choose the food form menu..i really don understand wut is inside the menu ...some more they put some words tat i cant understand don have any photo showing there so he juz simply choose the main course...i think the girl was not listen properly to him so she came n confirmed again with us the order...wait for a few mins our dishes was coming..look like v nice n tasty...how come we had 3 plates of foods?actually tat girl really took the wrong order actually is 2 plate foods and 2 glass of juices but she took wrong ordered bcome 3 plates of food and 1 glass of food...2 of us sure cant finished all of tis...salmon sandwich, lamb chop and the chicken chop...he was so caring cut the chicken into pieces and the salmon too n put in my plate...oh feel so happy and touch of it...i always like tis kind of guy coz know how to take care ppl...i had a nice dinner with him...after dinner he brought me to henderson waves..nice bridge which is made by wood located on the top of the mountain not tat high i still can acceptable coz i also scare high..nice view from the top of the bridge..he forgot to take the camera so i juz used my loussy hp to take some photo but too dark cant took a better n clear photo..sigh..wasted..he said will brought me here again...

Chapter 5~~JB

Last week we were meeting up for 4 times in a week..so today i was jogging as normal n then he called me n asked me remember to bring my passport coz he wanna brought me go oversea ~~JB ..i asked him y? he don wan to tell me said it is a secret...i don know y suddenly he wan to bring me to jb. after tat he juz told me his fren asked him to do so...purposely went there meet his fren...when we reached there his fren still haven reached home yet so my fren suggested to have dinner 1st...we went to old town~~he ordered the prawn noodle soup for me..coz he knows i did not took any rice at all...he told me he always came jb juz for food..one day can ate a few rounds..when his fren reached odi so we will going for 2nd round~~ luk luk which u cant found it in spore...tis is not a stall it is use a car to operate which is opened by his fren's bro..a lot of dishes there from seafoods, meats to veggies..i did not eat for it coz still feel v full..i don dare to take much foods at nite time...after finished the luk luk..his fren suggested to go bay bay...i tot it is mean by beer..but it was not..it means tat danga bay beach..we juz went there walked around actually wan to ride the bicycle together but then when we reached there odi nearly 12smt the shop odi closed...so we juz find a place to have some drink and chatting..i was not close with his fren tat y i juz keep quiet n listen to them feel a bit boring of it...tat day came bek late nearly 5 smt i juz slp..forgot to mentioned he was going to have hair cutting..he told me so many ppl laugh him coz cut a turtle head but actually it look nicer than previously..

Chapter 4~~My fault

Early in the morning i saw him and chat with him in msn...he asked me tonight am i free or not?i said not free tat day i odi told him tat friday nite i odi date with my fren..he was dissapointing after he heard i said so...i asked him y?at the beginning he don wan to tell me the truth coz i know sure he got something hidden behind..after lunch time he juz told me tat he odi gave out the thing..actually he odi booked a table in keppel bay~~ i don know where it is but can know it is a nice place...i think not only having dinner there still got other thing like show or wut he didnt told me n he also bought the movie ticket some more...i know he done a lot of things on me..i really feel happy ,touch, sad +dissapointed when he told me so...i told him y don wan to tell me earliest so i can postponed my fren's date to other days..he said nvm la ur fren more important don wan i make my fren dissapointed if i postponed the date..i really feel sad coz i done a wrong decision to tell the lied really feel guilty..from tis experience i was telling myself wont lied him anymore coz from 1st day until now i odi lied him for twice..so i was make some compensation for him to go out with him on tat night...he fetched me around 9pm so we went around the changi airport area and stopped in a pub somewhere in downtown east area..quite nice place, romantic and relaxing while listen to the song there and having some juice there...the next day he said wanna fetched me bek from office coz i odi dated with my fren will go to c the fire fly on saturday night...so weekend i cant date with him..tat y he always said i am a bz ppl very difficult to date me on weekend.

Chapter 3~~Spore's flyer

Previous chapter i forgot to mention about 1 thing..while we having dinner time he got asked me a lot of question such as asked me my dream and where i wan to go around in spore...he knows i haven took the spore's flyer b4 so on tuesday he asked somebody helped him to buy for the ticket on friday night secretly without telling me..i juz curious when he asked me on tuesday through msn whether free on fri nite or not?i was telling him tat i am not free..coz i can feel tat something was not right i need a break to think properly..so i got no choice to tell him a lie..tat time when he asked me the ticket was ready juz 1 word from me the next day afternoon he gave out the ticket to his office girl..on wednesday nite which r our 3rd meeting, he brought me to eat the laksa steamboat which i never tried b4 coz last time he got asked me whether tried the laksa soup steamboat b4 or not...it is located somewhere near the teluk blangah...i know tis few days he always thinking on where can he brought me go n wut he can do for me..all this thing actually i know odi juz i pretend don know coz don wanna later misunderstood...i really need a time to think properly..i did know he cant eat the spicy food but then he still brought me here n can actually choose for 2 diff types of soup but he did not do so...i was telling him don tolerance on me wut u wan u juz ordered no need juz depend on me wut's thing i also can eat...actually i really got feel a bit touch n happy see wut he had done but i didnt said out...he seem like wanna rushing to somewhere..he asked me wut is the time now i answered 9 smt...i asked him y??he said secret don wanna to tell me..so guess where he brought me to??dan dan dan...spore's flyer~~ here we are...he knows tat it's operating hour until somewhere around 10pm luckily we r rushing on time b4 10pm...we took the last trip...nth special but he keeps on took the photo around..i odi told him tat fri i was not free coz odi date someone..coz i need sometimes to breath don wan everyday go out with him if not will let ppl misunderstanding later..tis wut i can do to prevent the unnecessary thing happened i tried it b4 so don wan the same thing happened if not i will lost a fren again...need to meet a nice fren is not tat easy but if u wan to lost a fren it was easy like eating...tat y i choose to tell him lie..from i know him until tat day i odi make 2 lies not i wanna to do tat juz i wan to protect myself...i know the guy's thinking tat y i don wan they think too much or misunderstanding...so i choose to lie.don wan later 1 of the side get injured..think probably before u got to do something..if not u will be regret..

Chapter 2 : 1st time

After met him on 12.06.2009, he was telling me wanna introduce his fren, Jason to me.Actually he asked me whether 13.06.2009 i am free or not he wanna date his fren out on tat day but since i will going to my sis's house on tat day so i cant make it juz postponed to the other saturday.I don know what is in his mind..he called me up on the morning of saturday 13.06.2009 asked me whether went shopping in jb or not?He asked me to help him to bought something..he said wanna give the present to his fren u know what he wan me to help him to buy?it is a thing tat use to put the knife i was shocked and curious how come he asked me to buy tis thing n y he wan to give tis present to his fren..it is his fren is a murder (joking)..end up he said nvm la no need to buy he will buy himself and he told me will going for jogging with me on next monday..he was fetching me on tat day from my working place...1st time i was jogging with him ...guess what sure i left him behind coz long time he never jogging and practice on it of coz tat he cant win me..i used to jog 5 round everyday so he juz finished 2 or 3 rounds odi feel tired n cant continue for it so i asked him to wait for me there...he feel surprising how come i am so pro in jogging some more can jog for 5 rounds non stop..i told him tat coz i got training b4 for more than 1 year time...not tat easy wanna to achieve the target like me need to use a lot of time and energitic on it..no pain no gain..after that he was waiting me downstair asked me to go dinner with him...i said i don wan to have dinner so i bek home took bath later he was calling me..i tot he went bek odi but he told me he still waiting in the downstair..i got no choice i had to accompany tis king went for dinner...bird park restaurant~~we choose the japanese food..i ordered the catwan mushi for myself he ordered a set of bento..my 1st time dinner with him also...he was curious about me it is not used to have dinner with him or don dare to eat coz only saw me ate a little bit..actually it was not the reason the main reason is tat for so long time odi i didnt took dinner suddenly asked me to have dinner feel so weird some more i scare become fat also...went bek early tat night coz i was too tired odi need to sleep early...i know he was planning for something..tis wut i can felt it juz don wan to say out...wait for him to tell me..

Chapter 1~Beginning

Let start with the story..Do u believe fate and do u believe internet love?last time i really don believe n trust to internet love although i got a few example couple around me..for my opinion i think internet only a tool that used to pass the free time very seldom u can meet a nice fren there coz the guys there always juz chat about the sex i will juz ignored them..the story start on 10.06.2009 tat day as normal i was free to log in to mirc n then got one guy who using the nick of nst chat with me...at the first juz normal chatting i tot he was working as sales in the car line..after chat for quite a long time he said wanna left odi asked the phone no from me, he taught i am at malaysia so juz said will keep contact through sms later i told him i am working in spore now so he asked whether can call me now or not..i said cant coz i am working now so he asked wut time is my lunch i told him 12pm...when reached 12pm he really call me but tat time i was busying for my lunch didnt pick up his call...2 missed call from him..so after nite time he called me again but tat time i odi slept missed his call again...the next day i was trying to sms him n said sorry to him coz i also feel guilty to him...12.06.2009(friday) only he reply my sms asked me where i am..tat time i was outside so when i reached home only reply his sms said tat i was at home..he said now he was on the way to send letter to jln bahar area which juz near my house..he asked me whether wan go out have a drink or not?i was rejecting him at the beginning coz the day was kinda late nearly 10pm n i was tiring wanna sleep early but then he keeps on asking me to go out coz juz very near my house odi end up i was going out with him...actually i asked him to go the nearest shop but when we reached the nearest place i asked him which shop he wanna to go for drink..he said seem like nearby here don have any cafe so he suggested to go west coast..last time i got heard my sis said tat side quite nice i never been there b4...actually it juz a normal place nth special with only 1 mcdonald restaurant there n it is located near to the sea..we r not sitting in the mcdonald juz walked around the places...he asked me it is whole spore i odi finished walked ..i told him that i only know how to go shopping centre other than that i never go b4..later on he brought me to a lot of places such as mount faber, marina barrage and so on nearly 6.30am i juz reached home and then took bath, breakfast and prepared to go working...Bravo cool cool 1st time went out with the stranger until so late..really cant imagine for myself and unbelievable..