Chapter 127~~TeaR HoLiDaY

Yesterday was the deepavali so i can rest at home.Before the day, DD said his heart was pain and he odi went to see the doctor but the doctor consult him better to see the specialist for the body check up..he said wanna went bek jurong island for a rest actually i asked him to go my sis's place so that i can take care of him or if something happened at least got somebody beside him but he told me he cant go coz tomorrow maybe he need to substitute his worker to work for few hours..i was worrying about later if he went there to sleep if midnight the heart start to pain don know got anyone there can help him..i keep on asking him tis question but he reply me with very loud voice..my tear nearly to come out so i direct open the car door and went bek to my house,no matter how he call me but i didnt wan to answer him...after bek to my bed, i was calling him asked him to come over my place at 10am tomorrow, he said cant promised to me coz don know whether his worker coming or not...i said you die die muz come without any reason...the next day, around 9 plus i wanna called to remind him the 10am date but no one pick up the phone so i called from 9 plus until 2pm still no one pick up...suddenly i saw DD's number was showing in my phone screen, i tot is he calling me so when i picked up i direct scold but the line was cut...so 2nd call again but tis time i juz pick it up without scolding, i heard the voice is diff, is not DD's voice...the people told me he pick up the DD's phone tis early morning in the rest room, so he asked me to wait me at jurong island custom around 7pm but i told him i don know how to go tat place, he said after he knocked off juz give me a call c where to meet..i started to think a lot don know it is DD goes in hospital in the midnight if not how come his phone will drop on the floor until himself don know...if in the morning he juz admit tat his phone lost sure he will call to ask odi impossible he juz like dissapeared..my house internet line was totally cant connect so i asked my sis help me to check the SGH number.. i called and asked but didnt have such person there...i call all DD's fren tat i had in my phone contact list but no one know how to contact the DD's working place...i only can wait... 3pm, i received a blocked number showing on my phone screen so i pick it up, tat's my DD voice, he told me he was working from morning until now..i started to scold him and asked him to pay me 10k coz i odi make 100++ calls..tat what we promised b4 if 1 call didnt received then need to charge for 100...he oso start to angry and scold me bek..i asked him to come now i don wanna to wait for 1 min...he said impossible..around 5pm only he come n find me i tot he odi finished his work but haven...he juz come n return the card and give me money..so i asked him to return all the money by cheque but he told me he leave the cheque book inside the lorry, he said later after he finished work juz give me...i don let him go off without cheque..until 6pm i asked him to go in jurong island and i will waiting him at bus stop near custom there coz i wanna to collect his phone from someone...actually i lied him tat i wont care about his thing if he wanna to get back his phone, he need to think other way i wont help me anymore...so i waited until nearly 7pm i make a call to tat person but he didnt pick up my phone..around 7 plus i received the call from DD, he tot me he odi take bek the phone and asked me to wait for 10 mins more...after tat he asked me wanna dinner together..i didnt reply him and he stopped by yuan ching road mcdonald there but i don wan to have dinner with him anymore..i asked him to give me the cheque after tat we walk our own way...he keep on requested me not to leave him alone and promised me everyday he will wait me in my house downstair at 7pm...so i requested him to give me 10k coz the missed phone call...finally he agreed to accept my all requests....he need to buy me lunch until end of nov, reach my house on 7pm and give me 10k...

Chapter 126~~CouRT CasE

Last friday DD promised to have lunch together, the day b4 i odi remind him for few times...but i tot he can remembered it, if he cant make it on time, probably he will call me up so i waited for him...Around 11.30am i wanted to make a call to remind him again but i called for few times nobody was picked up the phone...i started to lose my patient and angry...1 minit and another minit passed i keep on calling until 12.20pm, still nobody pick it up so i give up and went out wanna to buy myself lunch..i walked half way seem like weather wanna start to rain so i returned back and lazy to go out again...while reaching my place, i called again to DD...finally, he pick up my phone..he told me he was in police station from morning until now but i was telling him impossible u cant make any calls out when u are inside there coz he only telling me he was only helping to investigate for some cases, the real truth he didnt telling me...he asked me to wait him for a while later he will buy me lunch...i wait and wait until 3pm++, i make a call to him again, this time he told me can help him and don angry him 1st coz he still inside the police station asked me to wait him later knocked off he will come over to fetch me from my office...so i juz simply grab some biscuit for my lunch...nearly my knock off time i still haven received his call so i call him up but nobody pick up the phone and his phone battery was dying...when i was waiting for my company van, i received his call said tat he need to take around half an hour to reach my company so i ask him to fetch me at kranji mrt station....i waited more than half an hour at kranji mrt station but he still haven arrived yet so i called him few times still nobody pick up the phone,tat time i really really feel very angry..when he reached, i close the car door very loudly...he was telling the whole story to me...i feel really insecure with him, everytime need i worried about him..don know when suddenly will come out a bomb...he asked me not to leave him alone...i tell him not to do the break of raw case, luckily tis time is only imposed fine but not go in jail, if not i oso don know wut should i do....the court case will be reviewed on today (24.10.2011), DD asked me to wake him up in the morning...after wake him up, i was sending a warm and lovely sms to him to cheer him up....the result of the penalty is he need to impose fine for SGD7000...this is the lesson for him to always remember not to do the thing that break the raw...don worry be happy anything happen i will still always love and beside you...

Chapter 125~~ToUgH PeRioD

This month should say is quite tough period for DD...his lorry crane juz turn over no longer ago due to his worker's less experience..DD need to spend around sgd80k to repair it but in so short time period how can he prepared such a big amount of money...he did ask the car agent boss borrow some money and the rest will be paid it by installment..i know tis month he will hardly to pass coz i know the money he received is not enough to cover all the debt and worker's salary..in this period, he need to hire an outside lorry to replace his job so that this month salary will be lesser compare to other months...i always remind him tat tis month maybe will le lack of money but he told me it's will be enough...he agree to pay me 1k every month on 14th but on tat date he still cant take out any money to me coz he said tis month he received v less money cant enough to cover everything..he promised me to pay me bek once he got received any money tis few days but cant confirm with me which date coz he oso don know when he got money come in...with tis incident, i was quarrel with him last few days...then he some more went to sentosa casino for gambling..the purpose is to win some money to pay me bek..it's look like really going to very serious case odi..i really don have any confident that don know whether we can pass the hard time or not...look like it's bcome serious and tougher compare to previously...a lot of debts need to pay bek..every month earn money is no enough to cover all the debts...don know tis life will continue until when...but from wut i know the bank loan will be end early of next year...hope that everything will be settle down...DD asked my sis to borrow money again ytdy..today my sis called me i juz know the thing so i called and ask him..he said his lorry crane juz come out yesterday tat y he need to pay for the installment only they can allow him to take the lorry...tat y he still lack money in his bank acc..tat y he need to bank in some money to his bank before they drop in the cheque...

Chapter 124~~AGrEEmeNT

Today i juz make a agreement and wait both of us signand take into effect...this is what the decision that both of us agree yesterday...i slept almost 1am coz of the argument and DD don want to end the call..i wanna to let it go and relationship should be stop at yesterday but he keeps on request me not to leave him alone...actually i oso not willing to do so but i have no choice if keep continue like tat i will be the victims..y i need to go into it?before tat i will think without money we maybe can work hard to earn more on it...it will not be the problem amongst us but who know i do so much thing and wasting all my time for what you will return to me..i got nothing...sometimes together i really scare wait one day u will tell me again u need how much how much for emergency..i really don have so much money can help u anymore...nowadays i always save all the money for foods like i don simply go out shopping coz if go out sure at least need to spend money on transport and foods even though i buy nothing..u feel that DD don even appreciate for what i had done for him tat y everytime when quarrel i feel very dissapointed and sad...don know how can i mantain the relationship until the end...

Chapter 123~~APRiL FoOL MoNtH

Angry..angry...i feel angry for this moment...who can make me so angry in this world..the answer is only DD...coz the business problem then i need to help him to pick up call from customer if they want do their car inspection coz DD don wan let other ppl know tat the one who lower down the price is him...so he bought a new phone line juz for the business purpose..my old phone battery and the charge got problem..so i insist him to give me his nokia e52 which i bought for him last time...the phone drop down to the floor and the screen was broken so DD send it to repair..i asked him muz give me after finish repairing but he odi delayed for so long...if you always so easy forget this and that for wut u bring ur hp to ur lorry..after took and direct put inside the car...i keep on remind n remind...i really don have such good patience to keep on reminding and waiting is juz for the phone...do u know how much tat i odi paid for it..from the day that the problem come..i keep on use my own money to help u to settle all the problem...i know th amount is not enough to cover all but tat's all my whole saving from the day i start to work..all my hard earn money gone...it's not feeling well and not easy to do that...tat's mean from now i muz save all the time no matter foods, shopping, travelling and others...now u only limit 4 sets of movie and 1 big meal per month...for what i need to live under stress and such condition...i think i can live better than that without u..now only i know how hard to continue living if i don have money to spend..it is tough n hard time that i never passed before...for wut i need to follow?i do all this thing for wut...u think i like to be kepo and reminding u smt or for what i need to work so hard...i still have my own job and i need to pick up phone, send email and photocopy the advertisement paper, leaflets...i can juz ignored all this job and sit at home watch movie...if not tat old phone cant use, u think i still wan to get tat phone...coz i know everytime ask u to bring 1 thing is like a very hard job for u...i already give u so many chances i think it is enough...we stop until here...no quarrel no fighting we will live peace foverer...

Chapter 122~~MiSeRabLe

Last few days i tot i received a good news from DD but juz now suddenly received a bad news instead of good news...good news bcome bad news..i oso don know how to digest it well really feel so sad and moody now...all my mood gone when i heard of the bad news and my heart was pain too...the things come too sudden still cant find any way to solve it...look like the thing was well planned by someone..it's a trap..revenge is scary tat why better don't simply offended someone..life will become more and more tough now...feel like to cry..for me i don have any power and capacity to help coz i odi finish all my capacity..what can i do?For DD, i know he might have more stress than me..really no one can help him now..i oso worry of him...i tot after he decided to sell all his mobile crane everything will be fine and settle but he haven confirm to the client yet..when he decided to ask for more, the client odi bought the crane from others..such a coincidence or got someone purposely wanna to do that...god bless DD please hope he can find the way to settle all the problems.

Chapter 121~~WoRLd End oR LoVe EnD

Nowadays the hot and popular news is that earthquake at Japan..everyday when u open the newspaper u will see the situation at Japan after earthquake...human being are small when comes to the natural disasters, we can't do anything although to protest ourself..life are short so please treasure people are around you...yesterday DD and I were arguing again...he had less free time to accompany me due to his work..i was not in mood when he leave me alone...he wanna to go for a wedding dinner tonite so i asked him not to go and leave me alone coz i know tonite he no need to work...we have less time can be together although we were in the same country..sometimes i will think how come we look more like long distance relationship compare to others...we were live in the same country but then 1 week i only can meet him 4 times....weekday only few hours or dinner time..only left sunday he was free whole day but sometimes i suggested to go any places on sunday he will refused me to do so coz he said he was tiring due to everyday works...only sunday he can has fully rest and sleep in home....i have different thinking with him...everyday he need to work only sunday that i can asked him accompany me go around...we were quarrel the whole nite...he was give up and try to console me not to leave him alone...sometimes i feel not willing to do so but then i have no choice.. i really cant take it...due to the problem and we have a long discussion through phone and he supposed to continue his worker's work so he was delayed it and his worker keep on calling him but then he was not in mood and talk loudly to his worker...his worker cant take it and wanna resign said juz work until end of tis month...suddenly too many problems come to us...he odi less 1 worker odi now 1 of worker wan to resign again so how he gonna to look for new 2 in such a short period?i tried to ask him to employ few new workers before but he refused to do so...juz wait and ask somebody help to recommend...i tot the chance was less compare to the advertisement in the newpapers..i suggested to publish the advertisement in the newspaper as earlier time but he keeps on delay..now the problem coming how he gonna to settle it...while i was talking with him through phone...the island safety officer keep calling him...he told me he donwanna to go bek to work...he wanna go to the beach now...i don know how to settle the problems seem like it's now not only both of our problem but oso related to his works...if coz of our problem make his work affected i will feel unwell oso....i only can hope everything come to the end and peace...our agreement in the end is that from now onward he will listen and follow everything that i wish and i want...i still think that he got a lot of secrets that i don know...if not yesterday tat i keep on arguing i oso don know 1 of his secret....how can i juz live without knowing everything that i supposed to know....

Chapter 120~~HoW To LiVe In PeAcE

When can only we can live in peace without any argueing and quarrel~ing...almost every week we sure have once quarrel time..it is every couple oso same as us..are this normal in a relationship?i tot we are really from 2 different worlds since everytime we have the different thinking and opinion.i know it sometimes can be settle by torelance but then everyone have their own limit of tolerance...live under torelance i bet the relationship will not be last longer..everytime i got thinking and decision to give up but DD is the one tat everytime don wanna to let go..don know it's a good choice for both or us or wrong choice....what i need i think DD was really don understand on me..juz give an example; from dating until now he only bought me once time food..like everytime i was hungry and ask him to buy for me, the answer he will give me is i don know wut u wan, later i buy something that u don like to eat then will be wasted..but everytime if he feel hungry and ask me to buy him some foods i sure know wut he wants..sometimes i really fed up with it...what my opinion is 2 ppls if wanna go together, they must be get to know each one interests and needs...tat y i always think he's still cannot be the one i should live together forever coz a lot of problem will arising later..

Chapter 119~~FaMiLy

For wut r always in my mind is tat family occupy the 1st important place in my life..i don know it is everyone will think so...although i had a partner next time i still think own family is the 1st...for me i can 100% believe to my family coz i believe tat they will not betray me and always beside me for whatever thing happen...yesterday suddenly let me know a big bad news and give me a big shocked...when i saw the msg my heart was so pain and my tear come out uncontrolled...how come the thing will bcome like tat..i tot always is my DD not good always quarrel with her family tat y until now i still cant have chance to meet them up but the fact is not...1 msian do the mistake not mean tat whole malaysian is the same...everyday u read the newspaper sure have the criminal cases everywhere tat mean which country got criminal tat mean tat country ppl all r the same types...everything cant juz judge it by the look...cant juz 1 of them do the mistake then can blame the who country ppls..r tis fair to others?i really feel tat DD's family too aggressive and stubborn..if everyone parent oso got such thinking and all their son no need to marry odi..i odi so sincere wanna to invite them for dinner so many times..no wonder everytime my DD will say they bz or quarrel with them..now i know the reasons why they don wanna to come out with me...since they ruthless then i oso no need to respect them any more...i hate tis kind of thing coz the mistake not on mine but odi got ppl sentenced me to death penalty..i am the one who r innocent...i never know and didnt expect tis kind of thing will happen on me coz i still haven meet them before...they don have chance to judge by the look but direct judge by country...i wan to let them know what is really bad...i know DD will be pity at the moment but i have no choice and no way to skip it...i don wan become tat 1 who need to be ignorying i am not so easy to be failure....i am not happy the whole nite no matter how DD try to console and make me happy...i know he is annocent too...he oso suddenly tell me a big news..he said he odi bought a house in bukit indah but still waiting for the bank loan....1 nite received 2 big news i really cant digest it...

Chapter 118~~SoRrY iS EverYtHinG

Another new week and we were quarrel again...the main reason is tat last week DD juz gave me the bracelet everyday i will wearing it...when sun morning i was shocked when my hand was empty don know where the bracelet gone..i quickly wake DD up coz i know sure it drop when we were sleeping...the bracelet was broken same as wut my heart...feel so unhappy suddenly and i was crying coz of the bracelet...i asked DD went to fix it bek...500++ money gone coz i know after repairing sure got flawed wont go bek to 100% look...early morning after bfast we went bukit indah to look for the diamond shop...we find the shop which got quite famous brand~~SK...we asked the salesgirl whether they had the repairing services..she told us if the bracelet not bought from them they don do repair on it coz diff brand product will have diff ingredients..so we had to take bek to the citigem...i asked DD to go bek early today then we headed to cosway point for repairing but he insisted wanna to go on tml...i asked him to promise me die die muz go tml...we went to play badminton after tat..after badminton, my bro in law suggested to go pasir gudang for the kite festival...at 1st my sis n i insisted don wan to go juz wanna to stay and rest at home but DD asked us to go...quite far distance from my sis's house to there...when we reached there start light rain and no wind..juz saw few kites on the sky...some big kites cant be fly up due to no wind...stay there around few mins when the sky start to rain then we headed bek to my sis's house~~traffic jam everywhere reached my sis's house odi 6 plus...prepared everything we wanna to go bek spore~~my sis suggested to have our dinner at perling food court there but tat side full of ppls so DD wanted to go seoul garden like wut i asked him to go b4...finally our dinner at ksl@seoul garden......tis meal paid by DD...after the heavy dinner, DD fetched us bek..he told me he start feel headache and wanna getting sick odi~~i asked him to wait for me i went up 1st later i finished everything i will goes down to accompany him again but he refused asked me sleep at home coz he juz rest a while later will start journey bek to his house....the next day morning i sms him ask him whether odi recover from sick or not..but long time didnt received his reply so i called him up..he told me he juz wake up and now ready wan to go for lunch which he asked his workers packed for him...he promised later will help me send the bracelet for repairing...until the nite time i called him again but nobody answer the call...when i wanna prepared to sleep call him for few times but cant get through i guess maybe tonite he works inside the tunnel don have signal inside the tunnel tat y i cant get through him...the next day morning he still didnt reply any calls to me so i called him again...he told me he still feel sick..when i asked him whether send the bracelet for repairing or not, he answered me not yet coz he was sick don have time to go...suddenly i feel so angry with him coz everytime promised my thing but cant make it in the end....he said later he will send but i refused coz no point to send later..i wanted it to be sent by sun or mon but not today and he keep on said sorry to me...around 3 plus he sms me said he odi sent the bracelet for repairing..i reply him don care of it coz i odi asked him to throw since he don wan send...asked him to return money to me like wut he promised to return me 400 today...i asked him to bank in to my acc coz tonite i don wan to meet him again...when nearly the time to go bek he sms me again asked me go bek home 1st later he will meet me up...i called him few times but he never picked up my call...i sms asked him to fetch me on 7.45pm at swimming pool there if he cant do so never come to meet me again...i was thinking in my own mind sure he cant make it coz before went swimming pool i did calling him again but no response....when i came out from swimming pool i was calling him..he told me he juz reached STA traffic light there...from there to swimming pool still need around 10mins i refused to wait for him, i will go bek by myself...he said will wait me downstair...when i was washing clothing he did calling and sms me few times but i missed it..when i finished everything i juz saw the sms and missed call...i went down to his car and 1st word i told him is asked him to retun the money..he said he need go to atm only can return to me...i asked him to go now...he asked me did i know where can he get the uob atm machine coz he wanna to use his credit card to withdraw the money but not his atm card...tat mean he got no money on hand now still need to borrow money from bank...tried few times but the password error he cant return money to me but i wanted it now...so he gave me wut he had tat time 230 and asked me to wait him..he will goes collect now...but i refused to wait he wanted to sell his phone to phone shop...i asked him to sell to me and plus the 200 dollar i will took...we turned bek to my house...i really wan to stop tis relationship coz it makes me feel too suffer and tough to continue...he was like before threated me with the died...after a long long discussion i didnt leave him alone but give him 3 months times to get a new worker...he said he need the work now to earn some money to pay to the bank coz he still owe the money to the bank....a lot a lot problem arising...we need to save more after tat...went for our late dinner and chit chatting until midnite i juz bek home..i asked him to go bek early and take some medicine before sleeping...it will make him feel better later but he fall asleep when driving bek home..he sms me around 4plus in the morning and told me he juz reached home...don know wut should i do for the next...if sorry is bigger than everything then no need police in this world....

Chapter 117~~VaLeNtiNe 2011

Tis year valentine day fall on monday and DD need to work tat day..actually i asked DD to celebrate early which is the day before valentine...I bet my DD not a romantic partner coz he always don know how to plan a romantic dinner..so far i didnt eat a romantic dinner with him before...how i wish i got such chance...before tat i mentioned to him we exchange gift on tat day but he said don wan tis year so i didnt prepared any gift...i did planned to buy him a nokia n8 which he wish to get himself one...but the problem is he always don know how to cheerish for the thing tat belong to him..like the nokia phone i bought for him, only few months odi drop few time now until the screen oso broken down need to send for repairing...i think the nokia n8 oso not tat suitable for him coz it is a touch screen phone not tat easy for him to use when he is driving..bek to the celebration...actually we did not have any celebration coz DD was late bek from his work...around 7 plus he juz came to pick me up..i was hungry cant wait to go jb for dinner..so i suggested to have the botak jone which the nearer branch is clementi...after the heavy dinner we went to jb..wanna sing k with my sis them but they watched movie until 11 plus..we went 1st station for yum cha session...only 2 of us we juz surf net there...around 12am DD called my sis them but they didnt pick up his call..so we canceled the sing k session...the next day i was too hungry asked DD to bring me for bfast but drive for few route cant c any bfast stall end up we had our bfast at oldtown~~i insisted wanna to watch the hong kong cny movie later but DD said it is in cantonese he cant understand...only ksl and city square is near to us...my sis call up to play badminton later...DD actually wanna to join them but since i don wan to play so he wanna accompany me for movie...while we were on the way to watch movie either is ksl or city square..i asked DD whether he wan to watch or not...he said don wan then i asked if don wan where he wanna to go..he said wanna go n meet my sis them at badminton court there...so we went there...DD said he juz go there gossip but then he still took down the racket...i know he wanna to play ...when ah ken asked him to play, he refused to play coz he knows i asked him not to play...since nth to do there so i asked DD to play with me for 2 games....after badminton, we went to sis's house for bathing....having our lunch at sutera mall there@noodle... my sis suggested to have movie which i wanna to watch juz now...so i surfing net for the time of the movie...the suitable time is at ksl so we rushing to ksl...my sis them reached there 1st but then she told me don have tat movie so we changed to other movie but then only front row seat is available..so we canceled our movie session...we walked around there and having tea time at this selling you tiao shop...ying zhen asking us for drinking tea so we met us at sentosa there...after drink tea we headed to leisure mall for movie only 7 plus time slot is available...after the movie quite late odi so we give up to watch the movie...bek to juz now place for dinner...after dinner we bek to spore~~i tot DD didnt give any surprise tis year..so i kept on asking him where is my present...feel angry to him...he had no choice and told me the fact..he said actually wanna give me the surprise on tues but since i odi start angry to him so he told me now no surprise for me anymore....i got the bracelet and earing from him (citigem) he told me it's cost 500++i really cant believable coz it is not made of diamond how come so expensive...since it look not made from diamond but oso look shinny~~i love it....thanks my DD..i didnt prepared any present for him actually wanna buy n8 but he odi got himself 1...so wait until his bday i juz buy him a present...

Chapter 116~~1St WoRkInG DaY aFteR CNy

1st working day DD odi make me unhappy...before tat he told me he will be off until 8th day of cny tat mean he will not be working before tat...he did called me yesterday noon telling me tat he was now on the way to the jurong island coz his worker feel sick..tat time i confirmed with him again it is tat nite he is off, he told me he didnt work tat day~~~after knocked off from the work place..as usual i was going to jog with phone...i know he will be calling me coz from noon until i off he didnt call me...i got sense tat he will be working tonite...when i jog until last route i received call from him...1st question he asked me where i am..i told he odi finished working and wanna come n find me but is different stories..he told me as wut i sense he need to work tonite due to his worker's sick so he need to replace him...i told him i don care whatever reason he muz find other replacement...he told me odi call 1 of the company but tat company still haven start working and nobody pick up his call...he asked me bek wut way should he used or can i find someone to do replace?he told me last chance will be calling to the other company and will let me know answer later on...i went bek after jogging and DD called me again...he told me cant get any replacement coz everyone still in the cny mood haven start working yet...talked half way he said suddenlly got jobs need to do and will be called me later on...i juz stayed at home n watch the movie whole nite...nearly 10pm i juz slept but i never received any calls and sms from him..i tot tat at least had 1 sms to say good nite and sorry but it's totally no..dissapointed me from last nite until today...i remind myself don pick up any calls from him after tat~~~if pick up i oso don wanna talk anymore with him...

Chapter 115~~HaPpY ChiNesE NeW YeaR 2011

2 years cny we were celebrating together but almost every year DD was reaching my house on chu 3...tis year actually he planned to come over early but his car spoil when he wanna start the journey to my house on chu xi day...he forced to be delayed the journey then i was forced to wait for him too...he told it was late of nite so maybe he tried his best c whether can finish it by today or not if not he had to come on the next day...he waited his fren come down to wait for him the next day afternoon...after finish repairing is nearly nite time odi..he was tiring and told me tat maybe after chu 3 only can come to my house..dissapointed and a bit mad on him...after a while he said later he call to his job site to lie them his car spoil cant rushing bek to work and will give me the answer later on...i wait and wait for quite long time so i called him bek but his hp look like totally lost contact~~~i keep on non stop calling from chu1nite to chu2 vening i still cant get him..i tot he will be arriving in the morning of chu 2 but he was not reached yet...i went to my fren's house for the buffet dinner...i was receiving his call when i was in my fren's house..he told me will be start his journey now but later he called again said maybe will not going coz his car spoil again so i was mad on him....he promised will find the way to go my house~~end up his car was bek to normal~~he asked me wait the door for him coz he will be arriving around midnite time..when 3 plus early in the morning i received his call asked me to cook something to wait for him coz he nearly reached odi and he was hungry~~~my bro accompanied me so i asked my bro to go for supper but he told me now tis time only left mcdonald..it's located quite far from my house so better i simply cook the instant noodle for him...
Next day morning i was going to wake him up so we wanna to go out for brunch at the school hall which organised by our hin an association...gambling after tat and went to my aunty' house~~her house was huge and beautiful..i was thinking when only i can stay the house maybe only in my dream~~i had to attend my fren's wedding dinner on nite time so DD had to be stay alone in my house actually not to say alone la still got my sis and bro them can accompanying him...i did asked him to go with me but he refused to go...when i finished the dinner and reached home, my aunty told me DD and my bro n sis them juz went out only..so i called them but my bro n sis in law hp cant get through so i called DD..he told me odi quite far from my house and said tat will be bek early...i waited almost 2 hrs plus until feel sleepy and i called DD...he told me nearly go bek after finish the beer and asked me whether wanna go to pub with them later on..i told him tat i don have interesting to go and feel wanna sleep odi..tat time odi start angry him...he told i really wan go to sleep so he didnt follow my sis bek direct follow my bro them went to pub..when my sis reached home i didnt saw him so i called him..even my father them went supper with my sis i didnt followed too...i asked him to come bek now coz juz now said wanna come bek but until still haven reached home~~arguing quite some times both of us on fire mood tat time...he said will ask my bro or he find his own way to come bek now...i tried to control my own tempered after feel more better only i talked nicely to him ask him to go bek together with my bro them~~when they came bek i odi in the bed and dream....
Chu 4 morning, when i was waking up to toilet my sis them was preparing to go out for bfast...she asked me whether wan to follow..i asked them to wait for me~~we went sitiawan food court for bfast..after bfast, sis in law said wanna go my gugu's house have a look coz he nv been there b4...when reached there, my cousin them still in bed so we went their room to wake them up~~~chit chatting a while there and DD was calling me..he told me if i haven come bek he wan to go out odi~~~i told him wait for a while i was going bek soon....only he the one who wake up when we reached home...so i brought him to pack his bfast~~kampuan noodle which is famous in my kampung...today our planned is going to waterfall in beruas...from my house to there need some times almost 40 mins...we only started our journey after our lunch at home around 2 plus~~stay there for few hours and went to ayer tawar for the fried chicken and pack bek to lobak stall~~~keep on eating non stop...we didnt go out at nite time coz everyone was tired and ba gambling~~after 12am we go to play the hope lantern and went for our last supper in my kampung~~~
Chu 5 early morning we were going out to have our yummy bfast~~bak ku teh and steam fish head in sitiawan~~we went out early coz my sis them had to go bek after tat~~eat until v full so my mum didnt cook for lunch~~my bro was asking his fren to help me update my iphone so i had to wait for it..my sis them bek jb 1st on 11am...my bro said around 3pm plus only can finish updating...as wut DD promised to me will bringing me to eat the fatt coi burger in mcdonald so he suggested to go there while waiting for the phone~~whole family went out again~~i still feel full tat time so i shared the burger with my mum~~the curly fries was out of stock so we only have the normal fries...the burger was so spicy coz they put lot of black pepper inside~~~after bek home my phone was completed for updating, my bro teach me some function and i tried to download the games but got error i cant download for the games~~my bro tried for me oso same problem and wanna call his fren but his fren was sleeping tat time~~~wait until 5pm plus i asked DD to go kl if wan settle the phone problem don know wut time i should wait...we started our journey on 5.50pm reached kl around 9.30pm and my cousin bring us for dinner~~after fetching my cousin bek odi 11pm..actually i wanna to go melaka but DD said he was tired better stay 1 nite in kl..so ended up we were staying in the cabana inn hotel which is near klcc and bukit bintang area....
The next day morning we wake up late after check out odi 12pm so i suggested to go tbowl for our brunch in sg wang~~yeah DD was fetching me there..we were lack of time coz after brunch we need to go bek spore so cant wasted too much time there....around 2pm we started our journey to jb sis's house~~~reached there 6pm plus tat side having heavy rain so DD cant move down the things...my sis asked us having dinner there while waiting for the rain to stop~~around 8 pm only we bek to spore~~reached my home odi 9.30pm~~tiring holiday but happy~~

Chapter 114~~HoRraY WeeK

come to the last 2 days of work for jan month coz cny is coming soon...for wut as promised by DD, we were going to ksl on monday after work...a bit jam in the woodland custom so when we reached ksl almost 7 plus~~bought 2 package of fruits @ mango and guava it was nice and yummy~~i know DD wanna to eat tat seoul garden,it was cheaper if compared to spore but we were lacking of time coz i wanna grabbed my cny clothing today..so we walked to the boutique one by one..1st time he was so nice didnt show any black face when i juz doing my visitting to the every fashion shop..he helped me to look for nice dressing and clothing..i saw 1 dress was nice n pretty but DD said it not nice~~i decided to try it up..it quite fit me but then it is black in colour which is not so nice if wearing for cny..i found tat the price was not cheap too i can find the same style in bangkok the price will be double much cheaper than tat..i asked DD's opinion whether i wan it or not..he said if i think ok then juz buy but end up i give up the dress~~cant get any clothing that i like here suddenly feel not so happy...DD suggested to go city square for 2nd round shopping although we still haven eat our dinner...went to CS i only went to padini concept have a look but didnt get any pc tat i like so i asked DD to go for dinner since i cant get any nice clothing there~~so we went to sushi king for our dinner~~DD told me he need to work on the next day so i have no choice need to stay at home but he was calling me when i nearly knock off time asked me to wait him at kranji mrt station...he were late for half an hour i keep on calling but no one pick up the phone..when he called me bek told me tat he still in his office suddenly feel so angry how come late but still don know to give a call 1st...i asked him no need to do anything now i juz gave him 10 mins to reach the station...sometimes i really barbaric if u make me angry...actually i didnt plan to go jogging after tat but since he let me waited there for half an hour some more i still feel angry tat time so i asked him fetch me home i wanna to go jogging..he muz waited me there...after i finished everything we were going to jurong point for our dinner..after dinner went for shopping again..die die i muz got some cny dress~~went to 1 boutique DD saw the dress tat he think is nice so i juz try it up but not fit me~~went to other shop i saw 1 dress is nice DD oso agree tat so i tried it up again~~finally it fit me and the price is ok so i bought the dress for SGD39.90, DD paid it for me(i forced him to pay)...
On wednesday as usual, after work i bek home n went for jogging~~7.30pm i called DD he said juz finished bathing after he clear up his thing he will come and pick me up...8.00pm he reached my home, he told me tat he odi eat some porridge at home which his owner c him still sick and give him some porridge~~~we went for movie @ shaolin at jurong point again~~it was quite nice and touching story...
Yesterday DD called me around 5pm he told me he can go bek odi but asked me to wait him at kranji mrt station and keep on asking me not go for swimming...i insisted wanna to go..he told me if like tat he will going bek home 1st but when i come down to downstair i saw DD's car..he have no choice have to follow us to swimming pool but the condition is i muz accompany him to eat the kfc...i promised him if he can alone i will treat him but if need i accompanied so he muz pay himself...his face look a bit unhappy he told me he is angry~~~end up he followed me to swimming pool~~~he was playing water there and swim for 1 or 2 laps..actually planned to watch the latest movie which juz start showing tat day but he told me wanna meet up his fren to collect the money~~~after finished swimming we went ang mo kio to meet his fren..used around 1 and half hour there i nearly lost all my patient there so i knock his shoulder he knows i was boring wanna go bek odi...he brought me to the serangoon garden for our dinner..oppss..it's 10pm odi should be our supper~~chomp chomp food court..i never been there b4 but i read the news regarding the foods in the foodcourt from newspaper.....it was quite lot of stalls there but most of them selling the same foods like stingray,sotong,lala,fried carrot cake,satay,popiah...i remembered the popiah stall which i saw it at newspaper so i asked DD to order it for me~~we ordered the 2 rolls of original taste for SGD4 quite pricing but it was really yummy the best popiah i have eaten so far~~~hope i get another chances to eat here later...oh ya as wut promised DD odi bought me the present but i still haven received it yet~~although i still haven received it but i odi know the wut is inside coz DD give me some clues but i guess it correctly~~~today is our 19 months anniversary~~

Chapter 113~~1 WeeK ProBatiON

Wut is 1 week probation as wut i put as a title for tis blog?tis is wut DD suggested to me ask me to give him 1 week probation if pass so tat we can continue bek the relationship...how come it's will come to the end?last weekend as wut we had been promising..he should bring me to saloon in the sunday morning after finished hair done we were going to ksl...he did brought me to the hair saloon, i give him to choose whether he wan stay there to wait or he went bek home 1st...but after he found tat the saloon don have any extra power point for him to play the pc games, so he was not in the mood some more angry on me~~tat girl who did the hair for me asked me to ask my bf to go bek 1st coz she said not so early can finish some more not everyone got such patient to wait for...i was not able to talk to him so i asked him to come over here but he raise up his voice when talking to me..from tat time i don wanna to bother him anymore whether wut he want to do..he told me he went somewhere else ask me to go bek myself...i finished quite early around 1.30pm but have to wait my sis..so i call him up but he told me he was playing the game in half way ask me to wait..tat time my heart really bcome cold coz of this wording~~hey did anyone boyfriend will treat girlfriend like tat ??if he is working still can forgive but he is not doing the important thing tat time...2pm plus he call me up but i didnt answer so i call him bek..he asked me how come i said finish still haven reach home..i told him nobody wan to come to fetch some more my sis still haven finished yet..i asked him for 2nd time to fetch us up but he still reply the same playing game half way~~my tear cant control really drop down tat time in the saloon don wan to say anything with him...he direct cut my line for few times..tat wut he done on me~~luckily my sis was good enough to fetch us bek~~so we went to sutera mall meet up my another sis there~~bought some snacks from shin lin coz we haven took our lunch yet~after finished my sis said he wanna went to carrefour but i told him so late odi if late go bek later someone sure show black face and angry~~i know he was angry but still think of him so i didnt continue shop at sutera mall there..so we were bek to home~~i really put down and go to ask him wut time he want to go bek coz as promised he should bring me to ksl tat time but i know he was odi angry wont bring me there anymore...he answered me tat he date with his fren later but don know wut time...so i decided to go bek ourself..waiting my sis bathing and finished everything so we asked our bro in law fetch us to bus station...he oso going out to his own car,i don know he is waiting for us coz juz now he odi said date with his fren.. i still give myself some chance maybe he will go bus stop to fetch us up but end up it's give me dissapointed...when i bek to spore i still didnt received any calls from him..i decided to end tis relationship coz no point for me to juz always wait, wait and wait...so i called him up but he nv pick up my calls until no battery..i cant even can call in~~from 6 plus i call until 9 plus and send out 2 sms but nv get any reply~~10 plus only he call me bek~~i was really angry talk to him oso in high volume~~he some more give me so much excuse and said himself didnt wrong~~i asked him no point to argue odi start from tis min don call me gg call me bek ah cool...next time if we meet in somewhere no need to say hi juz act like transparent juz pass by enough~~asked him to return all the balance to me b4 cny..but he keep on told me it is impossible..i told him nvm i juz give 2 choices to him whether he wan to return or not?if cant return in full amount b4 cny i juz act like he don wan to return odi..i will juz think he is only stranger in my life i nv know tis person b4...i told him not to talk so much odi...after end tis call no need to call me oso except the money issue...he said he wont give up ask me to give him chance~~~after long discussion...he own make suggestion to give him 1 week probation if really cant only i decide to end...tat y it come the 1 week probation~~~to be continue to the result later~~~