Chapter 95~~GeT Out fRoM SaDnEsS

I was really really feel very tired n sad yesterday~~i think a lot a lot when we were together..wut relationship we r?can u tell me clearly?Like yesterday u were bz for the work until 8 plus didnt received any calls from u n my sis keep on calling me asked me tml where should they waited..they will asking like tat coz they scare later will give u trouble so better asked 1st to save more time..even 1 sms or call oso don have everything didnt plan or arrange properly..end up i was calling u..really shocked when u told me u r in masai tat time coz i nv heard u said u will be going there for wut u r going there..i tot u should be meet up me tonite for tml stuffs..not much thing u talked to me not more than 5 mins u quickly cut off the line..i was a bit angry about tat..start to think bek our relationship it is really like other ppls always live in happily?tat day u didnt contact me whole day i tot u will call me late of the nite or sms me but then u don have...wait until tml u only told me tat u didnt call me coz u were sick the whole day after medicine u sleep whole nite...can u tell me which couple like tat..if one of them sick the other side don know or didnt go n visit and take care each other...if other ppl know tat wut will they think?still remember last time when u suddenly headache on late nite n went in hospital..wait u came out from hospital only tat i know u went in hospital...u told me b4 if u didnt call me i oso can call u up..ya i know tat but u know quite a few times i called u but u oso ask me to wait later u call me bek coz u r bz tat time..tat y i don like to call u coz will make me dissapointed rather than i juz waiting..tml is our 11 months to be together..consider quite a long time odi my fren juz knew eachother 1 year odi married..but then i still nv meet ur family members and nv go ur workshop b4..if i tell other ppl sure ppl will say how come so weird sure got problem..only 2 reasons i can find it up..whether is juz wan to play play only or is those tat relationship cant be open to public..i feel unsecured and less confident to u tat y lasttime for wut i oso wan to check ur msg in phone n i always suspecting tis n tat...for wut i do like tat is so tiring n suffer...i always think u keep something tat don wan to let me know..i nv tell ppl about tis problem i always keep it in my mind even though ppl asked me i oso didnt wan to tell them my own problem..my fren was asking b4 do u meet ur bf family odi...i really feel unwilling to answer the question but she is my fren so i juz told her haven and quickly change to other topic i really scare later she asked me y i don know how to answer her...bz working is not a excuse for no time to make a call...make call only 1 min will do but u got time to smoke and no time to make a call wut's a excuse?bf or gf is not for to spend the free time or loneliness...if like tat wut the diff between animal and human?when u told me u were sick yesterday i feel so guilty to be ur gf cant even go n visit or take care of u...not i don wan, do u will let me to do so?everytime i said wan to go ur workshop sure got smt happen if not u will give me a lot of excuse..look like got something hide in the workshop tat cant let me c it...not juz 2 to 3 times odi..i cant even use my 10 fingers to count it out...if u really wan me to find u tat time u only will ask me to stop or wait in kranji mrt nv let me to go ur workshop..like ur family meeting oso like tat i said wanna to follow u go there but u will ask them to change the date..u don know how my feeling when u do so..still remember last time u brought ur customer to go kl, u told me so hope can brought me go together coz the car seat was full so u cant do tat..but now i think u so hope i can don follow u juz like tat day ur penang customer..u brought them to spore flyer flight u told me u didnt go out with them but how do u spend ur free time when u were waiting for them...i didnt received any calls from u tat nite oso..everytime when i think it bek really make me feel sad n hurt..at least cry 1 month 1 time when i was jogging, swimming, sleeping or working...make me bcome weak..we don have much chances in our life once u miss the chance it would become bek again or v less chance for u to have 2nd chances...we need to learn how to treasure ppl tat around us..don wait until lost only know to regret...

Chapter 94~~HoLiDaY CoMinG

Last weekend DD told me he need to work for both of the day so i got no choice have to plan my activity early so i planned to go sing k with my sis on sun coz i need to work on sat...after finish work on sat i went for gloceries, a lot of things i need to buy like conditioner, lotion and so on..heavy le..after bek from gloceries have a quick snap n wanna went jogging later on~~watch movie the whole nite ..tis is i passed my free time when i was alone..the other day wake up early actually wanna go for jogging but i cancelled the plan the reason is i'm too lazy, leg a bit pain and think tat wannago on evening after bek from sing k if not will be boring in evening~~when i reached jb around 10 plus we headed to neway directly~~i received DD's calls in the early morning..he told me he juz finished work n wanna bek to workshop sleep...i asked him to fetch me later on he said c how 1st...but he gave me a big surprise later on..he was coming in our k room~~he lied me again~~when he called me he odi looking for the carpark lot..he told me coz his worker's motor got some problem tat y he fetch him bek jb if not he oso wont come here n meet us up...happy~~he accompanied me for whole day..after sing k we bek to spore n headed to vivo city..actually i am quite in the mood to sentosa but i didnt bring any clothing so juz forget it~~juz walked around DD suggested wanna to catch a movie but we cant get any movie ticket so i asked DD to fetch me to china town coz i wanna buy the cleasing gel~~after tat we headed to jurong point coz DD was not working on tat day..his worker will be substitute him to work for nite shift..i went for a movie~~shrek (3D)...DD still cant make up his mind how to spend n passed tis coming holiday...he keep on changing his mind...mon he said wanna to surf the net to find up any places can be go..end up still bek to the same...yesterday DD didnt contact me whole day..i oso didnt call him bek although i was quite worrying wut was happened on him..the reason y i don call him coz he always bz for his work i don wan to disturb him...i always call him he oso told me he was bz later juz call me bek tat y i don like to call him when he was working~~i waited he is free then call me...today he called me n told me he was sick yesterday and rest for whole day tat y he didnt called me~~he always like tat if sick sure will make the whole person dissapear like totally dissapear in tis world didnt have any news~~don know tat ppl will worrying him~~

Chapter 93~~CeLeBraTioN PLanNinG fOR 1sT yEaR aNniVerSarY

Yipee!!too happy and have a very good mood today coz my love DD agree to bring me to phuket for our 1st year anniversary..actually from the beginning we juz planned to go chalet in sentosa but then when 18th may tat day i saw the air asia doing their promotion for zero fare so i juz asked DD whether wan to go bali or phuket so he choose to go phuket on jan..wau the price is super duper cheap only sgd64 for each person but i juz noticed tat my passport going to expire soon so i didnt know whether i still can do booking or not..i asked dd he told me cant..but a lot of frens reply me in msn they told me can..so i wan a double confirm answer i called to air asia but i cant get through the phone call although i tried it for more than 100 calls, break the record..so i juz tried to email them but they only reply me the next day noon when i start to check the price bek...the seat was taken too bad luck..no choice...i juz simply check maybe can go on my bday...when i check the package in zuji it only cost for 600 plus..so i asked DD whether wan to go there or not...he agreed to bring me there so when he met me yesterday nite i was surfing the whole day nite checking tis n tat n he juz sleep there coz he said he was too tiring coz of swimming...when i asked him he told me don wan go wanna save some money...waste my time to do such checking n surfing there better i use my time to sleep...but end up he oso cant do anything sure will listen to me..my super love DD...he knows he always very sayang me but i stil always angry on him coz i don have 100% trust on him tat y i always think tis n tat to make myself angry on him...sorry DD but can u pls muz understanding me a bit coz woman always like to guess and doubt on their partner...

Chapter 92~~LoNg DiStaNcE ReLatiOnsHiP

Wut i think last time is long distance relationship is better than short distance coz long distance mean couple separate more than meet tat y their relationship will be more stronger due to lack of time meeting they will treasure each other when meeting but then it oso need a strong confident and fully trust with each other...i didnt know whether i am wrong with such thinking or not..wut i met the problem is although we stay very near but still lack of meeting time wut is the point for staying nearer?well, i know quite a lot of the example of the couple were choose to break up due to less time to be together most of them spend their own time on the work...i know working is important but then u need know how to balance ur time and have a proper schedule..bz working is not the good excuse anymore..if u really think u cant balance it coz u put ur working is the most important in ur life wut i can advise is juz put ur main focus on it n don waste time for other thing or make ur partner feel tat they had been oblivion or ignore better than u give other chance to other ppl..maybe they will live more happily coz of the new chance..if u spend more time for ur work and ignore ur partner when time come to longer it will cause the problem like quarrel, feeling bcome light and 3rd party apprear and so on...for my own choice i juz wan a very simple life, everyday can spend my time with my love one sharing the daily story and don have much stress coz i believe it is the way to release the stress when u talking to somebody else..better think twice when u really serious and wanna get urself into a relationship i know it is easy to get a new 1 but it is hard to maintain it...

Chapter 91~~BReaD oR LoVE

Last week DD told me he did not working for the coming weekend..i suggested wanna to follow him to work coz sat he need to work in his workshop..he agreed to bring me there but i cant make any complaining if feel too boring or hot...fri he told me i had 2 choices to choose from : 1 is he need to work on morning shift then i cant follow him to work , 2nd is he work on nite shift he can accompany me in the morning n noon but at nite i need to find my own activity..so i asked him to work for morning shift coz i odi planned wanna to go jb on the sat nite...a few days he didnt accompany me for dinner odi so actually i m craving and wanna to eat for the japanese buffet but tat day my sis followed us to jb since she don like n not eat those japanese food so we changed our plan..DD told me he was full so i think he cant eat those heavy foods odi so i suggested to eat the thai food..i know DD don like the thai food i juz suggested coz i know he cant eat much thing odi tat y we were there~~caribao..i missed a few chances to visit his workshop everytime if i planned wanna to go there sure muz have something happened n don let me to go there 1..i promised to myself i muz go there one day...yesterday DD brought me to watch movie which i was suggesting to him on sat...luckily he still can remember wut i am mentioned to him...n last weekday actually he need to work on thurs n fri but due to the weather keep on raining so all his jobs was cancelled tat y he had the time to come n meet me but it always late in the nite...wanna to buy the couple seat but all full odi..quite a long time i didnt eat instant noodle odi so last week i bought a big package korean instant noodle to my sis's house coz i wanna to eat it for my bfast on sun since everytime we don know wut should we ate for our bfast..i cooked for my DD too...he told me i put too much ingredients inside until he ate those ingredient odi feel full b4 he finished the noodle..a big bowl of the noodle eat until my stomach over bloated...cant even eat for our lunch...so we juz simply eat those popcorn and wedges when movie time for our lunch...after movie i go n bought the fried chicken from shin lin really a very big pc of chicken i share with DD....i skipped our dinner for the day..oh ya last sat n yesterday DD's bro and father keep on calling him when we were in jb..i hate coz weekend is our time but always disturbing by other ppls..some more yesterday after fetching me bek home he need to rush to meet them~~our meeting time bcome lesser juz coz of them...we were arguing when on the way bek to singapore about bread and love..which do u think is the most important?i know every persons have the different thinking and opinion to tis question...we juz can give comment but cant block any persons to choose for their own choices..so wut i mean is juz let it go coz is non of my business it will give u trouble if u get urself inside...

Chapter 90~~10 more blogs tO reacH 100

I have 10 more blogs to reach 100 in this page...tat mean GGDD have 100 pages stories book odi..from start i don have any idea to create a blog here with our story~~it's created finally coz of DD's suggestion..he told me he got bought a few note books wanna to ask me to write down all the stories we had passing through so tat can keep for old time memory..as per DD's requested i am going to register for the new blog here...all stories written by me dd only responsible to read everytime...next time i should ask him to write something here..yesterday i am moody after i called DD around knocked off time coz b4 tat he said wanna go swimming with me but end up he need to get his car done by today so cant rush on time to go with me...everytime if he do like tat sure my mood will be changing even though i know he was bz on his work..he called me around 8 plus when i was on the way to go bek home from swimming..he said he nearly finished his work will be finding me later on...so when 9 plus i called him asked whether he was coming or not if not i wan to rest early too...he told me he is now juz wan to go out from his office...estimate around 9.30pm he will reaching my place...he wanna to bank in his cheque so we went ot the bank near my house there...planned to pay the phone bill for him but tat side axs machine look like only accept the posb n dbs atm card only...i wanna to use my credit card to pay for it coz wanna to clear the 3 times use per month only i can waive for the annual fee...he asked me whether wan to go any places or not since the day was kinda late odi he suggested to go mcd but i refused to go he knows i am unhappy tat time he did asked for the reason but i nv tell him..after bek to my place he wanna to get some drink from seven eleven so i bought myself a pack of potato chip..suddenly he feels stomach pain so we went to mrt station toilet while i am paying the bill there...we chit chatting all the way until 12 plus only i went bek to sleep...after chatting i feel better coz i know although how moody i am oso cant change anything else...today morning received a very warm msg from DD although juz a msg but can make me feel happy n touch...i juz wan a simple life~~

Chapter 89~~FreN'S WeDdiNg LuNcH

Last sat DD was very unlucky coz he told me only in short 4 hrs he involved in 2 accident...haiz i know he is too tired drive until sleepy tat y he will be involved in accident~~pity pity my love love DD...he told me on fri maybe he don have car to drive when weekend coz his mum wanna to use the car but now the car back window was broken coz of the accident so everybody cant use tat car odi...he was very unhappy on sat i knew tat when talking him in the phone...so i didnt wan to disturb him as usual after working i went bek myself..i wan went to bank to do smt actually i planned to go nearer bank which is located in causeway point there maybe after tat i can go n visit DD but he told me he was going out to STA soon so i asked him to sms me when he went bekto his office i wanna go n look for him...i went to jurong point after done my bank stuff i walked around think wanna to buy some foods for DD but i walked quite a few times he didnt call me up so i knew he will be late~~i went bek home for a rest DD sms me asked me to chat with him in msn~~he said later need to go out with his fren for a while after tat he will took mrt come n meet me~~i went jogging after this~~when 7 plus i called him..he asked me to take mrt to kranji mrt so we can meet there~~~while on the way i called him again coz i knew we will going to somewhere else so maybe i juz waited him in the control panel there but he insisted to ask me wait him in the bus stop there~~wait n wait more than half an hour he told me his fren wanna to borrow him car now on the way to send him the car...i didnt bring my passport coz DD said wanna to go jb so when he picked me up in mrt station we went for dinner~~~noodle house bukit timah there~~DD was fetching me bek to take my passport~~went to change money and having luk luk in his fren's stall~~accompany him for whole nite...tml morning we went jusco for our bfast kfc coz we didnt know wut to eat n i told DD i wan to buy bread so we juz went there for bfast~called to ask whether my sis at home or not coz wanna go wedding lunch with her later on...the day b4 yesterday i did asked DD to go with me but he insisted don wanna to go with me actually feel a bit upset but when i think it bek maybe every ppl had their rite to make the decision i cant so studborn juz respect his decision sometimes so i don wan to force him to do something he don like...he was so so good n nice fetch me to the restaurant and pity him need to be alone but luckily he went tebrau jusco to look for my sis~~i know his pattern sure he wont eat any lunch if i am not bside him...coz if i am bside himsure i will force him to eat...our table only 7 ppls so some dishes we cant finished it so i ta pao the glutinous rice for him coz i know he likes dupling n tis look a bit same like dumpling~~when finished lunch we went bek to yong sin's house DD was fetching my sis them to there oso..suddenly a heavy rain...they wan to play mahjong there so my sis n i go n prepare for dinner...a very happy weekend for me although we didnt go any places the main reason is coz my DD was bside me~~

Chapter 88~~AnOthER WeEkeND cOmiNg

2 days not c DD odi coz he need to work on nite shift so cant meet me~~b4 tat he told me tis weekend he no need to work nite shift i was happy finally he can accompany on weekend~~bravo DD but today morning he sms me asked me wan go jb on sat or sun and he told me he need to work on sat i tot he said he need to work on nite suddenly feel not happy..i don like he work on weekend coz even i can find some activities to do but still feel unhappy~~lunch time he called me then i asked him it is sat he need to work he told me only work for day time~~super happy me..i hope he can accompany me every weekend~~

Chapter 87~~MeLaKa WheN DD WaS bz

Last sat i was going to melaka as my sis was planning for so long but DD need to work during the weekend tat y he cant joined us..really sien DD was not around hate he need to work on holiday or weekend cant accompanied me leave me alone tat y tried my best to look for other activities..only a few photos tat we took coz reached there quite late odi..DD said i am not good coz i went melaka by myself never to bring him go ..i told him is not tat i don wan to bring him go but the problem is he need to work how can he go with us...how i wish he really can go with me la..but i think still have a lot of chance next time muz asked DD to bring me there again..he called me on sat asked me wut time i will be bek on sun i told him it is he wanna come n pick me up but he told me he cant do tat coz he was bz got no time...we went bek early around 4pm coz scare later will had heavy traffic jam due to holiday...i went jogging after that..when reached home i received DD call to my msia no so i call him bek...he told me now he was in jb coz he wanna go n pick me up..i told him ydon he told me early so tat i will wait for him but he said he oso cant confirm wut time he can finish his work..don know his work can finish so early so he wanna give me a surprise~my love love DD so nice...he said after pump the petrol he wanna went bek office to wash his clothing only come n meet me..but when 9 plus i call him he told me juz finish wash all his clothing i tot he didnt wan to come odi coz he wanna to transfer some money..around 10 plus only he reached my downstair chit chatting a while i wanna go n sleep~~we went for a movie yesterday...wanna to watch ipman but all ticket sold out cant even got a nice seat coz DD was late coming so we try our luck to c whether can get nice seat for the iron man2..yeah we got it~~the nice n lucky no we had G13 & G14 1314~~finished movie was kinda late 12 plus in the morning..tiring~~