Chapter 42~~3 MonThS AnNiVeRsArY

Happy 3 months anniversary to both of us...so fast we were together in 3 months odi~~Last week we went back to my hometown..sitiawan coz DD wanna to attend his fren wedding dinner in pantai remis somewhere juz near sitiawan..so i took leave on fri and we went back by bus on thursday nite...my father was going to fetch us when we reached in sitiawan..happy~~ing finally i was in my sweet home~~my father brought us to eat for breakfast after that we bek home to have a snap coz really cant sleep well in the bus..not really comfortable for the bus seat too small for me~~around 10 plus we wake up and i helped my mum to cook for lunch~~after tat i asked DD to fetch me to pos office coz i wanna to renew my license and wanna perm the temporary hair for tonight dinner coz my hair was too messy~~oh gosh..too ugly for the hair look like aunty so i tight up the hair wanna make it become a bit straight bek..the time for us to go for dinner..actually is juz a normal buffet in the groom's house which is DD' fren..i heard DD said tonight he got a lot of frens will attending the dinner and all wanna c how DD's gf look like..DD got 1 fren in pantai remis last time when he knows DD got gf odi help DD to spread the news to whole pantai remis area tat y all his fren know he got gf odi~~all gave good comment on me~~yoyo happying~~the next day morning my father suggested wanna to eat bak ku teh in the shop tat we always go...DD said the bak ku teh was nice but the steam fish head was not so nice a bit smelling look like not tat fresh..overall the meal still ok~~after tat bek home took rest..too full odi so we skip our lunch so i brought DD went out walk walk around the sitiawan and lumut area..DD not allowed i went for jogging coz he said now we r in holiday so can i juz skip for it~~so i helped up my mum to cook for dinner after finished we went to pack our thing scare tml will be rushing if we didnt packed it tonight~~my bro bek on late of the day around 11.30pm actually he said odi date my cousin yum cha tonight but then i was lazy to go out some more tired so i canceled wanna to go out with them~~yesterday we took early morning bus 9am i brought DD to take the famous noodle in our kampung' kampuan' he said it was nice...luckily the bus we took bek to jb was comfortable, big and fast...5 plus we odi reached jb and my sis them still playing badminton tat time so we took cab bek to my sis's house by ourself...after bathing we went out to have our dinner..lunch we only took some bread coz on the way cant found anything to eat~~we have our dinner in food & tea in tebrau city which DD said wanna to go tebrau coz bukit indah jusco was too small nth can walked there...the night still early so we stopped in perling mall giant to buy some lantern~~~we played lantern in my sis's house remind me the childhood time we always do tat when the lantern festival coming~~

Chapter 41~~HoLiDaY..iNg

Last weekend i went holiday with DD...actually we planned to go on sat after i finished my work but then changed to sun morning..so saturday after finished working DD came fetch me n my sis too..after DD settled all his thing so we were heading to jb~~suddenly i was craving for the kfc i insisted dd to buy me for dinner..he was very tiring after bek from kfc~~while we were online~ing he started feel sleepy odi and he juz laid on the sofa~~yong sing was suggesting to have yum cha session coz he fell hungry odi..i did not go coz i am tired too wanna sleep early..i asked DD to sleep on bed coz i saw him sweat when he was laying on the sofa...he told me he was angry coz i didnt want to go baybay with him..not tat i don wanna go is juz tat DD said tired and doesnt said wanna go to baybay~~the next day morning after b'fast we were heading to kl..b4 that my sis them cant decided whether they wanna to go or not..1 of my sis wanna to go melaka so i was changing the plan while on the way to kl we dropped in melaka for a while..as scheduled we dropped in melaka wanna to have osme cendol and asam laksa there..but unexpected it was super heavy traffic jam nearly jammed there for 1 hour plus..DD was impatient keep on scolding and angry~~make all of us moody and all the happiness gone~~my sis said next time don wanna to follow him odi coz every time also like tat~~i really wanna talked and discuss tis thing with him..angry is not the way to solve the problem..even though u scold and angry traffic jam also cant bcome smooth~~i dislike DD everytime like tat juz a small minor thing odi start angry..i really don like..feel very unhappy also~~when we reached kl nearly 6.30pm..after check in hotel we went for dinner in klcc~~nando's whole way he didnt wanna talked to us..i also don wanna to talk more juz let him be~the next day morning after check out hotel i was suggesting wanna went sg wang so we had our lunch there~~DD said sg wang clothing not nice..he cant search for 1 shop even 1 pretty dress..coz i wanna bought a dress for his fren's wedding dinner..i know he was unhappy again when i finished bought the dress~he said actually he wanna brought me to some high class shopping centre but not sg wang~~coz he wanna bought me an elegant and glamous dress..the pricing is not tat important..my tear automatically drop down..he faster asked me don cry he was not scolding me~~i'm sorry about that...

Chapter 40~~GoD bLeSs DD

Pls hope the god can bless my DD...i know he was stress for something..coz now he was facing some problem which i also don know how to help him...i don have the ability to help me..only can give him my full spirit support..hope DD will pass the difficult time..don forget i always ur savior no matter wut ever problem sure you can settle it coz i also ur lucky star~~hehe...still got 2 days we can go holiday odi.yahoo so happy...DD wanna bring GG go holiday~~all unnecessary ppl don come n disturb or give DD headache and problem~~although ur family cant understand wut r u doing and don really take good care of u but DD u don be sad coz u always got still me care u and understand and support for wut u r doing now~~don worry and don care whatever ppl said on u~~we juz do something that we think that is right...

Chapter 39~~I'M aLoNeeeeeee

Lonely, i'm miss lonely~~ops!!!suddenly i got this song on my mind coz i am lonely yesterday..frens, siblings, DD all bz their things suddenly i am useless ppl..all leave me alone~~as promised i went fof the gown trying coz i promised my fren to be her make up model for the coming make up competition..all done by me alone from spore to jb and from jb to plaza pelangi..oh i miss the DD call on 10 plus in the morning but when i called him bek he was bz didnt pick up my call..when i reached plaza pelangi my fren was waiting me in the 5th floor outside the saloon..too big the gown for me my fren's teacher said it cant altered odi so she need to find someone to fit the gown..my sis was calling me when they are on the way bek to kl..at least still got someone can chit chat with me~~DD was calling me when i was bek to city square..bought some bread for tml morning bfast and planned to buy the hair band..went to chamelon stay there for more than half an hour coz i don know wut should i choose..too many of choices odi~~my stomach was hungry odi so what should i eat?sien + boring i need to eat and shopping for myself~~actually i do date my fren but she sms me said that no car to meet me up so no choice..finally my lunch i took the shin lin mee suam..my sis do suggested me to eat mcd but tis few week i quite often ate fast food so i don wanna to take it again..after that i was bek to spore..the day was still early so i planned to do as much as exercise i can to pass the time so that i got no enough time to miss someone~~miss DD wanna to call him but end up i canceled to make call coz i know he was bz for his work don wan to disturb him...i wan he fast fast finish the work then only he got a lot of time can accompanied me and bring me here n there~~i know he was bz but then he still come n meet me on saturday and accompanied me for the whole day shopping~~

Chapter 38~~SiCKkkkk

Finally GG fall in sick for few days..so sorry to DD coz i spoil your weekend cant go out with u..some more u need to take care of me so cant go out also pity DD...but i am happy really will feel that DD take good care of me coz whole nite cant sleep well coz of me..fever whole the nite n DD keep on wet the towel and put on my forehead..sorry again coz i promised dd will go to danga bay last sat after we wnt for pasar malam but then after dinner i sudden feel unwell odi so we need to cancel for the danga bay plan.DD really accompany me for tis few days although he was bz and tired need to travel in and out from spore i know DD was very tiring..thanks DD muaksssss....today is our 3 month anniversary which we know each other..don know how to say maybe it really a fate that can let us meet and know each other after that become a couple..look like a magic right?DD will be bz for tis coming few days so cant accompany me i need to find out the activities for myself...GG will miss DD for few days~sob sob~~~DD muz work hard for tis few days then the continuous week will be bz for entertain me..another thing i nearly forgot to mention here i am so sad n heart pain when i listened to DD's children time story..really don have a good memory as me..pity DD~~no wonder DD always dreaming when sleeping some more all r bad dream..hope DD really can put down all the passed story and start the new happy life~~

Chapter 37~~WiLL It Be LasT LonGeR

Will it be last longer?tis the question always come out from my mind and also killed a lot of bacteria inside my brain..i don know why i got such feeling and question maybe i am thinking too much~~it is DD's word no more can believe?the word believe always got the lie in the middle of it..i scare when i reached the limit of my tolerance i will give up for tis relationship..it not tat easy wanna to build up a strong and tight one..yesterday nite i was insomnia very early around 9 plus i odi laid on the bed but until 11 plus i still haven sleep..when DD call me on 10 plus actually i still haven sleep..he asked me whether wanna come n meet me or not..i asked him no need to come coz the day was kinda late later he need to go bek jb again..that was only the thing i can do on tat time wont forced u to come over..maybe it juz started no longer time..we are only together 2 months plus until today..i think still not tat stable like other couple..the 1st thing now i really don have the confident to believe DD coz u always make me dissapointed and always spoil my dream~~always breach of promise..i always keep on remind u if u had 100% confirm only u can promise to me but u don have 100% confirm u don do promise...coz i really hate ppl always breach the promise it will make me lost the confident to believe anymore..it was very serious thing for a couple..if don have the believe between each other u think the couple still can continue for the couple life?sure will always keep on guessing and suspecting each other..i don like to guess and suspect if the problem really come i will choose to let it go tat mean i will give up 1st coz i don think i will studborn on it~~it was not good for both of us~~i still doing some observation coz of i lack of believe~~i changed a lot on my own character don know why suddenly had the 100% changing i don like myself become like tat~~how can i bek to the previous cool cool girl?i was receiving DD's call when i was inside the bathroom..i missed his call for a few times when the fourth time only i pick up the call..i think he was a bit impatient tat time the tone of speaking also set to a bit higher...he said how come i can speak so loudly to him it is i was angry for something?actually it was nothing be happened juz i too suspicious tis and that..tat y make me nearly crazy..he said don wanna come n meet me odi if not later need to c my black face better than he juz stay at his office then he cut off the line..1st time DD talked so loud to me feel so sad..after a min he called me bek and said sorry to me coz juz now his speaking tone was too high...my tear drop again~~sigh..how come i always like to cry?am i too weak and no use..juz a few minor thing can easily make me cry but all the unhappy thing gone when i meet DD.....