Chapter 70~~HaPpY B'DaY DD & 9tH MoNth AnNiVeRsaRy

Today will be a happy n memory day for me n DD although we did not really celebrate it~~i did not prepared any present for DD coz don know wut i should i bought cant get the one special..my fren came from kluang to jb coz wanna celebrate together..actually we wanna to sing k but since the day was kinda late n we did not book and prepared it so we juz count down the time and say happy bday to DD on 12am 28.03.2010 don know how was his feeling...i feel like v bad coz didnt prepare anything for him and the birthday juz pass like tat...so the next day i suggested wanna to go bukit indah jusco bought a cake for him...i went baskin robin coz nv try b4 the cake but heard that it's kinda expensive and nice so i wanna to try it~~step in to the cake counter..a lot of cakes there don know which should i buy~~yeah suit for my title a lot of love shape design cake but with a few flavour..at the beginning wanna choose tat one with choco coated but then the ice cream is the strawberry flavour so i asked other ppl whether wan the strawberry or choco flavour~~so final decision i bought tat 1 with white cream and full of love shape sugar deco~~inside is the choco ice cream flavour super yummy~~although DD don like eat cake but then he still said the cake was nice luckily he likes it~~too bad he need to rush bek to work so i cant celebrate and accompany him for whole day on his big day..feel dissapointed but i know he has the same feeling as me coz he oso got no choice..who wan to work on bday's day some more is fall on sun~~the day before his bday he oso work until late we reached jb odi nearly dinner time around 6pm~~so my sis cooked for us and we juz went to pasar malam and carrefour..don know whether got bring any happiness to DD and don know wut wish he makes~~but the most important thing i wanna wish all his dream may come true and stay healthy always so tat i no need so worry about his health~~happy bday my lovely DD & GG love u forever~~hope that really our love can last longer & forever...happy always.............

Chapter 69~~SaDnEsSsss

How can i stop the problem and don be so childish keep on mad on DD~~i juz know tat he always got problem juz bear himself and don wanna to talk with me until i saw something was not right then keep on asking he juz will tell me~~DD i am ur GG le.. how come sometimes if u sick or wut u didnt wan to inform or told me early..like wut u say now is 2 persons problem not 1..so if got wut problems we muz face together~~if u keep on put it in ur own heart wut point for u to have a GG or u juz think GG only to pass ur free time?i really don understand..if u keep on like tat will make me more worry on u~~when u r bz for ur work u do call me chatting and ask me whether am i missing u or not?i always told u tat no...i was lying to u actually coz if i tell u the truth oso no use will make myself suffer more and cry~~tis few days i am really missing u no matter when i was working, jogging or watch movie...sometimes i juz think if u r not tat bz can always accompany me but this is a selfish thinking~~i was mad on myself tis few days tat y u tot i am angry on u~~really feel guilty coz i don know u're sick tis few days until yesterday u told me i juz knew..then i still wan to angry u some more..but cant blame anyone coz i really hope u can give some attention on me when u didnt bside me~~sometimes juz 1 call can make me feel so happy and warm coz i will think tat u're so care on me although u r bz on working..keep on remind me muz remember go for dinner...DD was sad yesterday i can easily c from his face...the main cause i think is me look like don wanna to love GG anymore..u say when u saw the young couple so lovely u will envy i oso hope we can bcome a lovely couple let other person envy...don know it is possible we can do tat?

Chapter 68~~HoW tO MaiNTaiN a ReLatiOnShiP

I believe tat all guys will think that work and money are more important than everything..sometimes i do agree on this coz without money we cant do anything~~but do u guy know tat if u juz focus and spend all ur time on working and ignore ur family or partner, u know wut their feeling?i bet u all didnt know n understand on it..i am one of the example...last week DD was very bz for his work...i know tat working is important for him in the moment so i didnt wanna to blame him~~so i can find my own activities when he was bz and no time to accompany me..few days continually everyday he oso contact with me and do take care of me..when sat i really feel sad coz he still need to bz for a few days no choice i cant to ask him stop work n accompany me..tat's not the best way~~when evening time i went out for jogging didnt know DD n my sis will contact me for a few times they tot i am angry n don wan to pick up the phone...when i bek home juz saw the phone got so many miss call so i call bek to my sis~~she asked me whether wan to go jb for my eldest sis's belated b'day celebration so i asked her to wait for me since i haven took bath yet...DD was calling me in the same time he told i am angry and wanna fetch me to jb..i was blur how come he wanna to fetch me there coz i know he need to work late of nite~~after i told him i am not angry and will follow my sis them go jb no need he fetch me go~~it's troublesome...he still contact me when i am in the jb custom~~but i was totally wanna to give up coz sun i didnt received any calls from him...i don wanna ask for the reason..i can guess wut answer i will get sure is coz i am very bz...really bz until make a call oso got no time but still got time to play farm ville~~i tot he will call me late nite~~but dissapointed i think if i die on tat time or something suddenly happen he oso wouldn't know~~when working wut oso can forget but if when u r free only tat u will look for me...u tot i am spare tyre or toy tat when u free u juz play but when u r bz u juz leave it...sorry i am human and got feeling 1~~

Chapter 67~~LaTe PReSenT fRoM DD

Yesterday i juz received a very late present from DD which we agreed and promised to do exchage when valentine's day~~almost half month odi i juz received it...1st time DD choose the present for me by himself although my b'day present i oso choose myself no surprise at all..tat y this time i asked him to think himself coz i wanna a surprise~~c whether he knows wut's my taste and wut i need now...a very meaningful and useful present i received from DD~~Watch..long time i didnt wear watch odi since my last watch casio spoil until now coz i planned wanna to get myself a new seiko watch but it's not tat cheap i need to save more now only i can get it~~500++ such a big amount..argh~~never mind one day i should get it..like the watch with white in colour but then i still prefer those aluminium or stainless steel type...tis type of watch i seldom wear coz sometimes it does not suit my wearing~~but the most important it was given by DD so i will like it..it can be our meaningful present and record down the time when we were together..DD bought the watch on sat when he went out from the shop he juz realized tat the watch has a scratch on it so he went bek but the person cant removed off the scratch so it's only available on mon asked DD to collect bek on mon...tat's wut DD told me ~he said wanna buy the seiko watch coz he knows i am looking for it but it's really expensive doesnt matter at least the baby G he said suit me coz i look like a big baby, baby and baby G match~took lunch with DD yesterday he nearly forget the date with me luckily i called him around 11.45am if not i don think still can rush for my lunch time~~he suggested to eat noodle at bukit timah there but when we reached there a long queue there and cant even find a seat so i suggested to have subway since we were running out the time~~i am rushing bek to work..a very happy time and day with DD although it was short~~thanks DD for the present with lotsa love~~

Chapter 66~~WeEkeNd WitH NoOdLes

Wut's a funny title..i cant find any interesting or special title so i juz simply write 1~~y i give tis title coz suddenly remind me something tis weekend every meal we took only noodles tat's a funny rite?coz DD knows i didnt took rice so every time he will go somewhere tat with noodle~~very nice rite?tat y i always love him~~he was very bz for his work on sat although tat day i was off so no choice i have to plan for my own activities~~early morning i went jogging and swimming to pass the morning time~~after tat whole noon i juz stay in my room to watch movie~~i was kinda lazy wan to do some cleaning works~~my room was messy full of rubbish don know how can i clear it so i juz leave it~~ when he finished his work odi neary 7.30pm i was very hungry tat time coz i took bfast on 8 plus and noon time i juz eat some biscuits and apple..i suggested wanna to have steamboat tat wut i was craving~~sure he will follow wut i said~~when reached there we cant get any parking lot although we make a few rounds there DD said or can we changed to eat tat noodle house coz his mouth was painful and he not feel v hungry tat time~~since there was no parking lot then we juz changed~~after eating i suggested to go sheng song somewhere around here coz i wanna to do some groceries~~my superb n love DD really sayang him more...the next day we went to it fair with DD's cousin coz they got no transport so later we need to send them bek~~dinner we took the same thing as yesterday coz we still cant find the carpark lot for the steamboat~~i really no fate with the steamboat~~~still craving, craving for it...i was waiting for his surprise present too excited today is last day of the day he promised to give me~~

Chapter 65~~ThiNgs To ReMeMbeR

DD likes:

1. Toy
2. Food - sushi, cheese hotdog, ham, rice, half boiled egg, love shape soft sweet, ice lemon tea, beer, fish burger (mcd), super ring, taiwan mee suan, dumpling, lao cheng ji (carrot cake)ied chicken chop, ice blended strawberry flavour, prawn (from sea not tat kind of feeding), green tea, cup noodle (mee goreng flavour), chicken rice, home cooking
3. Hobbies - surfing net, smoking, movie, fishing, clubbing (previously), bowling
4. people - GG, grandmum, younger bro, mum, cousin (wei Qing) (so far i know)
5. IT stuffs
6. Car stuffs

DD dislikes:

1. Food - bread (only those plain bread with kaya), pan mee, chocolate, ice cream, spicy and sour foods, tea & coffee (only those ice blended coffee he drinks), biscuit
2. Sports
3. People - dad, elder bro
4. GG angry
5. Shopping
6. Sleeping coz will make him getting nightmare

DD's wish list:

1. Got own family
2. camera
3. speaker
4. toy
5. travel
6. business stable
7. have a good relationship with his family
8. new car
9. House

Chapter 64~~ALiCe iN WonDeRLanD

Yesterday i skip for my swimming coz DD was coming to pick me up at kranji mrt after work..he said wanna to catch a movie so no exercise for the day~~my diet plan no more odi coz i don think DD will juz let me skip for dinner sure he will asking for dinner...reached jurong point we headed to cinema directly coz wanna to buy a nice seat~~only 2110 have tat movie so we juz bought tat time~~the time still early yet so we walked around and DD suggested wanna to eat japanese food so i said better we tried the ichiban coz DD likes the sushi very much but he said wanna eat tat japanese buffet i told him u only like the sushi if u eat tat buffet inside juz a few choices of sushi no worth for it~~wut's a japanese restaurant in spore always need to queue so long..in front us still got a few ppls don know wut time we need to queue..some more DD said tml i need to eat sushi wth my fren so better change to other thing...so he suggested to go the foodcourt in new wing...when reached the 3rd floor i saw the dian xiao er i asked him whether wan to try it or not then he said the next shop seem like quite nice the zhou restaurant~~u can choose whether buffet or ala carte~~the waiter asked us to walk inside have a look..it's a chinese restaurant quite a lot of foods from steamboat to grill and some more chili crab~~but i don think it's nicer and not worth for the price~~DD said suddenly he got a lot of foods in his mind later when go in cineme he wan to buy 'lao cheng ji'..bek to foodcourt then juz remember last time we said wanna tried it next visit~~pepper lunch...DD ordered a salmon fish combo with the mashed potato as side dish..my 1 black pepper chicken with caramel icecream~~don know how many kg i will gain later~~big bowl of rice i told DD to help me to finish it~~i juz take a little portion of the rice~~the rest i give to DD~~he will always help me to finish it~~after dinner he said very full impossible for him to buy other thing when movie time~~meet up my sis but they said wanna go bek so we juz walked by ourself~~gaming zone...look ppl play the game...cinema time we bought a cup of ice lemon tea, calbee potato and cheese hotdog~~i finished almost whole package of calbee~~actually is DD wanna to buy it but it's too hot he don wanna to eat~~put more weight again some more no exercise the whole day~~sleep at almost 12am ...tiring but happy..

Chapter 63~~SeQueLaE & PaRaNoiD

After that incident i feel that myself really change a lot?like to think a lot and always paranoid tis n tat~~wut DD said i am not fully believe i need to double confirm keep on asking non stop~~continually will make the thing worst...yeah i know but wut can i do..i odi try my best..i scare one day he will betray me~~i hate betray..i hope i can bek to the previously everything juz believe without paranoid~~God Bless me....i miss the previously time do hope the time can stop and stay at the happy time~~but i know it's impossible...everything look like change i need use to it or juz ignore it?i think DD oso will feel tat n think i will leave him one day soon..sorry about tat i refuse to wut u had requested from me but it's not the time to do so~~not tat i not love u, it's just for our own good n i need to protect myself from getting hurt again i don think if one day i found the same incident happened i still can so easy to forgive or forgot...u odi give me a deep deep scar and sequelae in my heart.....

Chapter 62~~BRo's CoNvOCaTiOn

Last sat is my bro's convo so after work DD was coming to my office to pick me up and we wanna went kl after tis..so pick up my sis them..actually DD wanna rushing to pass smt to ppl but since the time was kinda late odi he cant rush it on time so juz give up...still my superB dd scare me waiting so long n angry him :)...pity him bz for work in the coming month and week~~GG sayang u more...it was a bit fast for us to reach kl only took around 2 hrs plus~~when reached there odi 7 plus so i direct go to pick up my cousin n having our dinner 1st b4 headed to buy some flower for my bro n met up my parent...such a long time i nv come to 'qu chong kai' odi after i have been graduated from the coll...it still the same like b4...i intro DD to have the 'rong yan' drink there coz last time it was very famous and always a long queue there...my bro was calling us asked where we r now coz they odi reached my uncle house..after tat we went to uncle house to meet them up..my father scare we will miss the crab so purposely brought it from stw to my uncle house...our stomach bloated still need to fill in tis few crab so we went down to the hawker stall there n asked them cook for it~~super yummy crab~~v tired on tat day so we went bek to my cousin house overnite~~the next day morning no1 can wake up..guess wut? we were late for my bro's convo when we reached there he odi came out from the hall~~all of us so hungry coz still haven took our bfast~~luckily the convo provide some light food for all the guests..after finished take the photo we headed to 1 utama shopping~~~iwas too excited when i saw the sub zero shop doing their big sale 50%..b4 cny i wanna to buy tat clothing now got 50% discount odi..luckily i did not buy last time...on the spot i bought it n DD paid for it....thanks DD n muacksssss.....a happy n tiring holiday i had~~hope i have more to come pls~~

Chapter 61~~ThanKsss GoD

Yesterday i keep on remind DD muz remember to take for his medical report..when went bek time i juz call him wanna ask how was the report he told me later after meet me juz told me wut's happen..not tat i don wan to call him coz i always call him he oso got no time to chat with me maybe it's not the right time i call himso i rather sms him than calling him...at least urgent or important thing i juz call him...like wut the previous doc said it's toomuch stress make him always feel headache..it's got no medicine that can cure..doc advise him to do more exercise but i don think he got so much time and don givehimself too much stress...i promise i will try my best to help him coz when i saw his headache it's really killing me look like serious and make me scare too..i don know wut i scare oso~~like few days ago we had quarrel then i really wan some time to make me cool down buthe don let me to do so...then he really wan go to die when i listen it oso scare n worry he really will do so..i don know y maybe i really cannot lose him in the moment..it is iam too love him or i juz 'tong qing' him?but sometimes working i still will miss him when i not see him in msn~~thanks god that DD still beside me and stay healthy...

Chapter 60~~8th MonTh AnNiveRsaRy cUm ChiNesE VaLenTine's DaY

Last sun is our big day like wut DD said..our 8th month anniversary cumchinese valentine's day coz we didnt celebrate for the valentine's day on 14.02.2010 so we planned to celebrate on tat day...DD suggested to exchange present on tat day so i need to think n prepare him a gift...erm wut should i buy? actually i did asking for other's opinion but all give me the idea look like very normal..so i think n think..oh ya last time when we went shopping..i always shop for fashion but my DD will go the toy shop..got 1 time i follow him go to tat toy shop..he told me a lot of car model he wanna to buy but now he need to save money 1st cant simply buy..i know he likes it very much so i decided to buy it next time...i asked him to show mewhich car model he wants so i juz keep in mind....too rush n little time for me to prepare a gift coz everyday i need go exercise after reached home quite late odi but i got no choice muz spend some time to do shopping~~i got 5 car model for him ...actually i know still got a lot but i cant afford to buy him all tat time~~really hope that i can grab them all bek but too bad:(...he need to work overnite on sat so i stay in my jb sis's house~~he came n find me when he finished his work around sun morning time~~so pity him got no time for him to sleep coz he reached tat time almost the breakfastime so went out for breakfast~~after bek home he oso cant sleep coz the weather was super hot although we on the aircon and no proper bed for him to sleep..i don think he is comfortable with the sofa..got no choice he was sweating a lot when sleeping~~actually we didnt special celebrate it only having dinner with my sis~~carl burger really yummy n v huge portion cant even can finish whole combo~~he still owe me a present coz he said he got no time to buy me a present but he promised will buy me within tis week but i don think he got any free time~~juz let it c when i juz can receive a surprise from him~~