Chapter 122~~MiSeRabLe

Last few days i tot i received a good news from DD but juz now suddenly received a bad news instead of good news...good news bcome bad news..i oso don know how to digest it well really feel so sad and moody now...all my mood gone when i heard of the bad news and my heart was pain too...the things come too sudden still cant find any way to solve it...look like the thing was well planned by someone..it's a trap..revenge is scary tat why better don't simply offended someone..life will become more and more tough now...feel like to cry..for me i don have any power and capacity to help coz i odi finish all my capacity..what can i do?For DD, i know he might have more stress than me..really no one can help him now..i oso worry of him...i tot after he decided to sell all his mobile crane everything will be fine and settle but he haven confirm to the client yet..when he decided to ask for more, the client odi bought the crane from others..such a coincidence or got someone purposely wanna to do that...god bless DD please hope he can find the way to settle all the problems.

Chapter 121~~WoRLd End oR LoVe EnD

Nowadays the hot and popular news is that earthquake at Japan..everyday when u open the newspaper u will see the situation at Japan after earthquake...human being are small when comes to the natural disasters, we can't do anything although to protest ourself..life are short so please treasure people are around you...yesterday DD and I were arguing again...he had less free time to accompany me due to his work..i was not in mood when he leave me alone...he wanna to go for a wedding dinner tonite so i asked him not to go and leave me alone coz i know tonite he no need to work...we have less time can be together although we were in the same country..sometimes i will think how come we look more like long distance relationship compare to others...we were live in the same country but then 1 week i only can meet him 4 times....weekday only few hours or dinner time..only left sunday he was free whole day but sometimes i suggested to go any places on sunday he will refused me to do so coz he said he was tiring due to everyday works...only sunday he can has fully rest and sleep in home....i have different thinking with him...everyday he need to work only sunday that i can asked him accompany me go around...we were quarrel the whole nite...he was give up and try to console me not to leave him alone...sometimes i feel not willing to do so but then i have no choice.. i really cant take it...due to the problem and we have a long discussion through phone and he supposed to continue his worker's work so he was delayed it and his worker keep on calling him but then he was not in mood and talk loudly to his worker...his worker cant take it and wanna resign said juz work until end of tis month...suddenly too many problems come to us...he odi less 1 worker odi now 1 of worker wan to resign again so how he gonna to look for new 2 in such a short period?i tried to ask him to employ few new workers before but he refused to do so...juz wait and ask somebody help to recommend...i tot the chance was less compare to the advertisement in the newpapers..i suggested to publish the advertisement in the newspaper as earlier time but he keeps on delay..now the problem coming how he gonna to settle it...while i was talking with him through phone...the island safety officer keep calling him...he told me he donwanna to go bek to work...he wanna go to the beach now...i don know how to settle the problems seem like it's now not only both of our problem but oso related to his works...if coz of our problem make his work affected i will feel unwell oso....i only can hope everything come to the end and peace...our agreement in the end is that from now onward he will listen and follow everything that i wish and i want...i still think that he got a lot of secrets that i don know...if not yesterday tat i keep on arguing i oso don know 1 of his secret....how can i juz live without knowing everything that i supposed to know....

Chapter 120~~HoW To LiVe In PeAcE

When can only we can live in peace without any argueing and quarrel~ing...almost every week we sure have once quarrel time..it is every couple oso same as us..are this normal in a relationship?i tot we are really from 2 different worlds since everytime we have the different thinking and opinion.i know it sometimes can be settle by torelance but then everyone have their own limit of tolerance...live under torelance i bet the relationship will not be last longer..everytime i got thinking and decision to give up but DD is the one tat everytime don wanna to let go..don know it's a good choice for both or us or wrong choice....what i need i think DD was really don understand on me..juz give an example; from dating until now he only bought me once time food..like everytime i was hungry and ask him to buy for me, the answer he will give me is i don know wut u wan, later i buy something that u don like to eat then will be wasted..but everytime if he feel hungry and ask me to buy him some foods i sure know wut he wants..sometimes i really fed up with it...what my opinion is 2 ppls if wanna go together, they must be get to know each one interests and needs...tat y i always think he's still cannot be the one i should live together forever coz a lot of problem will arising later..

Chapter 119~~FaMiLy

For wut r always in my mind is tat family occupy the 1st important place in my life..i don know it is everyone will think so...although i had a partner next time i still think own family is the 1st...for me i can 100% believe to my family coz i believe tat they will not betray me and always beside me for whatever thing happen...yesterday suddenly let me know a big bad news and give me a big shocked...when i saw the msg my heart was so pain and my tear come out uncontrolled...how come the thing will bcome like tat..i tot always is my DD not good always quarrel with her family tat y until now i still cant have chance to meet them up but the fact is not...1 msian do the mistake not mean tat whole malaysian is the same...everyday u read the newspaper sure have the criminal cases everywhere tat mean which country got criminal tat mean tat country ppl all r the same types...everything cant juz judge it by the look...cant juz 1 of them do the mistake then can blame the who country ppls..r tis fair to others?i really feel tat DD's family too aggressive and stubborn..if everyone parent oso got such thinking and all their son no need to marry odi..i odi so sincere wanna to invite them for dinner so many times..no wonder everytime my DD will say they bz or quarrel with them..now i know the reasons why they don wanna to come out with me...since they ruthless then i oso no need to respect them any more...i hate tis kind of thing coz the mistake not on mine but odi got ppl sentenced me to death penalty..i am the one who r innocent...i never know and didnt expect tis kind of thing will happen on me coz i still haven meet them before...they don have chance to judge by the look but direct judge by country...i wan to let them know what is really bad...i know DD will be pity at the moment but i have no choice and no way to skip it...i don wan become tat 1 who need to be ignorying i am not so easy to be failure....i am not happy the whole nite no matter how DD try to console and make me happy...i know he is annocent too...he oso suddenly tell me a big news..he said he odi bought a house in bukit indah but still waiting for the bank loan....1 nite received 2 big news i really cant digest it...