Chapter 121~~WoRLd End oR LoVe EnD

Nowadays the hot and popular news is that earthquake at Japan..everyday when u open the newspaper u will see the situation at Japan after earthquake...human being are small when comes to the natural disasters, we can't do anything although to protest ourself..life are short so please treasure people are around you...yesterday DD and I were arguing again...he had less free time to accompany me due to his work..i was not in mood when he leave me alone...he wanna to go for a wedding dinner tonite so i asked him not to go and leave me alone coz i know tonite he no need to work...we have less time can be together although we were in the same country..sometimes i will think how come we look more like long distance relationship compare to others...we were live in the same country but then 1 week i only can meet him 4 times....weekday only few hours or dinner time..only left sunday he was free whole day but sometimes i suggested to go any places on sunday he will refused me to do so coz he said he was tiring due to everyday works...only sunday he can has fully rest and sleep in home....i have different thinking with him...everyday he need to work only sunday that i can asked him accompany me go around...we were quarrel the whole nite...he was give up and try to console me not to leave him alone...sometimes i feel not willing to do so but then i have no choice.. i really cant take it...due to the problem and we have a long discussion through phone and he supposed to continue his worker's work so he was delayed it and his worker keep on calling him but then he was not in mood and talk loudly to his worker...his worker cant take it and wanna resign said juz work until end of tis month...suddenly too many problems come to us...he odi less 1 worker odi now 1 of worker wan to resign again so how he gonna to look for new 2 in such a short period?i tried to ask him to employ few new workers before but he refused to do so...juz wait and ask somebody help to recommend...i tot the chance was less compare to the advertisement in the newpapers..i suggested to publish the advertisement in the newspaper as earlier time but he keeps on delay..now the problem coming how he gonna to settle it...while i was talking with him through phone...the island safety officer keep calling him...he told me he donwanna to go bek to work...he wanna go to the beach now...i don know how to settle the problems seem like it's now not only both of our problem but oso related to his works...if coz of our problem make his work affected i will feel unwell oso....i only can hope everything come to the end and peace...our agreement in the end is that from now onward he will listen and follow everything that i wish and i want...i still think that he got a lot of secrets that i don know...if not yesterday tat i keep on arguing i oso don know 1 of his secret....how can i juz live without knowing everything that i supposed to know....