Chapter 124~~AGrEEmeNT

Today i juz make a agreement and wait both of us signand take into effect...this is what the decision that both of us agree yesterday...i slept almost 1am coz of the argument and DD don want to end the call..i wanna to let it go and relationship should be stop at yesterday but he keeps on request me not to leave him alone...actually i oso not willing to do so but i have no choice if keep continue like tat i will be the victims..y i need to go into it?before tat i will think without money we maybe can work hard to earn more on it...it will not be the problem amongst us but who know i do so much thing and wasting all my time for what you will return to me..i got nothing...sometimes together i really scare wait one day u will tell me again u need how much how much for emergency..i really don have so much money can help u anymore...nowadays i always save all the money for foods like i don simply go out shopping coz if go out sure at least need to spend money on transport and foods even though i buy nothing..u feel that DD don even appreciate for what i had done for him tat y everytime when quarrel i feel very dissapointed and sad...don know how can i mantain the relationship until the end...

Chapter 123~~APRiL FoOL MoNtH

Angry..angry...i feel angry for this moment...who can make me so angry in this world..the answer is only DD...coz the business problem then i need to help him to pick up call from customer if they want do their car inspection coz DD don wan let other ppl know tat the one who lower down the price is him...so he bought a new phone line juz for the business purpose..my old phone battery and the charge got problem..so i insist him to give me his nokia e52 which i bought for him last time...the phone drop down to the floor and the screen was broken so DD send it to repair..i asked him muz give me after finish repairing but he odi delayed for so long...if you always so easy forget this and that for wut u bring ur hp to ur lorry..after took and direct put inside the car...i keep on remind n remind...i really don have such good patience to keep on reminding and waiting is juz for the phone...do u know how much tat i odi paid for it..from the day that the problem come..i keep on use my own money to help u to settle all the problem...i know th amount is not enough to cover all but tat's all my whole saving from the day i start to work..all my hard earn money gone...it's not feeling well and not easy to do that...tat's mean from now i muz save all the time no matter foods, shopping, travelling and others...now u only limit 4 sets of movie and 1 big meal per month...for what i need to live under stress and such condition...i think i can live better than that without u..now only i know how hard to continue living if i don have money to spend..it is tough n hard time that i never passed before...for wut i need to follow?i do all this thing for wut...u think i like to be kepo and reminding u smt or for what i need to work so hard...i still have my own job and i need to pick up phone, send email and photocopy the advertisement paper, leaflets...i can juz ignored all this job and sit at home watch movie...if not tat old phone cant use, u think i still wan to get tat phone...coz i know everytime ask u to bring 1 thing is like a very hard job for u...i already give u so many chances i think it is enough...we stop until here...no quarrel no fighting we will live peace foverer...