Chapter 86~~LoVe Me OtHeR WaY

Yesterday DD was calling me when i was working for 2 times i asked him to accompany me to go swimming but he told me today he will be bz if he can finish early will come over...i think sure he will be late so i told him i will go swimming myself..when i finished swimming i call him wanna to ask where r him tat time..i called for a few times but he didnt pick up my phone i tot he sure fall asleep..after a few calls he pick up the phone he told me he is on meeting now wanna to discuss smt with his family~~so i went home watch my movie around 9 plus he called me n asked me went down to the ground floor he odi reached my downstair...he drove his mum car coz hs own car going to be repair and change a new look..he wanna brought me for dinner but we don know where should we go..call my sis up wanna go to meet them i oso wanna to take smt from my sis..DD brought us to mcd coz the day was kinda late i don think still got other place can find any nice foods odi~~i ordered the mcwing and mc flurry for myself, fillet o fish burger for DD and nugget for my sis..yum yum~~sob sob sure gained more weight odi la scare scare...DD was telling me juz now wut happened to his family n he said now all of his family combined together n he had the higher percentage in the company..actually b4 we were together he wanna to buyout all of his family company don even wanna to give other percentage to them but coz of me he changed his mind~he knows if he really did so on his family sure i will feel sad some more if next time really i can marry him but oso make me difficult wanna to face them~~i tot he didnt think it for me but after yesterday i juz knew tat he always will think of my feeling too..really feel happy when he told me tat...tat's the happy ending i wan but i hope tat it will be foverery in my whole life...if he always will treat me like tat, i think nth can make me sad, cry and unhappy odi some more i will love him to the max wont lose to other couple...

Chapter 85~~10Th MonTh AnniVeRsaRY

Today is our love love 10th month anniversary odi~~happy 10th month to DD...it's really fast think bek for our pass memory got sad and happy~~hope our relationship can be last forever and sweet couple that can make other ppl envy..yesterday DD was going to swim with me as he was promising to me the day before yesterday but he was late in time nearly 7pm only reached my place..not tat angry actually v fast i can forgive him only a bit not happy~~went to tat sport hall near pioneer there we were unlucky they closed on tues we didnt noticed tat so turn bek to chinese garden there~~it was late in time but DD insist wanna to eat smt b4 went to swim coz he told me from morning until now he haven took any meal so i accompanied him..actually he asked me to go swimming 1st later he will come to meet me but i wanna to wait for him~~start our swimming on 8pm~~everytime i need to swim for 10 laps so need to take about 1hr time cant play water with DD coz time limited they will closed on 9.30pm but 9pm they will chasing odi~~luckily i finished 10 laps only they start to chase ppl~~went for bathing and DD brought me for dinner..i was suggesting boon lay centre coz don know wut can eat it's kinda late odi..suddenly DD remember smt n brought me to a new place tat i nv been b4~~kranji chalet quite inside like another new village don have any other building beside it~~when reached there they odi closed down too bad so we went to nearer place from there~~ordered some light food since the day was late odi~~fried mihun n claypot taufu~~DD accompany me for whole day happy...i love i love my DD....

Chapter 84~~TRaNsfoRmeR

After yesterday incident really make me realised n think a lot~~should i use more time to think bek our relationship?recently i almost angry and cry every week wut make me like tat..Last time DD wont like tat even he is bz but still will come to meet me up now only wait i am angry only he will come over if i don angry then u will juz let it be...last time when wanna to go a place or somewhere else although u never promised said will go but at the end u sure will appear if i was there even my sis also always said DD always say depend or c 1st but sure will appear in the end tat y last time i always feel happy~~now although u odi promised me oso can keep on changing some more if u say depend or c 1st tat mean totally got no hope odi.. wut make u change so much it is a relationship if too long will make it like tat?it's really look like the transformer movie keep on changing from 1 character to another 1~~look like our distance bcome far n far did u realised tat..u always put the love word in ur mouth but do u know it is juz a word everybody oso can said~~love is not as easy juz said..if it is easy like eat then nobody will get hurt in this world odi..i am crying sometimes u tot i am angry u the main reason is coz i am too dissapointed n upset with u ...when think about it my tear will easy come out not i purposely wanna to use crying to make u listen to me..another thing we were together nearly 10 months but i nv meet ur family b4 even when i said wanna follow u to go meeting but u will give me a lot of excuses or delay or change the date..wut purpose for u to do tat~~it is u think i will spoil ur plan if i appear in front of them or maybe u scare i know something tat hide from me which i don know..i really don understand which couple will have the same problem as us...sometimes i do think tat maybe i juz ur secret gf which cannot appear in front of ur frens or family..wut fault for me to continue like tat it is suffer u know?DD u look like got 2 differents character tat y sometimes i don know which 1 is real u ...i really don know u clearly n deeply........

Chapter 83~~PitY Dd

Last saturday DD told me he will be late coz he need to work full day until 5pm ...so as usual i wake up early n went jogging in the early of morning..i am a bit not happy with DD when he called me around 9 plus...don wanna to talk more with him...i juz had my whole day movie at home~~i waited around 6pm still haven received his call..he was late but didnt call me from the time i really start to angry odi although i know he was bz for his work but i am angry not coz of his work i odi tell him many times if he always cant make the things on time at least muz call me n let me know early..so i went out shopping for a while~~when i was walking to the mrt station he was calling me asked me help him to buy thing if i am outside but i told him u go buy urself i am bz now direct cut off the line~~after tat i got no mood to continue shopping i think only walk for 15mins nth can buy so i went bek home continue for my movie...around 8 plus he didnt call me at all so i called him when only he can finish his work n asked him to reach my home b4 8.30pm if he cant make it ask him don come tis few days oso~~i was ' ye man' if i am in the angry mood whatever i said u muz be follow..i know he cant reached on time coz impossible for him to do tat he was in the tanah merah it is quite far from my place...i know he tried his best odi~~when he reached i told him i wanna to eat kfc in jb after tat i wanna go bek spore don wanna to overnite in my sis's house..i purposely wan to make trouble for him but when on the way to jb i told him i wanna to overnite my sis house when i heard he said he need to work on sun~~like he said his shirt was dirty coz of working he haven change his clothing asked me whether can stop in a place for him to change his clothing or go my sis's house take a bath b4 headed to kfc but i insist donwan to let him do tat~~~he said if like tat he don wan to go down but i force him to go down with him..he got no choice have to follow wut i said~~feel better after eating not so angry on him...he told me he was falling down when working, really feel guilty n pity on him~the next day morning after bfast i asked him to fetch me to supermarket coz i need to do some gloceries some more i wanna fried the cheese hotdog for him as wut i had promised to him last week...actually he need to go bek spore around 12 or 1pm but when we finished cooked for lunch odi nearly 1pm and some more he fall asleep again so juz let him rest for a while and ask him to wake up for lunch~~he told me if he can finish work early juz come n meet me but i told him no matter how late he muz come n meet me~~when 9pm i still haven received his call so i call him but cant get through i tot his hp battery flat again coz he always forgot to charge~~after a while he called me bek he told me he juz out from hospital scare me wut happen again~~he told me he felt down again when working coz of his safety boot..he say nth serious is juz coz his working place too strict anything have rules so only a minor accident oso need to c the doc n report..tat y he was there~~i said he wanna go dinner now n tml only come n meet me..i asked him to rest more and early~~really pity my DD..cant take good care of him coz i am not around him tat time...

Chapter 82~~iNfLuEncE

i am quite in the mood in this morning coz another weekend will be coming~~i hope i can have more weekend..really lazy to be working..finally it's fri again yeah tml i am off no need to come to office~~i odi plan a lot of activities that i wan to do on weekend..1st thing i miss the msia kfc tml i muz ask DD to bring me there my favourite cheezy wedges..oh ya talk bek about yesterday nite i didnt received any call from him and i oso didnt wan to call him~~sleep early coz i am too tired recently don have enough time for me to sleep~~until afternoon he juz called me up n told me tat he had a good news wanna to tell me~~his citibank credit card approved odi n my 1 oso the same~~actually he did sub card to me but i oso apply for myself but when i wan ask about tml wut time only he can finish his work..he juz told me tat tml he got some work to do so at least need to work until 5pm when i heard it my good mood gone le suddenly fill with dark cloud and no mood to work oso..everytime oso like tat..i really hate it and hate he need to work on weekend tat's my free time n only the day he can accompany me more..my fren told me i change a lot after dating..now always stay at home last time i am very active went out a lot always bz here n there ..seldom will heard tat i was staying at home~~juz remind me smt i really change coz of him~~i wan the previously cool cool bek again and expand my friendship circle line make more new frens~~

Chapter 81~~BowLinG DaY

Last nite DD told me he need to work nite shift tis few days until fri then only sat he will be free..so as normal i went for jogging after work..suffering la not much energy to jog but i force myself to finish 4 rounds~~when bek home i didnt realised tat DD got leave me a msg coz i didnt go n check for my phone~~when i finish everything tot i was free odi suddenly i receive msg in msn from DD..he told me his work was cancelling asked me whether wanna watch movie or not...since look like all the new movies we odi watch but i still check for the movie time table...only left 1 movie we haven watch kick ass on 9.15pm~~he told me will be reached my home around 8.45pm so i went out to buy some apple b4 he came..he called me up around 8.30pm and told me maybe he will be late but still can reach b4 the movie start to show...9 plus only he reached but i told him a bit rushing if wanna to watch movie maybe when we reached there the movie odi start to show so we canceled the plan..DD suggested to go to play bowling near taman jurong there since we don have other place can go...accompanied DD play bowling if not i will be boring n sleepy waiting there~~cant win DD coz i am too loussy skill in playing bowling not my favourite..need to practice more wah super tired after 2 games i got no energy to continue actually DD wanna to have1 more game but i insist don wanna to play odi~~we had yummy mcd..DD wanna to have some rice but the day was kinda late all stalls close odi...oh ya~~yesterday DD told me i am a king since everytime wut i said or wut i wan he sure will fulfill my request..it's true he always sayang me tat y always follow me~~queen of DD and he is king of GG~~love love

Chapter 80~~MoviE WeeK

I hope u really wont regret from wut u had done..if u say u wont be regret i will fully support wut u had done coz except for supporting u i don know wut can i do~~we were had a few movie during last week..really crazy not we crazy for movie it juz coz we were too free don know wut else can we do after dinner~~it's really boring so juz watch a movie to kill our free time.. yesterday DD was fetching me from the office after work..as promised he said wanna to come early but when 5.15pm i still saw him online so i call him up~~he said now only wan to keep and get his laptop ready and will be coming soon...late again sien~~he told me he was sleeping when i called him..if i didnt call him maybe 6pm he still haven wake up fainted~~i asked him to go jogging with me but he told me his leg get injured and give me a lot of excuses..i cant go swimming coz of my hair but he keep on pursuing me to go with him...he said if really my hair spoil again he will compensate me but i didnt listen to him...so he accompanied me go for jogging~~waiting me finished 5 laps then we went bek together..when i am jogging he was surfing net there...he said where can i find such DD tat can waiting so long there~~i tot him sure have some can accompany me for jogging too..long time he nv accompany me for jogging since tat time he wanna chase me only went twice..guys r like tat when haven bcome their gf they v hardworking can do wutever thing but when bcome their gf or wife another story or way round...went for movie after tat ~~shutter island ..DD nv bring jacket tat y he felt very cold when inside the cinema even slept in the cinema really like a pig so cutEeeeee...only i will feel he is cute..like a kid sometimes maybe only in front of me he will acting like tat~~my love n cute cute DD..

Chapter 79~~SeCreT bEhiNd ThE sToRy

I feel peace tis few days juz now but DD told me another secret that behind the story...so long odi i didnt know wut is his motive to do tat i really don understand...it is money and revenge really important in ur life?other than tat do u think tat family relationship is oso important for us?like wut everybody say we don have any ruthless and hatred between family..no matter wut happened they oso ur family tis fact we cantbe change it unless urself give up..i am very sad when i heard tis news some more my tear was come up i don know wut happen to myself and wut is the feeling..it's suddenly give me a big shocked and my brain empty cant work well..r u tat one DD i knew ...suddenly i really feel that i don know u well..even wut r u bz n doing i oso cant catch the point..should i happy or sad?u said i should happy for u coz ur dream nearly come true but i cant..don ask me why myself oso don know maybe i think it's cruel fact for me and ur family like suddenly do a nightmare~~

Chapter 78~~UneXpEcTeD

Last weekend DD was bz for his work both sat n sun he need to work on nite so my sis was asking me whether wan to join them go jb on sat...so after finish work on sat i went bek home to prepare anything and get myself ready, i remind my sis to call me when she finish visit my aunty..so i waited her at home surfing net there..i felt v tired while playing game so wanna to have a short nap b4 my sis call me~~when wake up from nap look the watch it's nearly 3 o'clock kinda late so i called my sis whether she finished his work or not i wanna to go jurong point to meet her up 1stb4 waiting for another sis to come..called my DD c where r him..he asked me to give him 4d no coz i seldom will call him and today he was surprising to receive my call..actually not i don wan to call him last time i use to call him for a few times but everytime he oso bz~~feel so dissapointed if he told me like tat so i decided not to call him always wait for his call unless i got smt urgent..finished talking with DD, my sis told me all of them odi reached jurong point odi~~we wanna go there to redeem our free ice cream in swensen from the tidbits we bought..total we had 3 ice cream can redeem..my sis wanna to take their lunch 1st b4 headed to eat ice cream so we went to food court..the ice cream was nice and i still have 1 more to redeem~~i wanna to eat with DD coz he haven try it b4..good thing muz share together with him..after walked around we went jb ourself by bus..my sis suggested wanna to have steamboat for dinner and she said her fren date her too so we went together~~my sis in law treat us for dinner so i treat them for a movie~~ice kacang puppy love tat i wanna to watch it from last thursday with DD...cant watch it with DD:(..as promised DD did called me when i was in jb luckily he didnt forget me..i asked him to sponsor for my hair rebonding, he promised me..too nice my DD always love him if he didnt make me angry~~he told me maybe tml maybe he will come jb so if he is coming will call me up so tat he can fetch me bek...th next day morning he oso call me up as normal good DD~~he said he is fetching his grandmum today coz his cousin not free i tot he need to work for whole day...he told me still don know will come jb or not..when i finished my hair rebonding he still haven call me up so i tot he did not come here odi so i went shopping with my sis~~when we were in tesco around 5 plus he suddenly call me said tat he is in jb now wanna to go in spore coz he need to work on 7pm so i asked him to pick me up now~~we rushing bek to my sis's house to take our thing and headed bek to spore.onthe way the weather suddenly turn to black n gonna to rain DD said v high percentage cant work tonite..when we were in the petrol station he received call tat the job was cancel~~he can accompanied me tonite~~we went for steamboat again in spore actually we wanna to eat poridge but he said he wan to eat steamboat so we juz follow him..the weather was cold is juz nice for steamboat..i was tiring and sleepy when he send me bek we sleep a while in the car and he send me bek to my house...peace weekend we had~~hope more to come...

Chapter 77~~FaLL aSLeeP

Last nite DD didnt work nite shift so he calls me early morning, i told him tat i went swimming yesterday but raining when i was going bek..i asked him to go swimming then he told me c how 1st...i know if he gives me tis answer sure no hope 1..when nearly knock off time he called me n asked me to go bek myself 1st he got smt to do...so i went jogging after tis..when 8 plus i still haven received any call from him so i sms him...a few mins didnt get reply from him so i called him up~~ring a few times i cut off the line then v fast he call me bek odi~~he said he fall asleep when doing some acc stuff...asked me to wait for him after finish everything he will come to meet me up~~around 10plus he still haven reach yet so i call him again..he told me odi in my downstair..wanna to angry him again really...always like tat ..then he keeps on ask me don angry him...not really angry him tat time he still wanna to act cute make me to calm down...like a kid..ask me wut i wan to eat i told him now odi wut time la still wan to eat...he suggested to go mcd..i say don wan eat then he oso don wan to eat so i asked him go mcd~~west coast~~our 1st meeting place a lot of memories there coz last time he always went there...ordered the mcnugget for myself and DD ask me whether wanna eat ice cream but i scare eat too much thing will put on more weight some more the time is quite kinda late so i juz forget about it~~i share the french fries with DD..quite a long times i didnt eat fast food odi le~~~mcd french fries always nice 1...after finish feel like wan to eat ice cream...DD say juz now ask u, u say don wan now no more odi~~i know he sure will buy for me if i really wan to but i juz say say only~~always sayang me 1 but oso always make me angry...DD was very tired yesterday...i massage for him about a few mins n asked him to fetch me bek coz i feel sleepy oso~~he oso can rest early coz tml he need to work whole day cant really got extra time to rest~~pity him...

Chapter 76~~CaR LosT

Last weekend DD was accompanying me~~so happy although i am tiring and feel a little bit dizzy..last sat as promised he wanna to bring to do my hair cut..he told me tat sat morning he need work in jurong island until 12pm but then maybe will extend to 5pm coz his worker wanna take off..i asked him not to work until late so he said will try his best..i am off on tat day, early morning i odi wake up cant continue sleep so after bfast i went to swimming..raining in the morning i get wet when coming bek coz i forgot to bring my umbrella...so i juz surfing net in the home while waiting DD comes to fetch me..but i wait n wait until 2 plus still haven received any calls from him so i think maybe he needs to work until late coz his worker cant rush bek on time..when 3 plus he juz call me up asked me to get myself ready he is coming now~~a bit mad on him coz always like tat late don wanna to give me a call..he knows tat n said sorry to me..very fast i was bek to normal coz i oso don know everyday mad on him make everybody not happy~~after pick me up he told me wanna to meet his fren b4 go to cut my hair..my sis was calling me on tat time asked me whether go jb or not?at the beginning they said wan to go but later on change their mind coz quite rush for them...after meeting his fren nearly 5pm odi went to spore custom quite a long queue so DD said or maybe juz cut in spore ...he brought me to hougang mall..he said last time he went there saloon for 1 time not bad the skill...actually his ex gf work there but we find from ground to top level cant found the saloon tat DD mentioned..he told me look like closing down so i juz went to twister saloon~~3 different prices for hair cut whether u can choose stylist, creative stylist or director saloon...so i decided to choose creative stylist coz i wanna to change a new hair style wanna ask them to design for me but tat sales person told me in the moment they don have creative stylist coz haven promote and if i wan the director saloon need to do booking 1...now all fully book so i got no choice juz simply ask the stylist cut for me~~i told him wanna to cut it to short so he suggested me to cut a bob hair~~overall quite nice n fresh for me...so hungry DD brought me to east coast, we ate steamboat buffet there..need to queue for 30 mins around 9 plus only our turn~~not much choices there n the steamboat not v nice although can do grill there...after ate, DD asked me where to go actually i keep on pursuing him to go jb but he refused wanna go there so i juz accompanied him....the next day morning when we wan to go out suddenly DD was saying where is his car..i was shocked n blur still don know wut happened~~he went n asked the counter but they said don know about it..DD said maybe is coz the outstanding payment make the car pull by the finance company..so he keep n calling but they told him today sun the office not open~~no choice although we did tried to find the office~~my laptop was inside and my mind keep on thinking whether it is possible stolen by others scare and worry~~so after went to police station to confirm the car was pulling by finance company we went for bfast..i know DD got no mood to eat but he still ordered for me then i share the food with him~~after bfast as planned we wentto suntec..from the bus stop have direct bus go there and i am bringing the extra ezlink card so DD no need to buy a new card~~we apply a lot credit card and got a lot of free gift there~~then DD suggested to go vivocity plan to watch movie there~~we want to watch the andy lau new movie future x-cop only available on 7pm~~a bit kinda late but we still bought the ticket~~we walked around before movie start showing~~had our favourite ice lemon tea and popcorn when movie..after movie we wentbek by mrt DD said wanna to send me bek actually i ask him to send me until jurong east then he can change the other line mrt bek to office but he said nvm he sentme bek~~my superb DD how can i not love him~~he received call from his mum when we reached lakeside mrt, his mum asked him to come bek they wanna having discussion~~so he sent me bek n went to ang mo kio....my love DD...i am his everything~~

Chapter 75~~BeLaTeD

A lot of things happen within early of the month, make me cant really have a good sleep everyday wake up on 5 plus~~i gonna to faint today morning feel a bit unwell, dizzy~~yesterday noon i had lunch with DD..he told me wanna go swimming with me after work..when 5 plus he call me n asked me to went swimming 1st then he will come n meet me up..i tot v fast only a while he will come swimming pool to find me so i oso took his things~~while swimming i keep on looking whether DD comes to find me or not scare later if he comes he cant find me~~when i finish swimming n bathing he still haven give me a call although he was late odi...i went bek homeand surfing the net...wait until 9 plus i juz sms him ask him to return me the atm card but didnt get any respond from him so i call him up...around 3 to 4 times call only he pick up..he knows i am angry when listento my voice so he said wanna to meet me up now~everytime he say wanna meet me but always need i call n ask where r him...wait the time he came is almost my sleeping time tat y i always angry..when he came i totally don wanna to talk more with him ask him to return card to me..he said wanna to meet his worker up to pick up his hp tat he left on the car juz now asked me to go together with him...at 1st i don wanna to go but c his look like v urgent for tat so i juz ask him go..but half way he changed his mind , u turn bek to my house~~he said he is going to be crazy and suffer if i still continue angry with him asked me to help me to release th suffer~~always the way die...i juz remember in the noon when lunch time he said wanna took the belated bday present from me...he hopes the present will be i can forgive him n don angry on him...so i muz do wut i had promise to me but i do really hope those thing wont come bek again to me~~DD will always remember n put me in his heart like wut u had promise to me wont forget my thing again..don have next time...

Chapter 74~~FoRget..fOrGeT

Except forget wut thing u still remember?it's true u can ask for reminder but when give u remind u will give me bek the dissapointed answer..not only 1 time or 2 times i had try a few times odi tat y i will feel tat my hear gonna to die half of it.Yesterday u asked me to check for the movie time table..i really do it for u and told me will meet me up around 8 plus so i said i will go to swim 1st coz morning time i odi date with my sis go swimming together~after swimming almost the time u reached...so i went to wash the clothing, surfing net...wait, wait n wait..i really tot u r bz maybe haven finish ur thing...wait until 9 plus even 1 sms or 1 call oso don have so i try to call u up..a few times ringing i juz cut off it and try to sms~~still wait n wait...no respond from ur side so i scare maybe something happen on u..i tried not to think u r forget our date~~so i keep on calling almost more than 10 times u still nv pick up...wait 1 time i call somebody was picking up the phone so i direct cut off the line and waitingfor u to call me bek but i wait for a few mins still nv received ur call...i tot juz now is somebody help u to pick up the phone so i call to double confirm again..u told me wanna fetch 1 uncle go bek home..i juz cut off line~~after fetching him bek u call me, i wanna to make it clearly don wan simply angry on u..so i asked wut r u doing juz now and y didnt pick up the phone coz u said wanna to meet me up on 8 plus but wut answer u give me?forget, forget and forget...everything u can forget but how come so big ppl u oso can forget?i only wan to confirm with u so do u think who is the important in ur life whether is me or other things..i ask u to think carefully b4 answer my question coz i wont give for 2nd chances for u to rechoose again...v fast u odi reply me...GG is the important but if really very important how come so easy u can forget for sure deep inside ur heart n brain...u told me tat everyday u muz do 1thing if not u really will remember always got 1 thing haven done..tat 1 is meeting me everyday but how come now u can say forget me~~if like tat i rather for u to forget me forever so u no need to be sad n think of way to make me happy bek...i admit i really don have enough understanding on u always juz know angry and cry... wait until 10 plus u free tat time only ask me whether i dinner odi or not if i really wait for u dinner together i don think u still got chance to talk to me. i odi fainted in the house..ask me to help but can u teach me how can i help u?on the way u came to meet me i think a lot..maybe i should give chances to others coz b4 tat i odi told u many times last chance last chance but u still don know how to use it only wait untilreally problem happened u wanna to solve it...not everytime u got such lucky...like wut i told u ...u tot who i am?i am not ur toy happy or free u come if not free u juz leave it..i oso a normal girl and got feeling 1...if u r me...i do the same thing on u wut will u think about?my only solution is from now onward everyday 5.30pm sharp u need to wait me in front of my office block and if u not free nevermind, oso no need to worry about me whether eat or not coz i know how to take care n enjoy myself...i will to find my own activity maybe i can gain some useful and important thing in my life~~not juz wait until something wanna lost only tat u panic and wanna know how to take care of it, we r human don have much chances in our life~~some important thing or ppl we might to lost it if we didnt 'zhen xi' wait until really lost only know how to regret..tat y i very 'zhen xi' ppl or thing around with me now but u i need to think twice now...it is worth for me to do tat~~like wut i done it b4 at the end wut i will get?juz the forget answer...

Chapter 73~~FuNnY Day

Yesterday DD makes the day bright and full of laugh...he was coming to meet me after he took his passport and tidy up all his things in the office..reached my place nearly 8pm..he wanna to bring me for dinner actually he odi ate but still accompanied me for dinner~~warm..warm...i told him my leg was pain due to walk too much, jogging and swimming last week..i asked him to pass me the muscle pain killer lotion which i gave him last time..he was bz on the phone tat time asked me to wait fora while later he helps me to apply it..when he called to his fren..he got a shock coz his fren saw him in front of my house~~such a coincidence but the worst thing is his fren saw he apply lotion on my leg but then he cant clearly juz say DD keeps on touch my leg ask him don do this kind of thing in public area..wut a misunderstanding..his fren keeps on calling him n keep on remind him tis incident~~wut a funny situation and paiseh...DD was very paiseh asked his fren don go n simply spread the news...after tat we went jurong point, suddenly feel wanna to eat tom yum...after finish my dinner we went for dissert..yum yum i ordered a hot bowl of yam paste my favourite long time not eat odi~~i miss it...DD wanna eat the same dessert the mango passion fruit as previously~~still got a lot of flavours we still haven try yet...hope to visit for other day~~around 10pm plus DD sent me bek coz he wanna rush to my sis house to take the seafood..actually i wanna to follow him but since now i am working in mandai estate not so convenient for DD to fetch my sis n i coz we were in different way only DD n me will be the same~~if i really wanna to follow the next day sure v early i need to wake up n came in spore~~so i didnt follow him...

Chapter 72~~ToRtuRinG

Tis few days really got something torturing me~~my mind cant stop me for doing those stupid thinking but i still don know wut can i do..should i juz let it go or juz hold it~~i felt tat i really don understand him much always got a lot of things happen..sometimes when i juz think bek or talk on the phone my tear will come out..make me bcome weak n weak~~i promise myself wont drop any tear after tis but then still bek to the same...maybe i need to learn to be strong enough..love is not tat easy for me it's need to concern a lot of issues inside..different ppl different character maybe i still cant accept it...i oso don know wut happen to me it is my own problem?or i need to ask for others opinion?weekend without u always make me think a lot..i do hope maybe is myself think too much odi and any bad things don happen again..i don know still got such energy to receive such a big problem or i scare i will give up later~~~god bless me...

Chapter 71~~GivE Me PeAcE pLSss

Look the title odi know i am torturing by something recently...can god pls give me some peace life i don wan tat kind of challeging life~~actually i was happy tis few day coz DD was accompanying me and we went to sing k on thursday since the next day is good friday so we not need to work..after work DD pick me up in kranji mrt station coz he cant rush on time to pick me up in the office..last day of the working day in the week sure everybody wanna to go bek early so i don know wut time DD will be finish his thing..tat y i asked him to pick me directly from kranji station~~after he collects cheque from the clinic we headed to city square jb~~i booked the k session on 9pm..still early when we reached there but we odi feel v hungry cant wait until 9pm for dinner so we went for some light food~~shin lin fried chicken and fried tempura..after ate feel so full and thristy so we bought a cup of bubble tea, our favourite ice blended strawberry with pearl but tat salesgirl keeps on promoting the smoothies ice blended so we wanna have a try~~not tat nice taste too sweet for me...walk around there and my sis them reached around 8 plus so went for k~~a lot of foods there coz we went for buffet dinner k there~~~keep on eating n singing..not tat much n crowded on tat day coz jb don have holiday in the next day tat y they gave us sing until 2am still haven stop us but since all of us feel tiring then we juz asked for the bill wanna to leave early~~the next day morning i received an unexpected call from someone~~give me a shock how come DD's fren know my hp no so i asked him who is tat?he juz told me his fren theni asked how come she knows my phone no..he told me maybe someone give her but i am curious and wanna to look for the real answer~~i odi stat to suspect something~~she keeps on calling i think almost give me a 3 to 4 calls but all i pass to my DD...DD said his fren car spoil he need to rush to jb now~~i feel tat something was not rite how come so weird if his fren car spoil at jb they can ask someone to repair no need to ask DD purposely rushing to jb~~DD said wanna to fetch me bek tat time but i insist wanna to follow him...suddenly his cousin call said someone wanna bought thing from him so they wanna go jb too~~i know DD keeps on giving a lot of excuses tat don wan let me go but then i still insist wanna to go~~although he fetch me bek but i don wan to drop down.. tat girl keep on calling him look like something was happening~~i was angry coz DD don wan tell me the truth~~how come everytime need to wait something happen only i will know the truth..look like DD got a lot of secret that i don know~~tat time i think i don know him at all although i try my best to know him better...i am not tat kind of busy body but then 2 person together muz share all the happiness and sadness together...i know sometimes 1 person suffer better than 2 persons suffer together but then u know wut is mean by couple?i don wan like tat..coz when i know the truth i will be more sad....i really feel sad tat time~~~at the end he did not go anywhere so he suggested wanna go swimming ask me to take the thing down~~when i took all the thing and get ready to go suddenly heavy rain~~cant even go anywhere at tat time luckily only wait for a while the rain was stop~~we went to jurong west sport hall..1st time i was there~~it was bigger than chinese garden and not tat crowded for the swimming pool~~~after swim feel so hungry so we went for japanese food~~nihon mura...craving for their sushi..DD feel tiring n wanna to sleep..cant eat much some more he eat nth from morning until now but seem like i eat more than him~~i know he is worrying for something juz tat he don wan to tell me coz don wan i worry about him...but tat incident odi make me feel torturing...i really wan a peace life hope tat problem can be settle asap and don disturb us anymore~~