Chapter 112~~~ChRiStMaS 2010

This year christmas we did not celebrate together coz my mum, bro and cousin came here for travel so we brought them around..no shopping and countdown for this year...we were booking a chalet in downtown east coz we wanna to fix all of us inside a room...for hotel it is impossible for all of us to stay in so we rented a chalet...we wanna to book the chalet in bukit batok but it was fully booked tat time due to the holiday and the sembawang only left 24th is available but we were late to book it coz it is 3 days in advance for the chalet booking~~only 2 choices 1 is east coast and another is downtown east..DD said downtown east will be much more convenient and things to do so we booked there for a 3 days 2 nites...christmas eve i was working for half day but DD were late coz he need to finish his work only can fetch me up i was starting to mad him coz i odi waited him for more than 3 hrs...he quickly put down his work and come to pick me up and we went for the chalet check in..due to some causes so my aunty need to go together with us for check in...after check in we went to meet up my mum them in vivo city so DD were bek to finish some works in jurong island..after tat he went to sentosa..around 10pm plus only he finished his work n come to pick us up bek to chalet..he said he is tired and wanna bek to chalet for a rest so we canceled the countdown plan..everyone seem like tired and think of the traffic jam later all of us wanna to go bek early~~no countdown for tat day..the day i juz end like tat...the next day morning, my sis and cousin said they were bored od outside foods so they went to buy some cup noodle..our bfast of the day~~~we went to glocery for all the neccesary foods for tonite BBQ...we got the 4 free entrance tickets for the wild wild wet..actually DD n i don wan to go coz we were 6 persons so we juz give others 4 persons to go but then my bro said he wanna go out to meet up his fren so ended up DD need to buy a ticket...we went there around 2 or 3 plus coz of raining tat y we were delayed~~i never been there b4 so everything there is new for me...around 5 plus my sis said muz go bek now coz later on my big sis sure will call her if nobody pick up will get scolded~~we get ourself ready and start to set up the fire for BBQ...it took us half an hour so we started our BBQ..after a while our fire bcome smaller and smaller cant even to grilled anything else so we tried to set up again...tried for so many times still cant set up and nearer neighbour there was helpful she gave us the gel and told us our charcoal got problem coz last nite they oso using the same brand with us and same condition..so my sis n bro went to buy a new charcoal again...suddenly heavy rain coming..we need to stop everything and move all the things to the upstair...waiting for the rain stop luckily it was not a longer rain...it was stopped few mins after~~started using the new charcoal to set up fire...very fast it was work~~everyone start the BBQ again...we finished it around 12 plus and my mum them wanna to go bek tat time so they asked DD pick them bek but he was tiring and asked them go bek with cab and he will pay for the taxi fare...when i was inside the bathroom my aunty come n knock my door asked me to follow DD fetch them bek...DD refused to do so my face suddenly bcome black feel angry and wanna direct go bek for today~~delayed for few mins to ask him to go...reached my aunty's house osi 1am plus..DD was fetching me bek again but i don wanna to talk with him..i donknow where he goes actually i think to take cab bek tat time after think for a while i decided to bek to chalet~~the next morning the same thing happen..i ask him to fetch my bro n sis he was not willing to do so ..i really cant stand with it and wanna end with him...after a very long discussion he said ench of us torelance coz he was a bit unwilling to let the relationship gone~~we were together bek...we went out for dinner and movie...tat's all for our christmas weekend~~

Chapter 111~~ToO hiGh DeManD

Recently i always quarrel with my DD..don know wut happen..maybe it cause of his work..after 1 of his worker resign then he need to work himself make until less time to accompany me, sometimes he was too tired after work then sleep in the lorry but i always call for a few times calls he oso didnt pick up...i really fed up with tis tat y always quarrel with him...almost everyday i think break the record...don know it is our communication got problem or attitude problem..i do love him but really make me wanna to give up...i really hope i can get someone take care on me not just give wut i wan to me..1 thing i very sure is tat everytime no matter what i request he will do his best to fulfill my request although sometimes a bit tough for him...like i juz tell him tat i planned wanna to go bangkok on Jan...he ask me not to go there alone or i need him to accompany..i know now a bit tough for him to pay the money coz quite tight at tis time,all his money need to prepare or standby for his current on going project in sentosa..everything need cash coz he is new in tis field~~~i told me i will change my plan to kl but he muz accompany me to go~~end up he promise me to go on Jan~~i hope tis will be our happy trip on the beginning year 2011...no quarrel juz happy

Chapter 110~~PhUKeT TriP

Last week which is oso my bday week, we were going to phuket which booked it on july...8 of us will be going together..my sis in law who b'day juz different 1 day with me want to celebrate his bday oversea...after work on thursday DD direct pick me up to the airport..he was off tat day and lunch time he came n pick me up for lunch together coz we wanna to change money too..he was punctuate on time tat day..seldom can see him like tat...reached airport we tidy up our luggage and headed to meet up with my sis them for dinner..our flight is on 8.35pm...so still got few hours left in the airport...ruyi restaurant for our dinner..not much choices in the terminal 1 i think terminal 2 or 3 might be more choices...after dinner we went check in and it's almost reach the boarding time~~~we were all very excited...cant wait to reach phuket airport...7 of us took flight from spore and my bro alone took flight from kl..so when arrived there we went burger king to meet him up..we rent a mini van to our hotel~~~after check in we quickly went out to find the tour agency coz we wanna go similan island the next day~~the day is kinda late quite a lot tour agency odi closed..we were so lucky found 1 stall juz in front of the family mart..the price was quite reasonable so we direct bought the package from her and the city tour too~~~we walked around to find some foods..we decided to had mcdonald finally~~after supper juz walked bek to hotel coz the next day we need to wake up v early morning....DD always the late 1 coz he always fall sleep inside the toilet tat y every morning he need to take at least 15 mins inside the bathroom...but luckily tat day we were early coz thailand ppl v punctuate~~the van came punctuate on time..we were too hungry my n i went to 7 eleven bought some breads and instant noodle before the van coming, we tot need to reach jetty only we can have our bfast but the driver give us a package of foods for each person..inside got banana, biscuit, orange juice, cake...around 2.30 hr only we can reach the jetty...from the jetty we need to take 1.30hr speed boat only can reach the similan island~~it was a really far journey...my sis n another fren didnt follow us coz my sis was pregnant tat time and the other fren don dare to go to the beach or sea...nothing special there i tot can c a lot of big fish or beautiful coral there...i think only 2 types of fish i can c and the coral all died n bcome stone~~too dissapointed for the trip...we reached hotel odi nearly 8pm all of us were hungry and quickly took bath and went out for our dinner~~fuji japanese restaurant...after walked around the shopping mall i didnt not buy anything juz buy some tidbits bek to hotel~~bangla road again..actually not much thing to do at phuket....the next day city tour we went to the branded outlet and shopping mall too but i didnt get anything that i like~~went to temple too and the big buddha...the last station is the view point to c the sunset~~seafood for dinner not a good meal coz the food come in small portion some more the price was quite expensive...after dinner went for last shopping chances..wanna to grab something but end up bought a lot of tidbit n instant noodle bek...the next day morning need to wake up early again coz my bro took the earlier flight bek to kl...tat's end of our phuket trip~~

Chapter 109~~HaLLoWeEn CeLeBraTioN

Every year halloween i didnt celebrate coz it is not tat common in our country since i was small i didnt ever heard about halloween juz tat when i go out to work in singapore i get to know it...it is actually a ghost festival like our chinese ghost month..it falls on last day of october..tis year is fall on sunday so everyone got the chance to celebrate it until late of the night...this is my 1st halloween celebration in my life..i didnt know much about it...coincidence DD's fren was giving him 2 free tickets so i got the chance to celebrate it...it is located in sentosa a lot of ghosts around the walkway no matter where u are...i tot tis day should be fun and exciting enough but something was happening..i think we quarrel almost everyday nowadays..coz of the different thinking, interest and opinion of the trip i think it might be cancelled..i don know how long our relationship will goes on coz it is not enough balance and strong...both together muz be tolerance i know tat but once or twice can continue like tat it will make ppl become tired odi..tat is why we quarrel more and more times or it should come to the end..i really feel we are both different position whatever thing tat likes interest, opinion and thinking are totally different i don think it is suitable to be together...i cant predict wut will be happen when we were married..maybe tat time not only quarrel is maybe fighting...totally make my day become bad and moody...if problem keep on continue i don think we still can continue as a couple...

Chapter 108~~BaRbaRiC

The title for this blog is barbaric..y i put as a title?Yesterday i quarrel with DD again..everyday he will call me up before 9pm although he was bz for his work..the day before yesterday i oso feel unhappy with him so yesterday nite actually i don wan to call him since he didnt call me...when i finished movie at home i see my watch odi nearly 10pm but he still haven call me..i scare something will happen on him so i juz called him up...i called almost 30 times nobody pick up the phone until his hp battery flat then i juz give up...a lot of ppls come out in my mind but i don know who should i contact to...i juz continue sleeping...10 plus DD was replying my call he said sorry didnt pick up my phone coz juz now he was inside the tunnel too noisy he cant listen the phone ringing..but wut i had done is juz ignored wut he told me coz tat time i really in the very angry mood cant listen or accept any other reasons..he kept on calling me until late...i only gave him 2 choices to choose whether he wanna to choose work or me~~at the beginning he told me impossible for him to choose any 1 of this coz both of them are important to him but i forced him to choose out 1 of the answer..he said i am too barbaric everytime like tat only i say he cant comment anything..My DD so pity always work from early morning non stop look like 24 hours working...in the end he choose me and give up the works so i juz forgive him...he oso v good i asked him to look for me after he changed his working clothing...when i saw him juz feel that my DD very pity la nobody sayang some more i still angry him...work until his eye beg oso become very big look like swollen...he is no enough rest oh my poor DD suddenly feel pity on me...maybe i really too barbaric i think only my DD can accept my bad temper character...sorry my love love DD...you still proved that you are really love me~~thank you for your patience....

Chapter 107~~101010

Yesterday is 101010 which is everyone categorized as a perfect day and a memory day easy for ppl to remember the date tat y everyone like to choose this date for marriage...some of the ppls will purposely celebrate for the date but for me i was passing a really sad time on tat day...two days before yesterday i accidentally saw the one i hate person name in DD caller list tat mean my DD still continue contact her as wut i told DD b4 i hate tis person since she done the thing tat i totally hate..when she wan DD to pay the money bek ASAP increase my hate to her tat y i hope i can quickly settle all the debt to her and no more keep in touch between both of them...when i asked my DD how come he still contact her at the beginning he don wanna to tell me wait i keep on asking i muz get the answer if not my heart cant be peace..he told me that only ask her about her company things..actually i not so willing wanna to know wut their conversation i juz wan to know y he still contact her..if he wanna know something about the company can ask for others impossible only she is the one know the things..coz long time they odi nearly lost contact suddenly DD contact her bek later she will think that maybe she still got chance..girl's mind is like tat i'm a girl tat y i know girl's mind very well...he knows i am angry tat time n promised me wont be contact her anymore coz all the information he wants he odi got it from her...i am giving him last warning if really let me found that they r still contacting i will juz do something...the next day DD was working until late coz suddenly jurong island got some works for him so no choice my sis and i went to shopping the whole day..we predict DD maybe juz can finish work on 10pm so we planned where to go on that time but around evening time DD was calling me up asked me to check the account balance and he is on the way coming to pick us up...when he reached he put everything in the seat tat i wanna sit so i juz throw all his things into my beg..nothing happen on the day i juz listen to his story which his worker wanna save time and rushing bek home then didnt follow his instruction something was fall down tat y he need to compensate around 10k..the next day before went out for breakfast my hand was too itchy n juz simply open beg n take out DD's hp to play..suddenly let me saw the name in the caller list again...tis time i really give up coz i odi repeat many times since he didnt put in his mind no use for me to keep on repeating..he wanna bek early coz he wanna go in jurong island to settle the problem..after reached my home i told him i will use his credit card later coz i wanna to buy things...he oso suddenly feel v angry talk loudly to me but i didnt put in mind juz headed to my house...i tot he will calling me after this so i juz planned wanna to take a nap..my owner knock our room door and she said someone looking for me so i juz went out from the room...he asked me to borrow his hp coz he cant found his hp in the car so tried to make call n find it but still cant get it..he said the ringtones is in msia maybe he left in yong sin's house and he wanna to go there now...i said tis time i wanna give up i wanna take out all the thing from his car don wan have any relationship with him...after a long discussion he keep on request me to forgive him and give him last chance he cant lose me...sound like i am very important i took out the necklace that he gave me last year b'day gift...he keep on wanna me to give him last chance and help me to wear bek the necklace i oso don know y how come i still can forgive him.....he become v nice and said after bek from jb he wanna fetched me to orchard to get my gucci beg since i wanna it...i think if i didnt angry tat time maybe until now i still cant get my gucci swing beg...the only thing tat i get in 101010 is tat gucci swing beg but i know he still very sayang me...

Chapter 106~~HaPpY LanTeRn Day

Yesterday is the lantern festival, as promised, DD brought me to clarke quay which he got the promotion for the hippo river cruise only cost S$7.50 (usual price : $$15) from singtel so we decided to go on yesterday~~~he directed fetch me from my office after work and we went to fetch my sis...DD forgot to bring his wallet so we headed bek to his workshop and my sis odi at jurong point tat time..so we asked her to wait for us..DD was hungry n ask yin shiu go n buy some snacks for him...after picking my sis we gonna to fetch another sis at clementi~~~on the way it was a heavy traffic jam due to raining..reached clementi odi 7 plus and directed went to clarke quay....super heavy traffic jam along the road i juz remembered tat today start to block some way odi due to tis sunday formula 1 will be bek again...all of us feel v hungry when reached the liang court is nearly 9pm we simply find a restaurant to fill our stomach...we ate at 1 of the hk restaurant at liang court if not mistaken it's name is street cafe...after dinner we went to have walk along the clarke quay river side~~a lot of stalls selling those clothing, accessories for lantern festival and i remember i had read the newspaper got 1 street selling those taiwan snacks..we saw the street but the food look like not my taste so i didnt buy any foods there~~~we took some photos there..tis year theme is the 12 aries lantern there...we bought the 4 cute shinning hair band which something like evil look after u put tat hair band~~reached home odi 11 plus super tiring~~~~

Chapter 105~~SicK

Last week both of us were getting sick..actually i odi sick for more than 1 week juz i didnt go n visit the doc tat y it take times to recover until last sat it's really seem like getting serious so i juz went to visit the doc..took some medicine feel more better..DD was sick suddenly on last sat...when i call him sat he didnt told me he got feeling wanna to get sick when he wanna came n fetched us only he asked me to help him buy the panadol coz he feel headache..my house still left 1 bar of panadol so i didnt went to buy...when reached my jb sis's house he directed go out the car and vomit it's really look like serious~~my sis them wanna go pasar malam but i oso getting some flu virus so i decided not to follow coz i cant juz left my dd alone in the house~~i cooked some porridge for him n myself~~it's yummy delicious although it juz a simple n plain porridge both of us enjoy it~~after tat i asked DD go n rest more~~the next day DD was recover fast but i still sick lost my voice cant even speak well...whole day we spent in jusco n oso took a short nap in the afternoon...nite time we went for lantern celebration in sutera mall n after that juz went bek spore~~

Chapter 104~~NeW WaLLeT

The day before yesterday i saw DD's wallet spoil odi the ic and card will drop out automatically so i asked him to change a new one since he always forget tis n there sure got 1 day he will lost his card inside his wallet...i asked him to buy a branded coz can last more longer but he told me it is expensive and he is not so willing to buy those branded wallet..i promised to buy him a new wallet..when i am queuing for the atm machine i asked him to go in the wallet shop c whether got any wallet that he wants..after i took out some money i went in the shop and look around..DD likes the polo club wallet but i told him tat skin look like not tat nice easy get spoil..i saw the renoma wallet it is nice and ask for DD's opinion..he oso agree but look the price he said it is expensive la don wan to buy but i said since i promised odi i muz buy 1 for him...some more now got 15% discount consider not tat expensive although i know need to save money but tat 1 is a must item so we should not save on it~~after we went to watch movie~~the sorcerer's apprentice..it's a nice movie and DD didnt fall sleep inside the cinema...Yesterday DD planned not to come n meet me but i don allowed so i went to swimming after work and actually i do asked him to go with me but he said he got something to do and he will pick me up 8pm at swimming pool there...when i finished swimming n bath i called him but he told me now he still in the workshop n wanna come n pick me up now but from his place to the swimming pool need at least 20 mins so i went home 1st..i finished washing all clothing but DD still haven come so i went down to wait for him...we went to jurong point again DD wanna to watch movie~~old cow VS tender grass but i don wanna to watch coz i don have good comment in the spore movie..waste money..we just having our dinner in carl's jr share the fish n chip and 1 set of chicken nugget something look like nugget but the size is slightly bigger than nugget~~after all shops there closed odi we went bek and sit in my house downstair..we chit chatting for around 1hr plus..know more about DD after chatting look like he got a lot of passed stories that i still don know..

Chapter 103~~NeveR EnDinG

Nearly 1 month plus i didnt update any blog here due to i am bz..early of last month which is 7th august to 11th august i was away to hong kong~~yeah is our 4th trip we were together until now..it's super duper hot day in hong kong no matter u r under the shelter or air con still will feel very hot..summer season really not a good choice to go for travel..i choose those month coz i am not so bz for my job and it is the shopping month in hk but i buy nothing there not tat happy trip for us..almost everyday we quarrel coz DD don allowed me to do any shopping there..really fed up wont go for 2nd times to hong kong in short time..went to a lot of famous n tourist place in hong kong like disney land, ocean park and ngong ping and macau as well...now i wait for our next trip to phuket again on november will be 7 of us going~~a lot of trip coming soon i am so excited~~after bek from hong kong my parent were came to melaka visit my aunty there coz our relative came from china tat y they brought them to melaka..i purposely went there to meet them coz melaka is not far from johor but it's really killing me super tiring after bek from melaka..lack of sleep~~last week went to buy a new handphone for DD coz his handphone drop down to the floor n spoil again...he bought nokia E52 cost $360 at far east plaza, orchard...next week will be away to kukup..it's my 3rd times there but tis time will be less ppl until now only 6 persons confirmed to go although the trip is odi confirmed...last week actually is a holiday (hari raya) we don wan to go far coz everywhere was crowded due to the public holiday and the school holiday...

Chapter 102~~UniVeRsaL StudiO SiNgaPoRe

Last saturday i told my DD wanna followed him to work on sat but suddenly he told me his worker got something to do on sat so he need to substitute his worker go in jurong island work~~always i got no chance can follow or go to his workshop everytime muz have something to block me to go..he told me tat only work for half day after tat his worker will be bek to take bek the job~~whole day i juz stay at home coz i tot he will be finished his work early so i no need to go anywhere rather than juz waiting him at home~~1 hr 1 hr passed by nearly 2 plus i still haven get any calls from DD so i wanna to call him up, he told me now raining so cant load all the goods in his lorry and his worker haven come in yet tat y he still need to work there..DD asked me to wait for a while..i continue with my movie n sleeping time~~around 3 plus i call hmi again he told me his worker still haven come but his worker told him around 3.30pm said tat odi on the way to the working place so i think maybe need to take around 1hr only DD can reached my place..after raining the weather still cloudy so i plan to go jogging early while waiting for DD finished his work~~nearly 5pm i asked him not to work muz come to find me now n asked him to ask his worker faster to come~~later DD told me tonite cant meet me odi coz his worker oso angry don wanna to work with him~~i know i was quite not reasonable to ask DD to do so but my mood not tat good coz my whole sat juz wasted like tat..sorry DD i am not willing to do so..i tot DD cant meet me tat nite so i juz spend whole day watch movie n eating the biscuit at home..when nearly 10pm DD call me up n asked me whether wan to go out or not..i asked him to come 1st later juz decide where to go...when he arrived, he told me he wanna to send something to his fren at jb tat mean we were going to jb now..went to my sis place directly coz DD was too tired odi he said tml only send the thing to his fren... DD said tml he wanna go sentosa with his fren asked me to go together actually i not so willing to go coz his fren go with their family if we join together look like a bit weird but wut i promise to DD before no matter where he goes i muz followed so no choice~~the next day morning DD wake up very early i never c him wake up so early always i need to wake him up although my sis oso say like tat...he said wanna go to send something to his fren tat y wake up early but we did some booking for our phuket trip...finished bfast odi 10 plus only wanna start our journey to sentosa~~DD start to angry when his car air con give some problem to him although he juz send to repair but still bek the same condition..keep on impatient when we met the traffic jam at skudai there~~he keeps on scold i hate tis attitude always make me feel no mood oso...even i had a good mood oso will get effect from him and make me start angry oso~~i told him many times don juz only the traffic jam or wut juz keep on scolding there coz we cant do anything if the thing happen, if u scold like hell oso wont change the situation...wait he still the same tat y i told him i don wan go sentosa later on asked him to go himself if he still wanna to go~~whole way he keep on saying sorry and asked me to go with him..nearly reached tat way he stop in a bus stop coz wanna to make sure i will go with him...i told him i odi say don wan tat mean don wan if he don wan to send me bek juz stop me in sentosa i can take mrt by myself~~i give him 5 min time to think about it if he don wan to continue driving then i will stop at the bus stop..end up he got no choice wanna to send me bek home~~when on the way he still keep on pursuing me to go together..last chance to give him i told him if i go with him he muz brought me to 2 places tat i wanna to go for long ago coz everytime he oso don wan to bring me there...he promised tat~~our 1st time at universal studio singapore we actually didnt went in the theme park juz walk around the building..my purpose to go there is wanna to go the victoria secret which is famous of the lingeria n bikini shop but dissapointed when i reached the shop..they only selling lingeria,,i know they do the online business oso but postage was extreme expensive tat y i didnt bought it~~DD took a lot of photos there and we went for the 2nd thing tat DD promise to bring me there~~luge & skyride...i think 1 or 2 years ago i juz come here n play it~~it was super fun i like it tat y everytime i come bek sentosa i oso wanna to play but always got no chance...really fun but a bit scary~~after tat we went to our usual place the cafe on the beach~~while swimming while drinking beer tat wut a good and relaxing life...happy time with DD but don know y we always quarrel recently anything goes wrong odi?i know DD very sayang me whatever i want he will fulfill me sometimes i know i am too ' ye man' don bother DD feeling..i think i will bcome like tat coz i love my DD too much..

Chapter 101~~NeW MonTh&NeW YeaR

Last week we juz passed our 1st year anniversary at phuket..it was juz a sweet memory in our life~~last tuesday i told DD i wanna go visit his workshop after finish passport renewal but he told me he told his father he will be bek on thursday so better don go tat side if not later he need to start work early..before went to phuket i told him no matter wut problem i muz go n visit on tuesday coz i wan go his workshop quite a long time but nv have chance always i say wan to go but end up sure got something block me to go so i was curious on it~~maybe really got something hide behind me...so i got no choice have to change to other date i decided to go on sat coz tat day i need to work half day after tat i can direct go to his workshop...when i called him around 11am he told me he cant rush on time to pick me up..he was helping his fren to deliver goods to tmn jurong there after tat he need to submit his mc to the camp..12 plus i called him again he said now still waiting for the people to come n collect the goods coz lunch time nobody in the office~~keep on drag n drag n when 3 plus he said he is on the way to submit the mc~~but after 2 hours i call him but nobody pick up the phone i know he still haven come out from the camp coz when go in the camp he cant bring in his hp...after a while he called me bek and told me need to wait for him coz his officer don wan to accept his mc asked him to go for their doc panel~~it look like quite big problem if the doc panel don wan to give mc maybe DD need to go in camp jail..luckily DD v pro in acting tat y the doc panel give him mc~~reaching my place odi 9pm so i asked him to go my jb sis house tat nite~~no chance to go to his workshop again~~how come everytime so coincidence everytime i say wan to go sure got something block me to go 1..DD promised me to go play badminton the next day noon...such a long time he nv do any exercise i always ask him to go swimming with me but he always give me a lot of excuses..yesterday morning DD told me he need to work on nite time at jurong island so after bek as usual i went jogging..around 8.45pm he juz told me he was on the way to my place asked me to get ready of myself maybe still can catch up a movie and he told me he wanna went to buy a camera~~when reached jurong point odi nearly 9.15pm so we headed to harvey norman..actually last time we odi c the model but DD cant decide which 1 should he buy tat y i asked him to think carefully 1st~~the shop provide the credit card installment without interest for 6 months so DD decided to buy the SGD1199 tat model..the sales girl keeps on recommended other products tat related to the camera to us.end up total damage sgd1599 for the camera~~he told me if today he didnt come n meet me i oso don know he is not working..when i heard it u know wut the feeling..start to get mad..DD knows wut i mad to n he quickly give some explanation say he only joking with me only~~i told him u only will come n meet me when u need me or when u wan to pay some bills or buy something~~he said he nv think so..i odi told him b4 after working hour where he goes i muz follow at least he went in jurong island work he oso promised me b4 tat y i will feel angry~~He keeps on apologised to me n brought me to the coffee bean later on but too bad when i juz on the laptop the waiter come n told me they gonna to close odi within a few mins time~~so we changed our place to eating house~~the place tat selling noodle..share a satay mihun with DD...reached home nearly 12.30pm ...

Chapter 100~~1St YeaR AnNiVeRsaRy

Finally it's reaching 100 blogs should we celebrate for it~~last few days we juz passed our 1st year anniversary..we celebrated at phuket this wut my idea...before tat DD said wanna to book chalet in spore but when i think n count for it go phuket oso nearly tat amount so i suggested to go phuket some more DD oso plan to go long time..that's the chance..actually we don have any celebration juz went there for some relaxing..this is our 3rd time travel oversea but so coincidence 3rd times oso went thailand~~tis coming aug we were going to hong kong which is bet between us, DD was losing so he need responsible and bear for all the hong kong expenses..pity ya DD always said i bully him~~spent a great time in phuket~~we actually depart from spore on 8.45pm (fri 25.06.2010) but the early in the morning odi received sms from jetstar..our flight was delayed to 11.15pm spoil our mood coz we odi planned reached there early so still can go n buy the travel package~~before going to airport DD working until late he said cant rush on time to pick me up from the office asked me to wait him in causeway point but i was not in the good mood oso i don wan to follow..i told him i wanna went bek jogging then asked him to fetch me later on..end up he rushed and canceled some job and pick me up in kranji on 6pm so went to causeway point..DD wanna went to bank and after tat we went for dinner..DD suggested to have seoul garden..we didnt make reservation so need to wait around half an hour to 45 mins to get a seat and leave down contact no there~~we walked around DD wanna to look for camera..after a while we received the calls, the seat was ready for us so we went for dinner 1st DD said later on he wanna bek to look for the camera~~i know DD wanna bought a new camera tat can took a nicely photo in phuket but it is too rush for him to do so coz tat 1 is professional camera u need to learn it before use..not tat easy to catch up by urself~~i asked him not to buy 1st wait we bek from phuket juz buy and ask his fren to teach some skills~~when time turn to 9pm so i asked him ready to go airport odi if not later will be late~~when on the way DD's car was getting some problem keep on off the engine itself for a few times when wanna to start again it really hard~~so scare we cant reach airport on time~~thanks god luckily it still work n reach the airport safely but when DD tried to start it off again it totally dead~~he called n asked the crane come n pulled his car bek to the workshop for repairing so tat his cousin can take the car tml~~when reached the phuket the immigration was so jammed don know wut happen although there have quite a lot of counter open but i think still need to wait up for more than half an hour..when out from the airport i tried to find out the counter for taxi meter coz i heard tat if take a taxi with meter will be cheaper than without meter~~sadly the taxi meter counter odi closed we got no choice have to ask those agent or medium ppl for taxi~~1100baht for taxi to patong it was so expensive normally it juz 500 or 600baht only~~so we tried to negotiate with them finally they only can give us 800baht~when reached hotel the day was kinda late odi after check in we direct sleep~~
The next day morning we wake up morning coz wanna go n buy the package as i know normally the package will be available in the morning so we don wan to miss out~~outside our hotel have 1 travel agency stall but it was expensive and don wan lower down her price so we juz walked around to ask others~~bought a package from a girl counter juz in front the family mart~~she was friendly and give us discount~~it's damn cheap worth it..total damage for only 3 package 7600baht..luckily still got 1 tour we can go on 10.30am still can rush the time~~quickly bek hotel n change some clothing so we start our 1st journey in phuket~~james bond island~~before james bond island we went to a temple while inside a cave it took about 1 hr plus from our hotel super far~~we saw monkeys there tour guide asked us don touch them if not u will be bite by them..stay there a while we went for lunch..6 persons in a table..a few dishes for 6 persons we cant even finish it~~the next stop we went to peri elephant heard tat thailand ppl believe it appear coz old time got 1 ppl kill use a knife to thorn the elephant peri so now we were going inside to the elephant peri with the bamboo boat~~inside the cave got a lot of natural stone which look like different kinds of animals~~around 1 hr spend there we went to jetty for boat to james bond~~it's actually juz a stone in between the sea~~our last stop will be fish village oso shopping time..i bought a dress there suit for beach~~we went to bangla road at nite which consist of a lot of bar, pub and disco~~
As scheduled, next day early morning we will be going to phi phi island after took bfast in the hotel we start our journey~~forgot to bring my sun block along..both of us got the serious sun burn after the trip~~spend half day time there for snorkeling, swimming, photo~ing...we need to rush bek hotel to take bath coz nite time we still have a show which include the dinner buffet too~~fantasea show how to describe it?i don think any special my rating is juz normal show but cost us 1900baht per person include dinner buffet quite expensive..not worth for the value maybe different ppl different taste....after show DD rent a motor we wanna go around the patong beach~~bangla road again didnt went for any show coz we were too tired odi~~
Last day actually plan to do some shopping ..how we know early morning odi start raining~~we were waiting for more than 1 hr but the rain seem like cant stop so we went to buy the rain coat and go around the patong market~~DD bought us some swim suit and dresses love him..i know everytime he said no shopping for me but if i wan to he oso muz follow~~he is only my love DD n always sayang me more~~we called to book the taxi to go airport on nite time~~both of us not willing to go bek but DD promised muz come n visit here 1 more time... such a tired trip...reached my sis house nearly 2 plus direct sleep coz tml early morning i need to renew my passport need to wake up early no time for us to rest more~~only sleep 3 to 4 hours after renew my passport i wanna go ica to get a stamp but DD asked me to go next day but i don allowed..end up he oso follow wut i wan~~pity him and got a fine when parking there DD didnt put the parking coupon need to waste money again..whole day accompanying DD here n there super duper tiring but look like everyday we oso stick together..if everyday we can like tat sure a lot of ppl will envy on us~~i do hope too..

Chapter 99~~SoRRy tO mY DeaR dEaR

Last week my fren was coming to meet us so as promised and scheduled we were bringing her to sentosa~~a very nice beach n place to hang out..DD n i went jb on fri after waiting my sis knocked off from her office..i went bek home to prepare everything when DD fetched me bek 1st while he was going to fetch my sis~~everything get ready DD wanna went to the bank so my sis wanna to drop there to buy some fruits..it was long queue for the atm machine so after my sis bought the fruits she went around while waiting for us~~DD waited us for more than half an hour when we were trying the shoes in 1 of the shoes shop..big sales there 1 pair for SGD9.9 if u buy 2 for only SGD15..such a very cheap price..both of us bought 3 pairs..ops..it was kinda late when we finished everything..so we headed to custom..hungry hungry my bro in law waiting us for dinner i think he odi feel v hungry tat time when we reached there he almost finish his food..finished dinner almost 11 plus sleep around 12am~~the next day morning we woke up early coz i wanna to go dentist to do filling my tooth..i didnt make any appointment with the doc so need to go there v early coz scare long queue..my fren was reaching larkin around 10.30am luckily i finished almost the time so we headed to fetch her..actually DD need to rush bek spore to do something coz his appointment on 12pm and so coincidence when we were in the petrol station his father call him n help him to do the thing ..yeah we no need to rush in spore everyone were hungry tat time coz we haven took our bfast...ate our bfast plus lunch at city square' wong kok' restaurant~~not much choices there so i juz simply pick a noodle..taste not so good but i oso finished all due to my hungry stomach..it's the time for us to go sentosa..when reached the spore custom i only get call to my sis asked her whether wan to join us or not...actually she odi date with my another sis ended up she wanna to join us but she need to go in sentosa by herself~~we reached the sentosa 1st so we walked around coz my fren forgot to bring the towel...cant find the towel but she n dd bought a pair of scandal there~~~when my sis reached we went to wave house which my DD suggested..it was a sunny day and hot didnt brought my sun block scare burn don dare to stand or sit under the sun too long~~end up we changed another place which we always went~~i don drink alcohol so i ordered the snappel fruit juice and french fries for snack..a very good relax place tat i had...swimming pool n beach~~love the environment there...went sentosa a few times but i didn't have chance to play the luge..i juz play once last year when i bought package sentosa with my fren..it really nice man...i wanna to play again so DD when can u bring me there again?another rushing time coz odi date with my sis for steamboat dinner in jb...my fren wanna to buy some instant noodle in spore and my sis need to go bek home to take her stuffs..reached tat steamboat place odi nearly 9pm~~having a very yummy n stomach over bloated steamboat but DD don like it...the next day early morning we need to wake up odi coz my sis whole family wanna to go melaka so later nobody lock the door for us tat y we need to go out together~~we went for sing k in neway city square again before tat we went the shop near sutera mall there for bfast and carrefour for gloceries..before go in the room we went to buy movie ticket karate kid~~DD wanna to buy the couple seat coz he never tried b4..luckily the day still early we still managed to get the nice place..salad buffet don have porridge today only those american bfast~~i choose the pineapple fried rice with some chicken..v seldom can c me eat rice coz nth can choose odi~~half day spending in the city square..finish movie nearly 4 plus...tiring~~fetching my fren to larkin to catch her bus and we direct went bek spore..DD suggested to go suntec for the pc show..my sis them oso follow there~~~actually i wanna look for mp4 there coz last time i saw newspaper sony got new product which is water resistant suitable for me to bring it for jogging but end up i cant found it:(..feel so tired..when we went out from the hall DD saw the uob credit card did their road show there so he wanna to apply on the spot..i am not so willing to wait him there coz feel tired odi~~then he saw my face turn to black he oso don dare to stay there odi~~i know he start angry odi...when i go n hold his hand he don wan to bother me so i oso start angry don wan to bother n talk to him~~i admit i am wrong tat time but i tried to say sorry to him juz he don wan to bother me tat y i angry...when reached clementi actually they wanna to take dinner there but coz of me don wan to eat then they oso cancel so fetched my sis them bek home n DD fetch me bek although DD angry me but he oso help me to take all my stuffs and accompany me to go up~~he was waiting me downstair~~pity him..i feel sorry to him so when i finished my thing n come down to meet him i say sorry to him...sorry to my dear and i am happy although sometimes he do angry me but v fast he can forgive me again...not like me~~tat y i love my DD for always tolerance me..
update on 21.06.2010
Something was torturing me the whole nite make me cant sleep well even though i was tiring...make a lot, a lot n a lot calls to DD but no one pick up the phone even i called to his fren phone no~~how can i not angry?i did plan to call to many ppls but i don have their phone no~~i was too dissapointing i am not important as other ppl's mum..actually i am not angry when DD not free to pick me from jb i know i can go bek myself but when i heard about DD bz working but still can go dinner and send other ppl's mum to bus stop..tat time i really feel angry..some more didnt tell me tat he will be going to jb...coz of tis incident i make a lot of calls to DD but he didnt pick up make my fire on to the max i never have tat angry mode before..tis is my 1st time and the only serious time..so wut i wan u to do such thing u cant say i am forcing u but is u forced me to do so...i don wan to be fool again..too tired of such thing...don know wut should i do can anyone tell me and give me some guidance..

Chapter 98~~LaTe CReDiT CaRd

Yesterday DD was calling me in the early morning he told me his citibank credit card got approved n his bro odi passed him the card my supplementary card oso with him now..he said maybe he not working yesterday due to work gonna to finish soon..it was confirmed when sky turn to rain~~around 4 plus he called me asked me to go bek myself coz he need to go sta maybe cant rush on time bek to pick me up but when i was waiting for my company transport driver he was calling me asked me to wait him..i odi downstair tat time so i decided to wait him at kranji mrt station..luckily i was waiting him at kranji if not i gonna to be alone at office coz i odi saw the 2nd trip of my company transport reached the kranji but my DD still haven come..i need to pass the swim suit to my sis later on so i need to rush bek home 1st..i gonna to skip for my exercise as usual we went to jurong point coz wanna to catch the movie..too bad luck the karate kid ticket turn to red light colour it's not a good sign so we watched A team rather than have a front seat for the karate kid...DD fall asleep the whole movie session inside the cinema..overall the movie was quite nice..my DD was tiring i saw his eye cant really open when the movie finished..cant even drive properly when he was fetching me bek..sigh..got 1 day free can accompany me in tis week but he always sleep~~

Chapter 97~~PaK ToR..iNg TimE @ SeNtOsA

Last weekend as usual we went to my sis house actually we planned early to go my fren's (layhu) house but i didnt call her n tell her earlier and some more i am not happy with DD on last fri tat y i don wanna to go to find my fren...DD finish his work around 6 plus n i met him in yew tee mrt station so he fetched me to jb..a bit jam in custom..DD said wanna bek my sis place before out for dinner..reached my sis place odi 7.30pm so i asked DD quickly go n bath coz my another sis gonna to reach there odi later we wanna to go pasar malam so we juz took our dinner there...ordered a lot of foods until i cant finish my main course~~tom yum mihun...walked around the pasar malam n went bek home..DD said wanna to play mahjong so asked my sis to take out the table when everybody ready DD was fall asleep there cant wake up so no choice i substitute my DD to challege with them...too bad luck lose rm9..the next day morning we went out for bfast after tat my sis said wanna go sutera mall carrefour gloceries...when reach carrefour DD said his stomachache n he need to go toilet so i asked him pass me my wallet i remember when went out bfast tat time he help me to keep it..but he told me he didnt take my wallet oh shit..so we faster went down to the carpark luckily it was there beside DD's car floor..the day still early not so much ppl do shopping tat y no car park beside us~~after finished gloceries we went bek to sis place...wanna cook porridge for lunch so i help to fried the veggie and cut the fruits..DD slept again in the sofa really like a pig~~i asked him to wake up lunch together but he used not so happy voice to asked us to eat 1st...after lunch he stil don wan to wake up so i told him if he don wan to wake up we wan to go out ourself..yesterday he said wanna bring me to sentosa but now he still cant make his mind where he wanna to go...finally as planned we went to sentosa...2 of sis don wan to follow so DD fetch them bek and we headed to sentosa~~a really nice beach and make my mood bcome bright:)..long time not go to beach odi~~we went to the place where both of us to be together on last year 28.06.09~~a lot of memories there...ordered some drink and french fries DD wanna to ordered 5 bottle of beer but i asked him don order so much if he want drink juz order 1 enough coz i don wan to drink beer~~so i ordered snapple for myself...we drink, eat n swim there..DD brought me went around the sentosa area i was sleepy n tired tat time not so good mood to c all the scenery sometimes i juz close my eye to get more rest...reached my home around 9 plus so i went to prepare everything then we went jb for dinner...took a lot of photos in sentosa..a happy moment and trip~~

Chapter 96~~FReSh BeK MeMorY

Time really pass fast, it's really cant be waste if not u will be regret...tis coming 28th is our 1st year anniversary we were together really like a dream..from single to couple time miss those time we were passed by no matter happiness or sadness i think it really will make our relationship bcome stronger or weaker depend on the situation..after i sent those msg tis few days DD really treat me v well..we were passed our happy holiday in my hometown although we faced a lot of problems make us nearly cant went bek tat time coz of his car problem but finally all be settled we were bek on scheduled but late 1 day..no enough time for us to go out..wanna to go pangkor oso not enough time coz everyone seem like too tired..bought a lot of tidbits bek~~my lovely DD was accompaying me for almost whole week after bek...he told me maybe after bek from hometown he will be bz for his work in jurong island coz he still haven found any driver to substitute for the previous 1 so he needs to work his own~~tis few days keep on raining tat y his nite time work was cancelled..don know it's a bad news or good news..bad new is tat DD don have extra income and good new is tat he can accompany me everyday..don know y love is really make ppl blind..my DD is juz a normal look then some more always can make me cry and angry (for so long i never have tat kind of feeling) but i still love him~~~

Chapter 95~~GeT Out fRoM SaDnEsS

I was really really feel very tired n sad yesterday~~i think a lot a lot when we were together..wut relationship we r?can u tell me clearly?Like yesterday u were bz for the work until 8 plus didnt received any calls from u n my sis keep on calling me asked me tml where should they waited..they will asking like tat coz they scare later will give u trouble so better asked 1st to save more time..even 1 sms or call oso don have everything didnt plan or arrange properly..end up i was calling u..really shocked when u told me u r in masai tat time coz i nv heard u said u will be going there for wut u r going there..i tot u should be meet up me tonite for tml stuffs..not much thing u talked to me not more than 5 mins u quickly cut off the line..i was a bit angry about tat..start to think bek our relationship it is really like other ppls always live in happily?tat day u didnt contact me whole day i tot u will call me late of the nite or sms me but then u don have...wait until tml u only told me tat u didnt call me coz u were sick the whole day after medicine u sleep whole nite...can u tell me which couple like tat..if one of them sick the other side don know or didnt go n visit and take care each other...if other ppl know tat wut will they think?still remember last time when u suddenly headache on late nite n went in hospital..wait u came out from hospital only tat i know u went in hospital...u told me b4 if u didnt call me i oso can call u up..ya i know tat but u know quite a few times i called u but u oso ask me to wait later u call me bek coz u r bz tat time..tat y i don like to call u coz will make me dissapointed rather than i juz waiting..tml is our 11 months to be together..consider quite a long time odi my fren juz knew eachother 1 year odi married..but then i still nv meet ur family members and nv go ur workshop b4..if i tell other ppl sure ppl will say how come so weird sure got problem..only 2 reasons i can find it up..whether is juz wan to play play only or is those tat relationship cant be open to public..i feel unsecured and less confident to u tat y lasttime for wut i oso wan to check ur msg in phone n i always suspecting tis n tat...for wut i do like tat is so tiring n suffer...i always think u keep something tat don wan to let me know..i nv tell ppl about tis problem i always keep it in my mind even though ppl asked me i oso didnt wan to tell them my own problem..my fren was asking b4 do u meet ur bf family odi...i really feel unwilling to answer the question but she is my fren so i juz told her haven and quickly change to other topic i really scare later she asked me y i don know how to answer her...bz working is not a excuse for no time to make a call...make call only 1 min will do but u got time to smoke and no time to make a call wut's a excuse?bf or gf is not for to spend the free time or loneliness...if like tat wut the diff between animal and human?when u told me u were sick yesterday i feel so guilty to be ur gf cant even go n visit or take care of u...not i don wan, do u will let me to do so?everytime i said wan to go ur workshop sure got smt happen if not u will give me a lot of excuse..look like got something hide in the workshop tat cant let me c it...not juz 2 to 3 times odi..i cant even use my 10 fingers to count it out...if u really wan me to find u tat time u only will ask me to stop or wait in kranji mrt nv let me to go ur workshop..like ur family meeting oso like tat i said wanna to follow u go there but u will ask them to change the date..u don know how my feeling when u do so..still remember last time u brought ur customer to go kl, u told me so hope can brought me go together coz the car seat was full so u cant do tat..but now i think u so hope i can don follow u juz like tat day ur penang customer..u brought them to spore flyer flight u told me u didnt go out with them but how do u spend ur free time when u were waiting for them...i didnt received any calls from u tat nite oso..everytime when i think it bek really make me feel sad n hurt..at least cry 1 month 1 time when i was jogging, swimming, sleeping or working...make me bcome weak..we don have much chances in our life once u miss the chance it would become bek again or v less chance for u to have 2nd chances...we need to learn how to treasure ppl tat around us..don wait until lost only know to regret...

Chapter 94~~HoLiDaY CoMinG

Last weekend DD told me he need to work for both of the day so i got no choice have to plan my activity early so i planned to go sing k with my sis on sun coz i need to work on sat...after finish work on sat i went for gloceries, a lot of things i need to buy like conditioner, lotion and so on..heavy le..after bek from gloceries have a quick snap n wanna went jogging later on~~watch movie the whole nite ..tis is i passed my free time when i was alone..the other day wake up early actually wanna go for jogging but i cancelled the plan the reason is i'm too lazy, leg a bit pain and think tat wannago on evening after bek from sing k if not will be boring in evening~~when i reached jb around 10 plus we headed to neway directly~~i received DD's calls in the early morning..he told me he juz finished work n wanna bek to workshop sleep...i asked him to fetch me later on he said c how 1st...but he gave me a big surprise later on..he was coming in our k room~~he lied me again~~when he called me he odi looking for the carpark lot..he told me coz his worker's motor got some problem tat y he fetch him bek jb if not he oso wont come here n meet us up...happy~~he accompanied me for whole day..after sing k we bek to spore n headed to vivo city..actually i am quite in the mood to sentosa but i didnt bring any clothing so juz forget it~~juz walked around DD suggested wanna to catch a movie but we cant get any movie ticket so i asked DD to fetch me to china town coz i wanna buy the cleasing gel~~after tat we headed to jurong point coz DD was not working on tat day..his worker will be substitute him to work for nite shift..i went for a movie~~shrek (3D)...DD still cant make up his mind how to spend n passed tis coming holiday...he keep on changing his mind...mon he said wanna to surf the net to find up any places can be go..end up still bek to the same...yesterday DD didnt contact me whole day..i oso didnt call him bek although i was quite worrying wut was happened on him..the reason y i don call him coz he always bz for his work i don wan to disturb him...i always call him he oso told me he was bz later juz call me bek tat y i don like to call him when he was working~~i waited he is free then call me...today he called me n told me he was sick yesterday and rest for whole day tat y he didnt called me~~he always like tat if sick sure will make the whole person dissapear like totally dissapear in tis world didnt have any news~~don know tat ppl will worrying him~~

Chapter 93~~CeLeBraTioN PLanNinG fOR 1sT yEaR aNniVerSarY

Yipee!!too happy and have a very good mood today coz my love DD agree to bring me to phuket for our 1st year anniversary..actually from the beginning we juz planned to go chalet in sentosa but then when 18th may tat day i saw the air asia doing their promotion for zero fare so i juz asked DD whether wan to go bali or phuket so he choose to go phuket on jan..wau the price is super duper cheap only sgd64 for each person but i juz noticed tat my passport going to expire soon so i didnt know whether i still can do booking or not..i asked dd he told me cant..but a lot of frens reply me in msn they told me can..so i wan a double confirm answer i called to air asia but i cant get through the phone call although i tried it for more than 100 calls, break the record..so i juz tried to email them but they only reply me the next day noon when i start to check the price bek...the seat was taken too bad luck..no choice...i juz simply check maybe can go on my bday...when i check the package in zuji it only cost for 600 plus..so i asked DD whether wan to go there or not...he agreed to bring me there so when he met me yesterday nite i was surfing the whole day nite checking tis n tat n he juz sleep there coz he said he was too tiring coz of swimming...when i asked him he told me don wan go wanna save some money...waste my time to do such checking n surfing there better i use my time to sleep...but end up he oso cant do anything sure will listen to me..my super love DD...he knows he always very sayang me but i stil always angry on him coz i don have 100% trust on him tat y i always think tis n tat to make myself angry on him...sorry DD but can u pls muz understanding me a bit coz woman always like to guess and doubt on their partner...

Chapter 92~~LoNg DiStaNcE ReLatiOnsHiP

Wut i think last time is long distance relationship is better than short distance coz long distance mean couple separate more than meet tat y their relationship will be more stronger due to lack of time meeting they will treasure each other when meeting but then it oso need a strong confident and fully trust with each other...i didnt know whether i am wrong with such thinking or not..wut i met the problem is although we stay very near but still lack of meeting time wut is the point for staying nearer?well, i know quite a lot of the example of the couple were choose to break up due to less time to be together most of them spend their own time on the work...i know working is important but then u need know how to balance ur time and have a proper schedule..bz working is not the good excuse anymore..if u really think u cant balance it coz u put ur working is the most important in ur life wut i can advise is juz put ur main focus on it n don waste time for other thing or make ur partner feel tat they had been oblivion or ignore better than u give other chance to other ppl..maybe they will live more happily coz of the new chance..if u spend more time for ur work and ignore ur partner when time come to longer it will cause the problem like quarrel, feeling bcome light and 3rd party apprear and so on...for my own choice i juz wan a very simple life, everyday can spend my time with my love one sharing the daily story and don have much stress coz i believe it is the way to release the stress when u talking to somebody else..better think twice when u really serious and wanna get urself into a relationship i know it is easy to get a new 1 but it is hard to maintain it...

Chapter 91~~BReaD oR LoVE

Last week DD told me he did not working for the coming weekend..i suggested wanna to follow him to work coz sat he need to work in his workshop..he agreed to bring me there but i cant make any complaining if feel too boring or hot...fri he told me i had 2 choices to choose from : 1 is he need to work on morning shift then i cant follow him to work , 2nd is he work on nite shift he can accompany me in the morning n noon but at nite i need to find my own activity..so i asked him to work for morning shift coz i odi planned wanna to go jb on the sat nite...a few days he didnt accompany me for dinner odi so actually i m craving and wanna to eat for the japanese buffet but tat day my sis followed us to jb since she don like n not eat those japanese food so we changed our plan..DD told me he was full so i think he cant eat those heavy foods odi so i suggested to eat the thai food..i know DD don like the thai food i juz suggested coz i know he cant eat much thing odi tat y we were there~~caribao..i missed a few chances to visit his workshop everytime if i planned wanna to go there sure muz have something happened n don let me to go there 1..i promised to myself i muz go there one day...yesterday DD brought me to watch movie which i was suggesting to him on sat...luckily he still can remember wut i am mentioned to him...n last weekday actually he need to work on thurs n fri but due to the weather keep on raining so all his jobs was cancelled tat y he had the time to come n meet me but it always late in the nite...wanna to buy the couple seat but all full odi..quite a long time i didnt eat instant noodle odi so last week i bought a big package korean instant noodle to my sis's house coz i wanna to eat it for my bfast on sun since everytime we don know wut should we ate for our bfast..i cooked for my DD too...he told me i put too much ingredients inside until he ate those ingredient odi feel full b4 he finished the noodle..a big bowl of the noodle eat until my stomach over bloated...cant even eat for our lunch...so we juz simply eat those popcorn and wedges when movie time for our lunch...after movie i go n bought the fried chicken from shin lin really a very big pc of chicken i share with DD....i skipped our dinner for the day..oh ya last sat n yesterday DD's bro and father keep on calling him when we were in jb..i hate coz weekend is our time but always disturbing by other ppls..some more yesterday after fetching me bek home he need to rush to meet them~~our meeting time bcome lesser juz coz of them...we were arguing when on the way bek to singapore about bread and love..which do u think is the most important?i know every persons have the different thinking and opinion to tis question...we juz can give comment but cant block any persons to choose for their own choices..so wut i mean is juz let it go coz is non of my business it will give u trouble if u get urself inside...

Chapter 90~~10 more blogs tO reacH 100

I have 10 more blogs to reach 100 in this page...tat mean GGDD have 100 pages stories book odi..from start i don have any idea to create a blog here with our story~~it's created finally coz of DD's suggestion..he told me he got bought a few note books wanna to ask me to write down all the stories we had passing through so tat can keep for old time memory..as per DD's requested i am going to register for the new blog here...all stories written by me dd only responsible to read everytime...next time i should ask him to write something here..yesterday i am moody after i called DD around knocked off time coz b4 tat he said wanna go swimming with me but end up he need to get his car done by today so cant rush on time to go with me...everytime if he do like tat sure my mood will be changing even though i know he was bz on his work..he called me around 8 plus when i was on the way to go bek home from swimming..he said he nearly finished his work will be finding me later on...so when 9 plus i called him asked whether he was coming or not if not i wan to rest early too...he told me he is now juz wan to go out from his office...estimate around 9.30pm he will reaching my place...he wanna to bank in his cheque so we went ot the bank near my house there...planned to pay the phone bill for him but tat side axs machine look like only accept the posb n dbs atm card only...i wanna to use my credit card to pay for it coz wanna to clear the 3 times use per month only i can waive for the annual fee...he asked me whether wan to go any places or not since the day was kinda late odi he suggested to go mcd but i refused to go he knows i am unhappy tat time he did asked for the reason but i nv tell him..after bek to my place he wanna to get some drink from seven eleven so i bought myself a pack of potato chip..suddenly he feels stomach pain so we went to mrt station toilet while i am paying the bill there...we chit chatting all the way until 12 plus only i went bek to sleep...after chatting i feel better coz i know although how moody i am oso cant change anything else...today morning received a very warm msg from DD although juz a msg but can make me feel happy n touch...i juz wan a simple life~~

Chapter 89~~FreN'S WeDdiNg LuNcH

Last sat DD was very unlucky coz he told me only in short 4 hrs he involved in 2 accident...haiz i know he is too tired drive until sleepy tat y he will be involved in accident~~pity pity my love love DD...he told me on fri maybe he don have car to drive when weekend coz his mum wanna to use the car but now the car back window was broken coz of the accident so everybody cant use tat car odi...he was very unhappy on sat i knew tat when talking him in the phone...so i didnt wan to disturb him as usual after working i went bek myself..i wan went to bank to do smt actually i planned to go nearer bank which is located in causeway point there maybe after tat i can go n visit DD but he told me he was going out to STA soon so i asked him to sms me when he went bekto his office i wanna go n look for him...i went to jurong point after done my bank stuff i walked around think wanna to buy some foods for DD but i walked quite a few times he didnt call me up so i knew he will be late~~i went bek home for a rest DD sms me asked me to chat with him in msn~~he said later need to go out with his fren for a while after tat he will took mrt come n meet me~~i went jogging after this~~when 7 plus i called him..he asked me to take mrt to kranji mrt so we can meet there~~~while on the way i called him again coz i knew we will going to somewhere else so maybe i juz waited him in the control panel there but he insisted to ask me wait him in the bus stop there~~wait n wait more than half an hour he told me his fren wanna to borrow him car now on the way to send him the car...i didnt bring my passport coz DD said wanna to go jb so when he picked me up in mrt station we went for dinner~~~noodle house bukit timah there~~DD was fetching me bek to take my passport~~went to change money and having luk luk in his fren's stall~~accompany him for whole nite...tml morning we went jusco for our bfast kfc coz we didnt know wut to eat n i told DD i wan to buy bread so we juz went there for bfast~called to ask whether my sis at home or not coz wanna go wedding lunch with her later on...the day b4 yesterday i did asked DD to go with me but he insisted don wanna to go with me actually feel a bit upset but when i think it bek maybe every ppl had their rite to make the decision i cant so studborn juz respect his decision sometimes so i don wan to force him to do something he don like...he was so so good n nice fetch me to the restaurant and pity him need to be alone but luckily he went tebrau jusco to look for my sis~~i know his pattern sure he wont eat any lunch if i am not bside him...coz if i am bside himsure i will force him to eat...our table only 7 ppls so some dishes we cant finished it so i ta pao the glutinous rice for him coz i know he likes dupling n tis look a bit same like dumpling~~when finished lunch we went bek to yong sin's house DD was fetching my sis them to there oso..suddenly a heavy rain...they wan to play mahjong there so my sis n i go n prepare for dinner...a very happy weekend for me although we didnt go any places the main reason is coz my DD was bside me~~

Chapter 88~~AnOthER WeEkeND cOmiNg

2 days not c DD odi coz he need to work on nite shift so cant meet me~~b4 tat he told me tis weekend he no need to work nite shift i was happy finally he can accompany on weekend~~bravo DD but today morning he sms me asked me wan go jb on sat or sun and he told me he need to work on sat i tot he said he need to work on nite suddenly feel not happy..i don like he work on weekend coz even i can find some activities to do but still feel unhappy~~lunch time he called me then i asked him it is sat he need to work he told me only work for day time~~super happy me..i hope he can accompany me every weekend~~

Chapter 87~~MeLaKa WheN DD WaS bz

Last sat i was going to melaka as my sis was planning for so long but DD need to work during the weekend tat y he cant joined us..really sien DD was not around hate he need to work on holiday or weekend cant accompanied me leave me alone tat y tried my best to look for other activities..only a few photos tat we took coz reached there quite late odi..DD said i am not good coz i went melaka by myself never to bring him go ..i told him is not tat i don wan to bring him go but the problem is he need to work how can he go with us...how i wish he really can go with me la..but i think still have a lot of chance next time muz asked DD to bring me there again..he called me on sat asked me wut time i will be bek on sun i told him it is he wanna come n pick me up but he told me he cant do tat coz he was bz got no time...we went bek early around 4pm coz scare later will had heavy traffic jam due to holiday...i went jogging after that..when reached home i received DD call to my msia no so i call him bek...he told me now he was in jb coz he wanna go n pick me up..i told him ydon he told me early so tat i will wait for him but he said he oso cant confirm wut time he can finish his work..don know his work can finish so early so he wanna give me a surprise~my love love DD so nice...he said after pump the petrol he wanna went bek office to wash his clothing only come n meet me..but when 9 plus i call him he told me juz finish wash all his clothing i tot he didnt wan to come odi coz he wanna to transfer some money..around 10 plus only he reached my downstair chit chatting a while i wanna go n sleep~~we went for a movie yesterday...wanna to watch ipman but all ticket sold out cant even got a nice seat coz DD was late coming so we try our luck to c whether can get nice seat for the iron man2..yeah we got it~~the nice n lucky no we had G13 & G14 1314~~finished movie was kinda late 12 plus in the morning..tiring~~

Chapter 86~~LoVe Me OtHeR WaY

Yesterday DD was calling me when i was working for 2 times i asked him to accompany me to go swimming but he told me today he will be bz if he can finish early will come over...i think sure he will be late so i told him i will go swimming myself..when i finished swimming i call him wanna to ask where r him tat time..i called for a few times but he didnt pick up my phone i tot he sure fall asleep..after a few calls he pick up the phone he told me he is on meeting now wanna to discuss smt with his family~~so i went home watch my movie around 9 plus he called me n asked me went down to the ground floor he odi reached my downstair...he drove his mum car coz hs own car going to be repair and change a new look..he wanna brought me for dinner but we don know where should we go..call my sis up wanna go to meet them i oso wanna to take smt from my sis..DD brought us to mcd coz the day was kinda late i don think still got other place can find any nice foods odi~~i ordered the mcwing and mc flurry for myself, fillet o fish burger for DD and nugget for my sis..yum yum~~sob sob sure gained more weight odi la scare scare...DD was telling me juz now wut happened to his family n he said now all of his family combined together n he had the higher percentage in the company..actually b4 we were together he wanna to buyout all of his family company don even wanna to give other percentage to them but coz of me he changed his mind~he knows if he really did so on his family sure i will feel sad some more if next time really i can marry him but oso make me difficult wanna to face them~~i tot he didnt think it for me but after yesterday i juz knew tat he always will think of my feeling too..really feel happy when he told me tat...tat's the happy ending i wan but i hope tat it will be foverery in my whole life...if he always will treat me like tat, i think nth can make me sad, cry and unhappy odi some more i will love him to the max wont lose to other couple...

Chapter 85~~10Th MonTh AnniVeRsaRY

Today is our love love 10th month anniversary odi~~happy 10th month to DD...it's really fast think bek for our pass memory got sad and happy~~hope our relationship can be last forever and sweet couple that can make other ppl envy..yesterday DD was going to swim with me as he was promising to me the day before yesterday but he was late in time nearly 7pm only reached my place..not tat angry actually v fast i can forgive him only a bit not happy~~went to tat sport hall near pioneer there we were unlucky they closed on tues we didnt noticed tat so turn bek to chinese garden there~~it was late in time but DD insist wanna to eat smt b4 went to swim coz he told me from morning until now he haven took any meal so i accompanied him..actually he asked me to go swimming 1st later he will come to meet me but i wanna to wait for him~~start our swimming on 8pm~~everytime i need to swim for 10 laps so need to take about 1hr time cant play water with DD coz time limited they will closed on 9.30pm but 9pm they will chasing odi~~luckily i finished 10 laps only they start to chase ppl~~went for bathing and DD brought me for dinner..i was suggesting boon lay centre coz don know wut can eat it's kinda late odi..suddenly DD remember smt n brought me to a new place tat i nv been b4~~kranji chalet quite inside like another new village don have any other building beside it~~when reached there they odi closed down too bad so we went to nearer place from there~~ordered some light food since the day was late odi~~fried mihun n claypot taufu~~DD accompany me for whole day happy...i love i love my DD....

Chapter 84~~TRaNsfoRmeR

After yesterday incident really make me realised n think a lot~~should i use more time to think bek our relationship?recently i almost angry and cry every week wut make me like tat..Last time DD wont like tat even he is bz but still will come to meet me up now only wait i am angry only he will come over if i don angry then u will juz let it be...last time when wanna to go a place or somewhere else although u never promised said will go but at the end u sure will appear if i was there even my sis also always said DD always say depend or c 1st but sure will appear in the end tat y last time i always feel happy~~now although u odi promised me oso can keep on changing some more if u say depend or c 1st tat mean totally got no hope odi.. wut make u change so much it is a relationship if too long will make it like tat?it's really look like the transformer movie keep on changing from 1 character to another 1~~look like our distance bcome far n far did u realised tat..u always put the love word in ur mouth but do u know it is juz a word everybody oso can said~~love is not as easy juz said..if it is easy like eat then nobody will get hurt in this world odi..i am crying sometimes u tot i am angry u the main reason is coz i am too dissapointed n upset with u ...when think about it my tear will easy come out not i purposely wanna to use crying to make u listen to me..another thing we were together nearly 10 months but i nv meet ur family b4 even when i said wanna follow u to go meeting but u will give me a lot of excuses or delay or change the date..wut purpose for u to do tat~~it is u think i will spoil ur plan if i appear in front of them or maybe u scare i know something tat hide from me which i don know..i really don understand which couple will have the same problem as us...sometimes i do think tat maybe i juz ur secret gf which cannot appear in front of ur frens or family..wut fault for me to continue like tat it is suffer u know?DD u look like got 2 differents character tat y sometimes i don know which 1 is real u ...i really don know u clearly n deeply........

Chapter 83~~PitY Dd

Last saturday DD told me he will be late coz he need to work full day until 5pm ...so as usual i wake up early n went jogging in the early of morning..i am a bit not happy with DD when he called me around 9 plus...don wanna to talk more with him...i juz had my whole day movie at home~~i waited around 6pm still haven received his call..he was late but didnt call me from the time i really start to angry odi although i know he was bz for his work but i am angry not coz of his work i odi tell him many times if he always cant make the things on time at least muz call me n let me know early..so i went out shopping for a while~~when i was walking to the mrt station he was calling me asked me help him to buy thing if i am outside but i told him u go buy urself i am bz now direct cut off the line~~after tat i got no mood to continue shopping i think only walk for 15mins nth can buy so i went bek home continue for my movie...around 8 plus he didnt call me at all so i called him when only he can finish his work n asked him to reach my home b4 8.30pm if he cant make it ask him don come tis few days oso~~i was ' ye man' if i am in the angry mood whatever i said u muz be follow..i know he cant reached on time coz impossible for him to do tat he was in the tanah merah it is quite far from my place...i know he tried his best odi~~when he reached i told him i wanna to eat kfc in jb after tat i wanna go bek spore don wanna to overnite in my sis's house..i purposely wan to make trouble for him but when on the way to jb i told him i wanna to overnite my sis house when i heard he said he need to work on sun~~like he said his shirt was dirty coz of working he haven change his clothing asked me whether can stop in a place for him to change his clothing or go my sis's house take a bath b4 headed to kfc but i insist donwan to let him do tat~~~he said if like tat he don wan to go down but i force him to go down with him..he got no choice have to follow wut i said~~feel better after eating not so angry on him...he told me he was falling down when working, really feel guilty n pity on him~the next day morning after bfast i asked him to fetch me to supermarket coz i need to do some gloceries some more i wanna fried the cheese hotdog for him as wut i had promised to him last week...actually he need to go bek spore around 12 or 1pm but when we finished cooked for lunch odi nearly 1pm and some more he fall asleep again so juz let him rest for a while and ask him to wake up for lunch~~he told me if he can finish work early juz come n meet me but i told him no matter how late he muz come n meet me~~when 9pm i still haven received his call so i call him but cant get through i tot his hp battery flat again coz he always forgot to charge~~after a while he called me bek he told me he juz out from hospital scare me wut happen again~~he told me he felt down again when working coz of his safety boot..he say nth serious is juz coz his working place too strict anything have rules so only a minor accident oso need to c the doc n report..tat y he was there~~i said he wanna go dinner now n tml only come n meet me..i asked him to rest more and early~~really pity my DD..cant take good care of him coz i am not around him tat time...

Chapter 82~~iNfLuEncE

i am quite in the mood in this morning coz another weekend will be coming~~i hope i can have more weekend..really lazy to be working..finally it's fri again yeah tml i am off no need to come to office~~i odi plan a lot of activities that i wan to do on weekend..1st thing i miss the msia kfc tml i muz ask DD to bring me there my favourite cheezy wedges..oh ya talk bek about yesterday nite i didnt received any call from him and i oso didnt wan to call him~~sleep early coz i am too tired recently don have enough time for me to sleep~~until afternoon he juz called me up n told me tat he had a good news wanna to tell me~~his citibank credit card approved odi n my 1 oso the same~~actually he did sub card to me but i oso apply for myself but when i wan ask about tml wut time only he can finish his work..he juz told me tat tml he got some work to do so at least need to work until 5pm when i heard it my good mood gone le suddenly fill with dark cloud and no mood to work oso..everytime oso like tat..i really hate it and hate he need to work on weekend tat's my free time n only the day he can accompany me more..my fren told me i change a lot after dating..now always stay at home last time i am very active went out a lot always bz here n there ..seldom will heard tat i was staying at home~~juz remind me smt i really change coz of him~~i wan the previously cool cool bek again and expand my friendship circle line make more new frens~~

Chapter 81~~BowLinG DaY

Last nite DD told me he need to work nite shift tis few days until fri then only sat he will be free..so as normal i went for jogging after work..suffering la not much energy to jog but i force myself to finish 4 rounds~~when bek home i didnt realised tat DD got leave me a msg coz i didnt go n check for my phone~~when i finish everything tot i was free odi suddenly i receive msg in msn from DD..he told me his work was cancelling asked me whether wanna watch movie or not...since look like all the new movies we odi watch but i still check for the movie time table...only left 1 movie we haven watch kick ass on 9.15pm~~he told me will be reached my home around 8.45pm so i went out to buy some apple b4 he came..he called me up around 8.30pm and told me maybe he will be late but still can reach b4 the movie start to show...9 plus only he reached but i told him a bit rushing if wanna to watch movie maybe when we reached there the movie odi start to show so we canceled the plan..DD suggested to go to play bowling near taman jurong there since we don have other place can go...accompanied DD play bowling if not i will be boring n sleepy waiting there~~cant win DD coz i am too loussy skill in playing bowling not my favourite..need to practice more wah super tired after 2 games i got no energy to continue actually DD wanna to have1 more game but i insist don wanna to play odi~~we had yummy mcd..DD wanna to have some rice but the day was kinda late all stalls close odi...oh ya~~yesterday DD told me i am a king since everytime wut i said or wut i wan he sure will fulfill my request..it's true he always sayang me tat y always follow me~~queen of DD and he is king of GG~~love love

Chapter 80~~MoviE WeeK

I hope u really wont regret from wut u had done..if u say u wont be regret i will fully support wut u had done coz except for supporting u i don know wut can i do~~we were had a few movie during last week..really crazy not we crazy for movie it juz coz we were too free don know wut else can we do after dinner~~it's really boring so juz watch a movie to kill our free time.. yesterday DD was fetching me from the office after work..as promised he said wanna to come early but when 5.15pm i still saw him online so i call him up~~he said now only wan to keep and get his laptop ready and will be coming soon...late again sien~~he told me he was sleeping when i called him..if i didnt call him maybe 6pm he still haven wake up fainted~~i asked him to go jogging with me but he told me his leg get injured and give me a lot of excuses..i cant go swimming coz of my hair but he keep on pursuing me to go with him...he said if really my hair spoil again he will compensate me but i didnt listen to him...so he accompanied me go for jogging~~waiting me finished 5 laps then we went bek together..when i am jogging he was surfing net there...he said where can i find such DD tat can waiting so long there~~i tot him sure have some can accompany me for jogging too..long time he nv accompany me for jogging since tat time he wanna chase me only went twice..guys r like tat when haven bcome their gf they v hardworking can do wutever thing but when bcome their gf or wife another story or way round...went for movie after tat ~~shutter island ..DD nv bring jacket tat y he felt very cold when inside the cinema even slept in the cinema really like a pig so cutEeeeee...only i will feel he is cute..like a kid sometimes maybe only in front of me he will acting like tat~~my love n cute cute DD..

Chapter 79~~SeCreT bEhiNd ThE sToRy

I feel peace tis few days juz now but DD told me another secret that behind the story...so long odi i didnt know wut is his motive to do tat i really don understand...it is money and revenge really important in ur life?other than tat do u think tat family relationship is oso important for us?like wut everybody say we don have any ruthless and hatred between family..no matter wut happened they oso ur family tis fact we cantbe change it unless urself give up..i am very sad when i heard tis news some more my tear was come up i don know wut happen to myself and wut is the feeling..it's suddenly give me a big shocked and my brain empty cant work well..r u tat one DD i knew ...suddenly i really feel that i don know u well..even wut r u bz n doing i oso cant catch the point..should i happy or sad?u said i should happy for u coz ur dream nearly come true but i cant..don ask me why myself oso don know maybe i think it's cruel fact for me and ur family like suddenly do a nightmare~~

Chapter 78~~UneXpEcTeD

Last weekend DD was bz for his work both sat n sun he need to work on nite so my sis was asking me whether wan to join them go jb on sat...so after finish work on sat i went bek home to prepare anything and get myself ready, i remind my sis to call me when she finish visit my aunty..so i waited her at home surfing net there..i felt v tired while playing game so wanna to have a short nap b4 my sis call me~~when wake up from nap look the watch it's nearly 3 o'clock kinda late so i called my sis whether she finished his work or not i wanna to go jurong point to meet her up 1stb4 waiting for another sis to come..called my DD c where r him..he asked me to give him 4d no coz i seldom will call him and today he was surprising to receive my call..actually not i don wan to call him last time i use to call him for a few times but everytime he oso bz~~feel so dissapointed if he told me like tat so i decided not to call him always wait for his call unless i got smt urgent..finished talking with DD, my sis told me all of them odi reached jurong point odi~~we wanna go there to redeem our free ice cream in swensen from the tidbits we bought..total we had 3 ice cream can redeem..my sis wanna to take their lunch 1st b4 headed to eat ice cream so we went to food court..the ice cream was nice and i still have 1 more to redeem~~i wanna to eat with DD coz he haven try it b4..good thing muz share together with him..after walked around we went jb ourself by bus..my sis suggested wanna to have steamboat for dinner and she said her fren date her too so we went together~~my sis in law treat us for dinner so i treat them for a movie~~ice kacang puppy love tat i wanna to watch it from last thursday with DD...cant watch it with DD:(..as promised DD did called me when i was in jb luckily he didnt forget me..i asked him to sponsor for my hair rebonding, he promised me..too nice my DD always love him if he didnt make me angry~~he told me maybe tml maybe he will come jb so if he is coming will call me up so tat he can fetch me bek...th next day morning he oso call me up as normal good DD~~he said he is fetching his grandmum today coz his cousin not free i tot he need to work for whole day...he told me still don know will come jb or not..when i finished my hair rebonding he still haven call me up so i tot he did not come here odi so i went shopping with my sis~~when we were in tesco around 5 plus he suddenly call me said tat he is in jb now wanna to go in spore coz he need to work on 7pm so i asked him to pick me up now~~we rushing bek to my sis's house to take our thing and headed bek to spore.onthe way the weather suddenly turn to black n gonna to rain DD said v high percentage cant work tonite..when we were in the petrol station he received call tat the job was cancel~~he can accompanied me tonite~~we went for steamboat again in spore actually we wanna to eat poridge but he said he wan to eat steamboat so we juz follow him..the weather was cold is juz nice for steamboat..i was tiring and sleepy when he send me bek we sleep a while in the car and he send me bek to my house...peace weekend we had~~hope more to come...

Chapter 77~~FaLL aSLeeP

Last nite DD didnt work nite shift so he calls me early morning, i told him tat i went swimming yesterday but raining when i was going bek..i asked him to go swimming then he told me c how 1st...i know if he gives me tis answer sure no hope 1..when nearly knock off time he called me n asked me to go bek myself 1st he got smt to do...so i went jogging after tis..when 8 plus i still haven received any call from him so i sms him...a few mins didnt get reply from him so i called him up~~ring a few times i cut off the line then v fast he call me bek odi~~he said he fall asleep when doing some acc stuff...asked me to wait for him after finish everything he will come to meet me up~~around 10plus he still haven reach yet so i call him again..he told me odi in my downstair..wanna to angry him again really...always like tat ..then he keeps on ask me don angry him...not really angry him tat time he still wanna to act cute make me to calm down...like a kid..ask me wut i wan to eat i told him now odi wut time la still wan to eat...he suggested to go mcd..i say don wan eat then he oso don wan to eat so i asked him go mcd~~west coast~~our 1st meeting place a lot of memories there coz last time he always went there...ordered the mcnugget for myself and DD ask me whether wanna eat ice cream but i scare eat too much thing will put on more weight some more the time is quite kinda late so i juz forget about it~~i share the french fries with DD..quite a long times i didnt eat fast food odi le~~~mcd french fries always nice 1...after finish feel like wan to eat ice cream...DD say juz now ask u, u say don wan now no more odi~~i know he sure will buy for me if i really wan to but i juz say say only~~always sayang me 1 but oso always make me angry...DD was very tired yesterday...i massage for him about a few mins n asked him to fetch me bek coz i feel sleepy oso~~he oso can rest early coz tml he need to work whole day cant really got extra time to rest~~pity him...

Chapter 76~~CaR LosT

Last weekend DD was accompanying me~~so happy although i am tiring and feel a little bit dizzy..last sat as promised he wanna to bring to do my hair cut..he told me tat sat morning he need work in jurong island until 12pm but then maybe will extend to 5pm coz his worker wanna take off..i asked him not to work until late so he said will try his best..i am off on tat day, early morning i odi wake up cant continue sleep so after bfast i went to swimming..raining in the morning i get wet when coming bek coz i forgot to bring my umbrella...so i juz surfing net in the home while waiting DD comes to fetch me..but i wait n wait until 2 plus still haven received any calls from him so i think maybe he needs to work until late coz his worker cant rush bek on time..when 3 plus he juz call me up asked me to get myself ready he is coming now~~a bit mad on him coz always like tat late don wanna to give me a call..he knows tat n said sorry to me..very fast i was bek to normal coz i oso don know everyday mad on him make everybody not happy~~after pick me up he told me wanna to meet his fren b4 go to cut my hair..my sis was calling me on tat time asked me whether go jb or not?at the beginning they said wan to go but later on change their mind coz quite rush for them...after meeting his fren nearly 5pm odi went to spore custom quite a long queue so DD said or maybe juz cut in spore ...he brought me to hougang mall..he said last time he went there saloon for 1 time not bad the skill...actually his ex gf work there but we find from ground to top level cant found the saloon tat DD mentioned..he told me look like closing down so i juz went to twister saloon~~3 different prices for hair cut whether u can choose stylist, creative stylist or director saloon...so i decided to choose creative stylist coz i wanna to change a new hair style wanna ask them to design for me but tat sales person told me in the moment they don have creative stylist coz haven promote and if i wan the director saloon need to do booking 1...now all fully book so i got no choice juz simply ask the stylist cut for me~~i told him wanna to cut it to short so he suggested me to cut a bob hair~~overall quite nice n fresh for me...so hungry DD brought me to east coast, we ate steamboat buffet there..need to queue for 30 mins around 9 plus only our turn~~not much choices there n the steamboat not v nice although can do grill there...after ate, DD asked me where to go actually i keep on pursuing him to go jb but he refused wanna go there so i juz accompanied him....the next day morning when we wan to go out suddenly DD was saying where is his car..i was shocked n blur still don know wut happened~~he went n asked the counter but they said don know about it..DD said maybe is coz the outstanding payment make the car pull by the finance company..so he keep n calling but they told him today sun the office not open~~no choice although we did tried to find the office~~my laptop was inside and my mind keep on thinking whether it is possible stolen by others scare and worry~~so after went to police station to confirm the car was pulling by finance company we went for bfast..i know DD got no mood to eat but he still ordered for me then i share the food with him~~after bfast as planned we wentto suntec..from the bus stop have direct bus go there and i am bringing the extra ezlink card so DD no need to buy a new card~~we apply a lot credit card and got a lot of free gift there~~then DD suggested to go vivocity plan to watch movie there~~we want to watch the andy lau new movie future x-cop only available on 7pm~~a bit kinda late but we still bought the ticket~~we walked around before movie start showing~~had our favourite ice lemon tea and popcorn when movie..after movie we wentbek by mrt DD said wanna to send me bek actually i ask him to send me until jurong east then he can change the other line mrt bek to office but he said nvm he sentme bek~~my superb DD how can i not love him~~he received call from his mum when we reached lakeside mrt, his mum asked him to come bek they wanna having discussion~~so he sent me bek n went to ang mo kio....my love DD...i am his everything~~

Chapter 75~~BeLaTeD

A lot of things happen within early of the month, make me cant really have a good sleep everyday wake up on 5 plus~~i gonna to faint today morning feel a bit unwell, dizzy~~yesterday noon i had lunch with DD..he told me wanna go swimming with me after work..when 5 plus he call me n asked me to went swimming 1st then he will come n meet me up..i tot v fast only a while he will come swimming pool to find me so i oso took his things~~while swimming i keep on looking whether DD comes to find me or not scare later if he comes he cant find me~~when i finish swimming n bathing he still haven give me a call although he was late odi...i went bek homeand surfing the net...wait until 9 plus i juz sms him ask him to return me the atm card but didnt get any respond from him so i call him up...around 3 to 4 times call only he pick up..he knows i am angry when listento my voice so he said wanna to meet me up now~everytime he say wanna meet me but always need i call n ask where r him...wait the time he came is almost my sleeping time tat y i always angry..when he came i totally don wanna to talk more with him ask him to return card to me..he said wanna to meet his worker up to pick up his hp tat he left on the car juz now asked me to go together with him...at 1st i don wanna to go but c his look like v urgent for tat so i juz ask him go..but half way he changed his mind , u turn bek to my house~~he said he is going to be crazy and suffer if i still continue angry with him asked me to help me to release th suffer~~always the way die...i juz remember in the noon when lunch time he said wanna took the belated bday present from me...he hopes the present will be i can forgive him n don angry on him...so i muz do wut i had promise to me but i do really hope those thing wont come bek again to me~~DD will always remember n put me in his heart like wut u had promise to me wont forget my thing again..don have next time...

Chapter 74~~FoRget..fOrGeT

Except forget wut thing u still remember?it's true u can ask for reminder but when give u remind u will give me bek the dissapointed answer..not only 1 time or 2 times i had try a few times odi tat y i will feel tat my hear gonna to die half of it.Yesterday u asked me to check for the movie time table..i really do it for u and told me will meet me up around 8 plus so i said i will go to swim 1st coz morning time i odi date with my sis go swimming together~after swimming almost the time u reached...so i went to wash the clothing, surfing net...wait, wait n wait..i really tot u r bz maybe haven finish ur thing...wait until 9 plus even 1 sms or 1 call oso don have so i try to call u up..a few times ringing i juz cut off it and try to sms~~still wait n wait...no respond from ur side so i scare maybe something happen on u..i tried not to think u r forget our date~~so i keep on calling almost more than 10 times u still nv pick up...wait 1 time i call somebody was picking up the phone so i direct cut off the line and waitingfor u to call me bek but i wait for a few mins still nv received ur call...i tot juz now is somebody help u to pick up the phone so i call to double confirm again..u told me wanna fetch 1 uncle go bek home..i juz cut off line~~after fetching him bek u call me, i wanna to make it clearly don wan simply angry on u..so i asked wut r u doing juz now and y didnt pick up the phone coz u said wanna to meet me up on 8 plus but wut answer u give me?forget, forget and forget...everything u can forget but how come so big ppl u oso can forget?i only wan to confirm with u so do u think who is the important in ur life whether is me or other things..i ask u to think carefully b4 answer my question coz i wont give for 2nd chances for u to rechoose again...v fast u odi reply me...GG is the important but if really very important how come so easy u can forget for sure deep inside ur heart n brain...u told me tat everyday u muz do 1thing if not u really will remember always got 1 thing haven done..tat 1 is meeting me everyday but how come now u can say forget me~~if like tat i rather for u to forget me forever so u no need to be sad n think of way to make me happy bek...i admit i really don have enough understanding on u always juz know angry and cry... wait until 10 plus u free tat time only ask me whether i dinner odi or not if i really wait for u dinner together i don think u still got chance to talk to me. i odi fainted in the house..ask me to help but can u teach me how can i help u?on the way u came to meet me i think a lot..maybe i should give chances to others coz b4 tat i odi told u many times last chance last chance but u still don know how to use it only wait untilreally problem happened u wanna to solve it...not everytime u got such lucky...like wut i told u ...u tot who i am?i am not ur toy happy or free u come if not free u juz leave it..i oso a normal girl and got feeling 1...if u r me...i do the same thing on u wut will u think about?my only solution is from now onward everyday 5.30pm sharp u need to wait me in front of my office block and if u not free nevermind, oso no need to worry about me whether eat or not coz i know how to take care n enjoy myself...i will to find my own activity maybe i can gain some useful and important thing in my life~~not juz wait until something wanna lost only tat u panic and wanna know how to take care of it, we r human don have much chances in our life~~some important thing or ppl we might to lost it if we didnt 'zhen xi' wait until really lost only know how to regret..tat y i very 'zhen xi' ppl or thing around with me now but u i need to think twice now...it is worth for me to do tat~~like wut i done it b4 at the end wut i will get?juz the forget answer...