Chapter 47~~4th MonTh aNniVeRsaRy

Happy 4th month anniversary~~we were 4 months together...DD, i really feel happy when i told u that i have been retrenched by my company then u direct asked me to wait for u and u will come over to accompany me..i said wanna go swimming but u don allowed me to do so...brought me to starbuck cafe have a long chat..i really feel touching when u talked to me i don know i am the important person in ur life now..i know u love and care me a lot..ask me don worry anything happen u will stand on my side...i am crying is not i am sad i really feel nothing when they asked me to stop work...juz my tear will automatically come out i oso don know y ...i need to be more strong cant always cry let DD worried...received a very warm and touching sms from DD tis morning 29.10.2009..a new day a new wish and dd give you all the best and all the good luck for my love gg in my life..i hope the time really can stop in this moment..i wanna cry again but what can i do is muz be strong enough i believe i can pass the hard time..god bless me....

Chapter 46~~BanGkoK tRiP

Finally we finished our 5 days 4 nights bangkok trip...tis trip really full of sadness, happiness,tearness, scareness...a really unforgetful trip too..1st and 2nd both of us was mad and in bad mood not tat happy then we planned to finish our trip early than wut we had booked..after think n think both of us settle the problem..everytime when we argue on something or angry sure i will think bek of our relationship it is our character is the same or should i continued for it..my tear will automatically coming out..i didnt have any experience on this before coz DD is the my 1st bf in my 25th years old life..really hope that our relationship will be last forever..i really wan to opologise to DD coz 1st day in bangkok i never think of his feeling tat what he said i am selfish but i am not deliberate wanna to do so..i am in the very very bad and angry mood when i walked bek to the hotel for twice...anyway when reached chatuchak i odi start to forgive DD when i saw he sweat a lot...although both of us also in angry mood but he still help me to take all the stuffs that i bought..wanna to say thank you to him, he really do a hard and tough job~~what ever i wanna to buy he also let me do tat..i know he also got a lot of things wanna to buy but then he juz wanna to save the money for me to buy my stuffs..toughing rite?anyway i am not tat selfish will spend the money sure i will buy something for DD too..he put all the money that he had change to me without keep some in his pocket...he really my superb DD~~:)..everytime when i angry sure he will come to me n say sorry no matter whose done wrong..i think i need to behave myself cant always do so~~sometimes really i am the wrong person but when i am in the angry mood i will not think who r right or wrong..whatever is the other party wrong i am the rite 1....look very hegemony like a queen everybody need to listen to me~~luckily after the 2 days we will save the time for the left happiness day~~we went for the underworld water for half day...DD asked mme don write too many sadness thing here coz he said everytime if any sadness thing happened sure i will make it long but if happiness things only i write for a few sentences so this blog i tried to write in both...hope that DD will happy when he read it~~

Chapter 45~~MaD On DD

Y i write the title as mad on DD??Wut he had done until i get mad on him?actually i really don like he is smoking..i odi tried to concession to let him smoking and he also promised me before will be cut down the smoking frequency..he wont be so obvious will smoking in front of my parent..yesterday i was proposed to him next time don wanna he smokes in front of me if i not do so i don think he can cut down the smoking frequency but then he said i cant do so coz he got smoking addiction not so easy can stop it..but wut i want is juz cut down 1st coz i know it was really difficult wanna to stop it..my father is an example coz last time he said wanna to stop it end up also failed..i really understand for it but can u cut it down?not tat i wan to control u..i do tis thing only for ur own good..myself also don like someone to control me so i also wont do tat..wut is the main reason?tat was i am worrying~~yesterday on the way bek from bukit indah jusco i was mad on him coz we have an argue on tis issued so whole journey i didnt wanna talked to him until the sleeping time only he had the chance to talk to me personally..he said he will listen wut i am talking juz now will tried to do it so i was forgiving him but today morning he still do the same in front of me..i was very dissapointed don wanna to talk more on tis issued odi if not later sure will happen the same thing like yesterday...wut i can do is ignored it i don wanna to talk more odi~~wut u like to do u juz do nobody will control and stop u..even u wanna to smoke in front of my parent i also wot care so much for it coz it really unrelated to me..anything happened u juz can blame urself.....

Chapter 44~~HoLidAy MoOd

DD and me were waiting for the holiday now..everyday DD also countdown for it..too excited odi 1st time go oversea with DD~~happy right?i think DD has the same feeling as me...my DD was superb..y i said so?like wut he had said wutever i had mentioned to him sure he will say yes to me..last 2 weeks i was looking for the long jean pant from levi coz it is the time for me to grab a new 1..so i keep on asking DD to fetch me here and there coz i cant found any suitable 1 so keep on moving to look for it so pity him need to accompany me and drive me here n there...yesterday i juz bought a new pair running shoes for DD...i know he don wanna anyhow to spend much money on tat shoes coz he said juz a simple shoe will do no need a branded one but what i told him is for the shoe the quality is the main choice..if u choose a better quality sure ur feet will feel comfortable while u wearing it..so pls don save the money for it...i know the price is slightly expensive than the unbranded one but it can used for quite a long time not so fast can be spoil..anyway 'yi fen qian yi fen huo'..like wut u said asked me don buy a cheap quality clothing..

Chapter 43~~NeW MonTh

Another new month odi...today only my 1st blog in this new month..long time didnt update any blog here almost 1 week from the last blog i did..if today i still don wan to update here sure i will killing by DD but i think he also bz for his work and seldom will log in here..what was happening within a week?actually it was nothing special juz like previously life every nite also meet up with DD for dinner~~as usual weekend i was going to my sis's house in jb of coz my DD follow me too..last saturday i was off but DD need to work so early morning i odi wake up coz odi promised my sis wanna went jogging with them so i left DD and asked him to wake up later~~he was always forgetful coz his passport left in my beg didnt took it when he was going in to spore..so got no choice my sis was rushing for the time to go for working then dropped her in the custom..DD went bek to take the passport by himself..so sorry DD next time i should not took ur passport..i was going to do rebonding after tat...super long time i was spending in the salon half of the saturday gone~~after bek from work DD direct go salon to meet me up..he was too tired and fall slept in the salon~~some more i know sure he will feel hungry coz didnt took his breakfast and lunch~~waiting n waiting..finally my hair was done he was complaining that my hair cutting was ugly:( v bad my DD..but very happy also coz he was waiting me for more than 2 hours pity him~~lantern festival we juz eat the dinner together and went pasar malam after tat...of coz bought my favourite lekor..everybody also said tired so we bek home early..the next day we slept until 10am juz wake up for breakfast..after tat followed my sis went to the wedding shop to c their photo layout design..my sis them went to play the badminton so i asked DD to fetch me to cs coz i wanna to buy levi jean which last time i saw there..it was nice but then i cant found the same design odi:( so sad...wanna went for hair cut again coz my sis keep on complaining my hair look so weird don have the same dimension...as promised i was going bay bay with DD..juz have a walked there n met up my sis them for dinner after this~~